Time, separation, gave each of us a reason to become better, you and I were no longer there, we took off the mask of the past, ran with clenched fists, and changed ourselves.

Since I have been separated from my junior high school classmates for a long time, I can see their messages on my mobile phone from time to time, some of them are exciting, some are plain, and some of them have become stranger...... If there was a reason to part, it would probably be to get better and meet again.

Sometimes you may have to believe in time, for some people it is a pig-killing knife, but it is not excluded that it is a beauty knife. Sitting in the car today, Wu Yin flipped up his mobile phone and saw a photo of his old classmates. He was amazed at how much they had changed, and when his mood calmed down, he just said lightly, "That's good." ”

"Wu Yin, you had a girlfriend in the past." Luo Xue said.

"I don't know if that's a girlfriend, maybe not even a friend." Wu Yin said.

"What? A girlfriend who isn't even in a relationship?" Luo Xue asked.

"We have been going around and around, and it has been so vague, and it is not so painful to parting in the end." Wu Yin said. For me, feelings are a kind of luxury, too easy to get and worthless, I can't ask for it, I am silently depressed...... In any case, I am an emotional loser.

"Do you have to learn to say goodbye before you love someone?" Wu Yin said.

Hearing this, Luo Xue's eyes were a little haggard.

"How so?" Luo Xue said with her chin dragged.

"Because I'm afraid that there will be a day of separation, I don't want me to just burst into tears, be okay with each other, and become the unspoken guest of each other's lives." Wu Yin said.

"What, did you say goodbye to her?" Luo Xue asked.

Wu Yin shook his head, in fact, we may just have a good relationship, and lovers may not be able to talk about it at all, let alone say goodbye...... If you think about it, those days were indeed happy, but I seem to regard them as just a joke of youth, and the sadness left by each other is better than happiness!

"But you can't stop having it because you're afraid of losing it!" Luo Xue said.

Wu Yin nodded with a dull look in his eyes.

When I was a child, I would always confidently say to my mother, "If I meet a girl I love, I will be good to her for the rest of my life, so I won't be like my father!" "Growing up, I always remembered that I didn't want to be like my dad and be unfaithful to my feelings. But it was only later that I realized that the so-called infidelity to the relationship was an excuse for their choice. Yes, there is nothing wrong with choosing her favorite, but you don't even know if you love this girl for a lifetime, what qualifications do you have to say it for a lifetime, and even say forever without blushing and heartbeat! Maybe I'm such a person, my feelings about the person I love are becoming more and more blurred, and the confidence to say that sentence when I was young is gone, and I fell in love at first sight? Fuck it.

"Do you think we'll have a day to say goodbye?" Luo Xue asked.

Wu Yin was silent......

"If there is, I want to ......," Wu Yin was about to say.

"Well, fool, there won't be that day." Luo Xue said.

Luo Xue looked at Wu Yin, in fact, this sentence is always a lie, I don't know if if that day comes, we can part well.

I remember that year, she asked the teacher to sit next to me, and from that moment on, she felt like she was at the same table. Every summer morning I would put a drink on her table, sometimes I would not be able to satisfy her appetite and be scolded, but I would like to, what is it? Love? If you think about it, maybe it's too self-indulgent.

"So, what do you think love is?" Luo Xue asked.

"You know, I can't give you an answer." Wu Yin said.

I don't know when her joys, sorrows and sorrows are so important to me. I almost wanted to give it my all, I almost wanted to be with her all the time, but I thought I was crazy. Actually, she didn't give me an answer, but I know it, and I know it. It's good to be a fool, it's good......

"Didn't you do something romantic, how can you catch it like this!" Luo Xue said anxiously.

"Are you my girlfriend?" Wu Yin looked at Luo Xue and said.

Luo Xue patted me on the head and said, "What a papaya!" ”

Wu Yin knew that one day, he would stand alone on a high place and no longer feel cold, because people who have no worries will be as light as water. Want to talk about romance, gift-giving? Romance? Depend on! He won't be able to do this! But since she sat next to me, we would exchange each other's favorite songs, listen to the songs, and know who they are, is the confession of the voice counted?

"Hmm...... I have to say Wu Yin, you are so boring, no wonder you can't catch up with the girl. Luo Xue said.

"Huh?" Wu Yin said.

I have too much guilt and too much cowardice for her, and I often think, am I still worthy of her now? People are always like this, after parting, they all get better, but the world is different. In fact, no matter when, we have become the protagonists of the silent movie of life, there is no language, only loneliness.

I was too cowardly, made her cry, made her cold. In a math class, she was scolded by the teacher because she was writing other homework, she stood in her seat and was about to cry, and the teacher threw the notebook out of the window. I clenched my fists so much that I almost threw them out. "Stinky woman, why are you talking so ugly, what's the big deal, you want to scold a girl and cry?" I have all kinds of evil words in my heart, but they all stop at my mouth. I was sitting down looking at her red eyes, and I wanted to stand up and fall out with the teacher, but I didn't. Is it because I love her that I can't give everything? Or am I too cowardly? She cried, and my heart could feel the warmth of tears for some reason.

"Now give you a chance, will you stand up?" Luo Xue asked.

"Yes, yes?" Wu Yin said.

"But is it still useful now? I can't wipe her tears from her dry tears. Wu Yin said.

"Wu Yin, you are so stupid!" Luo Xue said.

"yes!" Wu Yin said with a wry smile.

From that day on, we rarely spoke, and I knew we were passers-by. I miss the girl who rushed to get my headphones, I miss the girl who pinched me every day, I miss the girl who loves to lose her temper, I want to ...... So I chose to leave, I chose to be indifferent, I chose not to uncover my scars, and I chose to leave without words.

Wu Yin just wants to treat Luo Xue in front of him well, and the pain is no longer ......

Later, she disappeared from my QQ, and some people I tried my best to forget, but she still stood there crying, and I held my head to escape, and it was ridiculous that I was just a lost dog. I don't know how long it took for her to add me as a friend, I pretended not to know her, in fact, I always knew that number, but why did you come back? Obviously, we have long since lost contact and involvement. "Hello, long time no see." I typed. The strangeness of time made me let go of the past, and we are still friends......

"You're really only fit to be friend A." Luo Xue teased.

"Am I the same now?" Wu Yin said.

"Look at your performance!" Luo Xue said.

"Maybe this is your first experience of love in the world!" Luo Xue looked at the familiar and unfamiliar Wu Yin in front of her.

Watching them get better in the past, in fact, I am also trying to change, but I don't know it, I know that I shouldn't stop, because that regret shouldn't be, and I can't repeat it again. Whenever I feel that I can finally be silent in the eyes of others, the past gives me a reason not to stay.

When I got home, my father burned a plate of pretzels, which I hadn't eaten for a long time. Wu Yin sat down and put it in his mouth, "Fuck it, mother didn't burn like this!" He choked up with tears. Delicious...... Delicious......" tears bitter the taste of the corners of the mouth.

Whenever I finally smiled and parted with them, lying quietly under the big tree of time, letting the fragments of memory be pieced together, maybe it came to an end, I should rest, but someone in the distance came here, I had to put on a mask to greet it, damn it!

The trees want to be quiet and the wind doesn't stop...... The Olympic bid often said to Wu Tong that when you face all kinds of faces with different makeup all day long, they just become your background, and you are the protagonist in their golden sight......

The summer rain always comes carelessly, Wu Tong stuffed his headphones and stared blankly at the empty café, the coolness of the rain poured in from the door curtain, just like when you need it most, it came.

Boss Mo will go to the second floor to take a nap at noon, leaving Wu Tong alone to take care of the store, but fortunately, the business in the store is cold and does not need too many people. The sound of radio broadcasts came from Wu Tong's mobile phone, and those voices followed the headphones to his heart, sweeping away the dampness of the rainy season......

Wu Tong looked at the rain falling obliquely outside the door, and his thoughts were involved in the flow of time.

When he was in college, Wu Shenao once asked Wu Tong, "Do you like to watch dramas?" ”

"What kind of play?" Wu Tong asked.

"My play?" Wu Shenao said with a hippie smile.

Wu Tong tilted his head, his eyes turned white and said, "Get out of ......"

Wu Shenao is the smartest of Wu Tong's five, of course, it is limited to IQ, and in terms of emotional intelligence, he likes to go all the way to the dark, whether it is a hobby or a loved one......

"Smack!" A slap on the counter woke up Wu Tong, who was in a fugue, and after Wu Tong took off his headphones stupidly, his eyes lit up, staring at the person in front of him, it turned out to be Lan Yun.

"I'm taking care of your dismal business again!" Lan Yun flicked a finger on Wu Tong's head.

Wu Tong thought that there would be no customers in such bad weather, and he could have easily passed the time in the store, but unexpectedly bumped into this old acquaintance again.

Lan Yun's outfit is always so simple, with a white shirt and a black skirt. But Wu Tong has never figured out one thing until now, why would such a casual girl carry it with her?

Lan Yun looked around at the empty storefront and asked Wu Tong, "What about Boss Mo?" ”

Wu Tong pointed to the ceiling above his head and said, "What about taking a nap upstairs......

Seeing that Boss Mo was not there, Lan Yun took out a handful of pure white lilies from behind her and inserted the bouquet of flowers into the empty vase on the table.

"What is this?" Wu Tong pointed to the bouquet of flowers, and he didn't know why.

Lan Yun dragged her chin and sat in front of the bar, brushed the hair on her shoulders and said, "Thank you for taking care of me last time, otherwise I would have drunk so much that night, and something might have happened." ”

Wu Tong has actually seen a lot of people's impulsiveness, there are really very few girls like Lan Yun who regain their rationality after going crazy, most people like to solve problems in an extreme way, usually no matter the cost, it's just fucking fatal.

"So, you ...... that day Why drink so much? Wu Tong poked his head and wanted to know the reason.

Lan Yun's eyes were lowered, and the corners of her mouth were slightly bitten, this was an unnatural performance, Lan Yun didn't know how to say anything in the face of Wu Tong's question.

"Want to know?"

"Then bring me a cup of iced lemon tea, and ......tell you when I calm down," Lan Yun patted Wu Tong on the shoulder and ordered.

Wu Tong turned around with a disappointed look, grabbed a lemon in his hand, and muttered, "Just lemon!" just