When I arrived at Dedexuan, when I saw that the dishes were really green, my face really collapsed.

I looked at him with a look of resentment and complained unwillingly: "This is too vegetarian, can the last soup be a little meaty?" ”

He looked at me deeply and didn't speak. I just stared at him and didn't move.

It wasn't until the waiter brought me the sea cucumber and squid soup that I couldn't help but laugh.

The waiter served the food quickly, and I also followed the dogleg to Jiang Yueze's rainbow fart: "I know that Aze is the best for me, and I definitely can't bear to watch me nibble on the vegetable leaves." ”

Jiang Yueze didn't speak, just poured me a cup of ginger tea and watched me drink it.

The waiter looked at it and smiled, and said in a low voice: "Little sister, your boyfriend is good to you, and he is handsome, you are really blessed." ”

I took the tea and glanced at Jiang Yueze with a sweet face, and found that he was expressionless, so I had bad thoughts again.

I winked at the waiter and replied innocently, "He's not my boyfriend." ”

As soon as these words came out, the waiter was stunned, Jiang Yueze's movements stopped, and he stared at me in the same way.

The waiter was obviously a little embarrassed, and laughed so far-fetched. I didn't even look at Jiang Yueze, smiled evilly and drank tea, and didn't say a word.

The waiter became more and more embarrassed, so he had to say "sorry" and hurriedly left after serving.

I held back a smile and looked at Jiang Yueze quietly, and found that the corners of Jiang Yueze's mouth were tightly pursed, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly. The whole person is very deep.

I looked at him and couldn't help laughing, and he continued without speaking, scooping me a bowl of soup, but his face was undeservedly deep.

I looked at him, took the bowl of soup, and couldn't help but tease him: "Are you angry?" ”

He lowered his eyes and didn't look at me, just a few broccoli flowers and put them on my plate.

I Sihao stuffed the broccoli into his mouth regardless of the image, and said vaguely: "Aze, you are indeed not my boyfriend now." None of us have ever confessed to each other, and you haven't even asked me if I want to agree to your pursuit. ”

Jiang Yueze listened, didn't speak, and when he raised his eyes again, the aura of the whole person was different from just now.

At this moment, although he is still cold and noble, he has lost the terrifying momentum just now, and he can only look at it from a distance with some fireworks in his room, which makes people want to get close and fear that they will defile him after getting close.

His eyes were slowly becoming gentle, clear and deep, with a bit of smoky seduction, which I couldn't help but indulge in.

I looked at him, and I only felt that there was a villain in my heart, screaming at the groundhog, and I couldn't extricate myself from his eyes.

Just looked at each other quietly for a few seconds, my mouth seemed to be unopened, and the words in my heart burst out: "Aze, I made an appointment with Peng Meixin, and on Friday, I will have a game with her, and all the grievances will be settled." ”

Jiang Yueze's expression changed, but I couldn't tell what was expressed in his eyes. All I know is that when he looked at me without hesitation, accurately, and steadily, the black cloth that covered my heart was lifted, and my whole person seemed to be infused with strength, and I was finally relieved that I had made the right decision.

I looked at him and gradually regained my confidence and courage. Only then did he realize that the fear and weakness hidden in his heart had collapsed with Jiang Yueze's wordless support, and the whole person was completely relaxed.

He looked at me, and the appreciation and relief in his eyes, the love and doting in his eyes were all unmistakably in my eyes. His voice was full of encouragement and pride: "Then do it." I'll be with you. ”

My smile widened, and I nodded heavily, "I'll do it." ”

He also laughed: "Of course. ”

When I finished dinner and walked to Chongming Road, where I went to the study room, I had a whim and wanted to go to the Taekwondo Club on Chongzhi Road opposite.

Jiang Yueze seemed to see through my thoughts, and at the moment when I wanted to speak, he led me to the road of Chongzhi.

I felt very warm in my heart, his body temperature was connected to me, those uneasy feelings, those emotions that were waiting to be relieved, and the problems seemed to have found an outlet to pour out freely, and all of them had a place to be exported. It made my whole body a lot lighter.

I walked side by side with him, and I don't know if my hand was too tight for him, or if his pocket was too warm, and I felt that my palms were sticky and I sweated a lot.

I felt very embarrassed, and I was embarrassed to say: "I'm sweating, why don't you let go?" ”

He hummed, but his grip tightened. My scalp was numb, and I wondered if I should pull it out. k

"If you are nervous, just say it, don't hold it in your heart."

I stopped fighting with my hands, and my whole body wilted: "You can see that?" ”

He didn't speak, just kept walking.

I opened the conversation: "Am I useless?" I also know I'm useless. I wasn't as brave as I used to be, I wasn't afraid of heaven and earth, but I felt like I had grown up. ”

Jiang Yueze's footsteps paused, his eyes looked at me more and more gently, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Well, I know I'm talking backwards." I myself felt that I was talking in a mess, but I still tried to make him understand: "Since I was a child, I have never experienced any setbacks, my parents are spoiled, my brother is indulged, my godparents are spoiled, and my classmates and teachers are not to mention." In addition, he has been taekwondo since elementary school, and with a black-bellied girl like Lu Zhixin, it is natural to become a domineering and flamboyant personality in other people's mouths. ”

Jiang Yueze listened attentively, and even if he didn't look at it, he knew that the smile on the corner of his mouth must be very charming, which made people feel that the years were quiet.

My tone also slowly relaxed: "If it weren't for my parents who attached importance to children's education, my brother, my grandmother, and my uncle in the process of my growth, the etiquette rules and upbringing connotations that should be learned are the same, and I am not allowed to have a little discount, I am not too crooked, otherwise I will grow up like this, and I will have to become the flying and domineering as I am said in the book." ”

When Jiang Yueze heard this, his smile became stronger, and he stretched out his other hand and patted the top of my hair gently.

I instantly felt that my heart was about to warm, and what I was going to say next was not so heavy: "It wasn't until the two years of the college entrance examination that I encountered the first big setback in my life." Life and death, falling into the well, blaming and contempt, and the things I regret the most caused by impulsiveness have all been experienced by me. This is different from the usual trouble, it is not uncomfortable for a few days to pass. These things, whenever I think about them, I feel painful and difficult. ”

"At that time, I was really lonely. My mom was in the hospital all day and was so tired that she didn't have a human body. I didn't dare to tell her anything about me at school, for fear that she would be distracted and fall down completely from the blow. My dad is the homeroom teacher of the third year of high school, and if he falls, then the 122 repeaters in his class may also be dragged down, so I don't dare to let him know. So only my uncle and aunt knew about it, and every time my mother asked me about it, my uncle said that it was very good, and she didn't know anything about the family, so my mother would feel more relieved. ”

"At that time, I really understood what it means to be a teenager who doesn't know what it's like to be sad, and I also understood that growing up is really a matter of an instant."

"I don't think I've handled those things very well, but I'm really trying to handle them in my own way. In the past, I was not afraid of heaven and earth, because of the confidence of my family. And now I am afraid to think about the consequences of things, and it is the setbacks and experiences that have taught me how to face life. ”

"So now, I know what I'm up against, I'm going to be nervous, I'm going to be nervous, I'm afraid of not going to be the right outcome, and I'm even more afraid of disappointing the people I care about."

Jiang Yueze listened to my words and slowly stopped, and I also slowly stopped, waiting for him to turn around.

He let go of my hand, and the thin sweat on his hands was immediately dried by the wind, but it did not lighten the temperature. I watched his tall and straight figure leave a slender shadow under the light of the street lamp, with his unique demeanor, like the dwarf pine next to him, standing proudly and happily.

When he turned around, the slightly yellowish light from the street lamp reflected on him, forming a circle of light, but his expression was as cold and unknown as a lamp.

I looked at his eyes against the light, and felt that in addition to the cold starlight, there was also some touching tenderness and others in his eyes, which made my eyes hot.

He slowly lowered his head against my forehead. The moment my body temperature was connected, my whole person seemed to be infused with infinite warmth and strength.

I just quietly felt his body temperature, the laughter of the classmates on both sides, the crisp car bells, and the soothing love songs played on the campus radio all made me feel warm on the winter night.

He took my hand again and whispered in my ear, "Chuxiao, I didn't tell you. Actually, I was scared too. ”

My drooping eyes slowly lifted, and I looked at him seriously and shockedly: "What's wrong with you?" ”

He seemed to be amused by my action, and his eyes fell late, and a starlight fell: "Don't look at me so surprised, I'm human, I'm scared, I'm nervous, and there are a lot of things that can't be done, there's nothing surprising about it." ”

The surprise in my eyes slowly faded with his words, replaced by curiosity: "So, what are you afraid of?" ”

He smiled and touched my earlobe, lingering and gentle, "I'm scared a lot." For example, now, I am afraid that I will not protect you well, I am afraid that the result will not be satisfactory, you will be sad, you will be sad, you will be depressed, and I will not be able to help you. ”

My nose was sour when I heard this, and I hurriedly put my arms around his neck to comfort him: "How can it be, how can it be, how can it be, how can it be, you have helped me a lot." ”

Jiang Yueze laughed, rubbed my forehead affectionately, and said softly: "What I want to say is that it is normal to be afraid, and it is not difficult to face the uneasiness and fear in your heart." But we know the difficulties, but still try our best to do it, this is the most rare. So if the results are not satisfactory, it is nothing. ”

I listened to his soft enough, emotional enough words, and said uncertainly, "Really? ”

He nodded, smiling even more: "Really." We grow together, and that's what the experience is all about. ”

As I listened, the uneasiness in my heart gradually faded, and I became more calm: "Well, I see. I'll do my best. ”

Jiang Yueze rubbed my forehead again, and said briskly: "Come on." ”

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