When I stood in front of the door of the taekwondo club, my nervousness seemed to be hidden, and even though I knew what the scene behind the door was like, I was only calm.

I stared at the four big characters of "Taekwondo Club" on the door sign for a while before slowly speaking to Jiang Yueze: "Let's go in." ”

Jiang Yueze hummed, gently shook the doorknob, and unscrewed the door.

The range of sight gradually expanded, and the brightly colored taekwondo mats came into my eyes, and various equipment, clothing, gloves, etc., slowly entered my line of sight.

I looked at them calmly and rationally, and there was no trace of discomfort.

Jiang Yueze looked at me without saying anything, but I pulled him slowly close to the training ground.

As I got closer, I couldn't help but have memories of the past, some competitions, some training, some competitions, jerky and beautiful.

My heart was sour, and I couldn't help but sigh: "It's been a long time since I entered the training ground." ”

Jiang Yueze hummed and replied softly: "There will be opportunities in the future." ”

I smiled and said to myself, "Aze, do you know why I have been learning taekwondo for so many years? ”

Jiang Yueze rubbed my hand and shook his head honestly: "I don't know." ”

"At first, there was nothing special, because Lu Zhixin was here, and it was taught by my godfather, so I didn't think there was anything to dislike it."

"No matter how old I am, I feel that no one dares to bully me if I have taekwondo, and then I found out that taekwondo is a weapon to protect me."

"When I am older, I will no longer bully others, but I will see injustice when others are bullied, and then I understand that it is used to protect others."

"When I hurt someone, I realized that it had become a helper when I was impulsive. So, I really want to kill and don't touch it anymore. ”

Jiang Yueze listened quietly, holding my hand tightly, and didn't make a sound.

"I don't know if it's an escape, but I'm really having trouble with myself. I'm always lucky, maybe this thing will just pass, after all, time is such a thing, there is nothing that can't be cured. ”

"But I'm only now realizing that time may be a lot diluted, but it's not worth a word of apology."

"After thinking about this, I understand Peng Meixin's stubbornness. In this case, it seems that the best way to start and end with what you start with seems to be. ”

Jiang Yueze didn't say anything for a long time, and it took a long time before he hummed.

I knew his concerns, and laughed slowly: "Don't worry, I will protect myself, and I will do my best." ”

He looked at me, and the emotion in his eyes was like a pair of ink, so thick that I couldn't see it clearly.

After looking at each other quietly for a few seconds, he sighed as if compromised, reached out and rubbed the top of my hair, and said helplessly, "I will keep an eye on you the whole time." ”

I laughed helplessly: "Got it." ”

After the evening self-study, I have to go to the study department for a meeting.

I thought about waking up until now, including stating that I was going to participate in the Golden League, but I didn't have the slightest contact with Xu Siyang.

Xu Siyang. His name circled around my lips, and it was filled with guilt, anxiety, and panicked bitterness.

I couldn't help but hide my face, despair came like the sea.

Xu Siyang, Xu Siyang, who has been affected by me again and again, what should I do with you.

When I arrived at the study department anxiously and found that Xu Siyang had not yet come, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and then I was overwhelmed by more nervousness.

He's coming, how should I deal with it?

I signed in absentmindedly and gaged with everyone, but I felt more and more uncomfortable, and my heartbeat sank.

Jianfei noticed that something was wrong with me, and first worried: "Jinyu, are you okay?" See you're pale? ”

Before I could talk, Li Da sighed: "Yes, why is it so white?" Is it because of what happened a few days ago that you're in a bad mood? ”

I was stunned, and looked at Jianfei stabbing Li Da with a face of "convincing you", Li Da immediately changed to an expression of regret, so I smiled reluctantly and waved my hand: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm just a little tired, I'll just sit for a while." ”

Li Da and Jianfei immediately nodded in recognition and made an excuse to slip away.

When I found a place to sit down and turned my head to put the bag, there was an extra glass of fragrant milk in front of me, and on the milk glass, there was a beautiful hand.

I followed this hand upward, and unsurprisingly saw Xu Siyang's clean and sunny face.

It's just that this face is very different from what I saw before, the originally clear and clean eyes have obvious red bloodshots, and the face looks a little haggard, and the sunny smile is gone, replaced by the forbearance and restraint under the expressionless face, and the anger that is waiting to explode.

I was choked by his appearance: "Xu Siyang, you ......"

He ignored me, withdrew his hand impatiently, sat down beside me with a "bang", and fired coldly in a tone like a knife: "Serious illness is just recovering from a serious illness, drink some milk to nourish your stomach." ”

I was so shocked by the way he looked that I didn't dare to squeak and pick up the milk, and took a big gulp. Fish fish

No way! It's hot! I struggled to let the hot milk run down my throat, resisting the urge to roll my eyes, and by the time I regained consciousness, I was in tears.

Xu Siyang stared at me deadly, and the moment I looked up at him, the worry in his eyes quickly faded, and he was replaced by calm and other incomprehensible emotions, with a provocative look.

I looked at him like this, I felt angry and laughed, and my helpless tone also had a bit of gritted teeth: "Okay, if you can dissipate your anger in this way, I will admit it." ”

Xu Siyang stared at me and smiled: "It's obvious that you're wrong, but you blame me first." ”

I immediately coaxed, touched my nose weakly, and said unconfidently: "I think there is some misunderstanding in this." ”

"Oh?" Xu Siyang raised his eyebrows, with a little ruffian that did not match his temperament, but he was very handsome: "Then let me listen, what kind of misunderstanding is it?" ”

I was even more weak-hearted, but I still couldn't help but think about it-not to mention, Xu Siyang's somewhat wilted and meaningful tone was really good.

He watched me wander, knocked lightly on the table, and asked angrily, "What about you?" ”

I feel that I have been in a coma for three days, the world is all mysterious, and the clean and sunny Xu Siyang has changed into a domineering president, and it still smells like that?

I looked at his eyes, exhausted, and couldn't help but feel a tug, and saw him frown and apologize at the same time: "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

Xu Siyang was stunned for a moment, obviously didn't expect things to develop like this, he was extremely unnatural, and said with some embarrassment: "What, why, don't play cards according to the routine?" ”

When I saw him like this, I felt more and more guilty, and sighed for a long time: "This time I dragged you down again, and I made you worry, I'm really sorry." ”

Xu Siyang blinked, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, the truth and emotions were hidden behind that, so that people could not spy on the slightest, and his tone was the same: "In addition to apologizing, don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

I was silent for a long time before I whispered, "Everything said on the Internet is true, although I don't know what's there." ”

Xu Siyang's eyes did not change at all, he was not surprised, and he was not disappointed, but he just hummed calmly and rationally.

His appearance caused me to exclaim, "You ......"

He didn't wait for me to ask, and then interrupted me: "So, this is what happened in your mouth, that is, what caused you and Jiang Yueze to separate?" ”

I hesitated for a second, surprised at how quickly he reacted, and then nodded.

There was a barrier added to his good-looking eyes, and he couldn't see a little bit of the world inside, only feeling that his whole person was like boiling water boiling to the top, suddenly thrown into a deep well, and quickly cooled down, without a trace of heat.

I was a little confused, but more often than not, I didn't tell him the truth, but it caused him to blame himself, get entangled, be restless, and don't know how to speak.

Opened his mouth to explain the ins and outs of the local explanation with him, and opened his mouth to apologize to him.

We were so silent, and it was Brother Hang who was talking about the content of the regular meeting in my ears, but I looked at Xu Siyang absentmindedly with an expressionless face, looking straight ahead, and the feeling in my heart became more and more crazy.

I pursed my lips and spit out words with great difficulty: "I hurt someone, and even Jiang Yueze was involved, I felt very guilty, and I didn't have the courage to admit my mistake, so I chose to disappear." ”

Xu Siyang didn't speak, just blinked slowly.

I saw that he was listening, swallowed, and continued to speak: "Originally, I wanted to tell you when it was better. But God didn't give me this opportunity, so he spread everything out in front of everyone in a mess and unexpectedly. ”

Xu Siyang didn't speak, continued to blink slowly, and looked back at me: "Does Jiang Yueze know?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." He was a great help after my accident. Otherwise, I will be expelled from school. ”

He hummed, his eyebrows lowered, and there was no trace of the flavor that Xu Siyang should have.

I was so tormented that I didn't know how to ask him for forgiveness. I could only say nervously: "I owe you too much, I don't know how to thank you, and I don't know what to do to pay it back." I don't have the courage to treat each other with sincerity and tell you that in the face of these messy things. So, just dragged on until just before the meeting. ”

Xu Siyang didn't squeak, just slowly turned his head and looked at me quietly.

That look contained too much emotion. So much so that I can't tell what feelings there are.

He was silent for a long time, laughed, and muttered to himself: "I didn't do this for your thanks and sorry." ”

I nodded: "I know, although these five words are very weightless, I still have to tell you seriously." ”

Xu Siyang's eyes calmed down for a moment, and his tone became serious: "No, you don't know anything. ”

I was surprised, and when I was about to ask, he smiled and shook his head, muttering, "Really, what are you talking about?" ”

I didn't know what the situation was, but when I was about to speak again, he resumed Xu Siyang's tone and looked at me fixedly: "If you really feel guilty and grateful, then invite me to dinner and tell the story clearly." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and the next second I felt happy, and I couldn't care about anything: "Okay, you can pick the time and place, and you can order whatever you want." ”

He hummed and said in a deep voice, "Then after the game." ”

My smile froze, and then I resumed, "Okay." ”

He looked at me, and he stopped talking, but he never said anything.

I thought to myself and said softly, "Don't worry, I'm measured." This time, I won't be dizzy again. ”

He hummed unnaturally, looked at me for a long time with a complicated expression, and then turned his head without saying anything.