She looked at me with blank eyes. He just kept staring at me and didn't say a word for a long time.

After a long time, she smiled weakly, and tears slowly poured down her laughter, poignant and sad.

When I saw her like this, my heart fluttered, and I was about to wipe her with a tissue.

Her smile widened a little, her scarlet eyes were full of pain and sudden realization after loss, and her tone was helpless and cruelly sober: "I really deserved to end up today." ”

When I looked at her like this, my heart only felt pounding, but I didn't know how to comfort her.

I took out wet wipes to wipe her tears, but she stared at me with a bitter and cruel smile: "Sun Zeyi has a new girlfriend, and Hu Haodong has also taken off the single." ”

When I looked at her like this, I felt that my heart was also torn open, and all that was whistling was regret and unwillingness, heartache and regret.

She looked at me, smiled a little more, wiped away her tears absently, and regained her calmness, her tone was as lifeless as all thoughts: "Before, I only thought that Chongwen was my dream for the past 19 years. Now, I just want to leave, this place that makes me sad. ”

"Maybe when I go abroad, the pain of loneliness and strangeness will outweigh the anxiety and regret of loss, so that I can slowly forget and then pretend that nothing happened and tell myself that nothing happened."

I didn't know what to say, but the consolation that came to my lips always swallowed involuntarily, and finally choked in my throat and calmed down.

Because Xing Sisi knows everything. It's just hard to do.

Once again, I felt how pale language was in the face of all these pains. I had nothing to say, so I tentatively put my hand on her shoulder and patted her gently.

"It's going to be fine." I said this to her.

She slowly turned her head to look at me, her eyes going from numb, to calm as water, and then to a hint of waves, but in the blink of an eye.

I gave her a big smile, and she just looked at me quietly, not saying a word.

After a long time, her eyes became sincere and serious, and her voice was full of apologies: "Jinyu, thank you, and I'm sorry." ”

Her words without a head or tail made me instantly at a loss, and it was embarrassing to laugh: "Why is it suddenly like this, it is an apology and a thank you, I'm not used to it." ”

She looked at me, with a calm face, full of guilt and uneasiness, and even with self-blame and nervousness in her tone: "In getting along with you, I have my own purpose and use. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I didn't react for a moment.

She continued to talk to herself, without a trace of hesitation: "On the night of the finals of the singer competition, I took your mobile phone and chatted with Xu Siyang in your name and asked him to help me. After that, I also deleted the chat history. ”

I blinked and said softly, "I know." ”

Xing Sisi was obviously taken aback, his face full of astonishment and surprise: "You know? ”

I said "um" and replied calmly: "I knew it then." ”

She was even more surprised, her face full of disbelief: "What about you? ”

"I was angry." I looked at her calmly and told her how I felt: "But I can't bear to see you crying like that." I also don't want what has happened to affect our relationship. So what I did with my bento didn't happen. ”

Her tears slipped down again, her face was full of regret and self-blame, and her voice was full of pain and regret: "But what I did to be sorry for you, not just this one." ”

"It's all in the past, so don't mention it." I interrupted her and softly reassured her, "Although I'm also upset, I know you're not feeling good either, so it's okay." As long as you don't do it again in the future. ”

She opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything for a long time, and finally she could only nod her head again and again, and her face was already covered with tears.

I sighed, looking at her like this, the resentment in my heart was instantly relieved.

I took another wipe to her, deliberately quipping, "This is my last wipe, I can't help crying anymore." ”

She smiled, her smile was lonely but a little funny, she slowly took my wet wipes, wiped her tears, and muttered in a low voice, full of self-blame and remorse: "I really, I owe you and Xu Siyang a lot." Obviously, you all treat me sincerely. ”

When I heard Xu Siyang's name, I subconsciously thought of the conversation between her and Xu Siyang that I heard in the corridor at noon on the day of the Golden League.

I endured and endured, endured and endured, but I still couldn't help but ask my curiosity: "You and Xu Siyang, what happened?" ”

She looked up at me, and her expression stopped.

It's this look again, it's this look again. I couldn't help but go crazy in my heart, Xing Sisi looked at me more than once with this eager and stoppable look, and many times when she talked about Xu Siyang, she would always look at me like this. It seems that he is very embarrassed to tell me about Xu Siyang.

I instantly felt very irritable, so I waved my hand again: "Forget it, I won't ask." ”

She looked at me quietly, as if she was very entangled, and did not say a word.

After a long time, she seemed to have made up her mind, and said lightly: "In order to let him help me, I threatened him with the things of the people he cares about the most." ”

I listened and subconsciously guessed: "Senior Sister Wang Min? "Qiandu Chinese Network

She was stunned for a second, blinked her eyes, and the next second her expression returned to naturalness, and she hummed faintly.

"I threatened him that if he didn't help me, I would tell him to the wrong people. He had no choice but to help me. ”

It dawned on me. I see.

No wonder Xu Siyang said that there was a reason to have to help. No wonder, he was so angry that day, but he still helped Xing Sisi.

It's just that I always feel that something is wrong.

How do you feel that the reason she said, the words she said when she had an argument with them, and the ones that Wang Jiayi told me, don't match at all.

However, apart from this reason, I can't think of any other reason why Xu Siyang had to bow his head.

Tsk, I couldn't figure it out in my heart, the more I thought about it, the more confused I became, the more I pondered, the more clueless I became, and finally I simply didn't want to.

Forget it, they must have their reasons, and if they don't tell you, they must have their own reasons, so don't be cranky.

I looked at Xing Sisi and found that she was also looking at me, her eyes burning and her face envious.

I looked at her expression and felt a little funny and a little embarrassed: "What's wrong?" Look at me like that. ”

She seemed to be losing her mind, and it took a long time before she shook her head and smiled faintly: "I just think I really envy you." ”

"Jinyu. I really envy you. She looked at me and repeated softly, "I envy you for having someone who really likes you so much." ”

I instantly thought of Jiang Yueze and the things he did for me, and I couldn't help but laugh.

Xing Sisi slowly became more and more lonely: "It's a pity that the people who really like me have left because of my insincerity." ”

I blinked, shook her hand, and said sincerely, "In the future, you will definitely meet someone who sees you giving all your sincerity and responds to you vigorously, maybe he is already on the way, so you have to cheer up." ”

She slowly looked up, looked at me, and couldn't help but smile.

There was a faint light in her eyes, and her tone was gentle and sincere: "Jinyu, thank you very much." ”

I smirked evilly, and said, "You're welcome." ”

She looked at me like this, and her smile widened again.

I know that what I say will work. Because, no matter what happened, I knew that she was actually a good girl.

After calculus class, there is another course led by the teacher who teaches the history of economic thought, "Western Economics".

This course is an exam class, and the teacher said that the last week will give us a look at the knowledge of this course, and the last class will give us key points, so after class, as soon as Xing Sisi left, I picked up my small schoolbag and wanted to sit forward.

The action of rushing forward with my head buried in my head happened to be seen by Shi Yu, who beckoned me again and again and again, beckoning me to the second row, behind the words.

As soon as I sat down, Shi Yu couldn't wait to take out the delicate pastry box, push it in front of me, and said with a smile: "I just brought you pastries, and you came over." We have a specialty there, you can taste it. ”

I picked up a piece of red bean cake and took a small bite, and the red bean paste and soft and sweet little red beans melted in my mouth.

I squinted my eyes happily: "It's delicious!" Is it from Taisheng's family? I'm going to buy it too. ”

Shi Yu smiled slightly, cool and sassy: "Our century-old store there, Taisheng Ji is not as soft and crispy as this." If you want to eat, I'll bring it to you when you get home. ”

I finally got to the point, took a big bite of the red bean cake, and asked vaguely, "Are you home?" Is something wrong? ”

She smiled and hummed, her face was radiant, and her eyes were full of excitement: "My mother has been transferred to the general ward and has begun to do rehabilitation." I was worried and went back to look at her. ”

When I heard the news, I also laughed happily: "This is really good news, congratulations, Shi Yu!" ”

She smiled and nodded, patted Yan Yu on the shoulder, and asked her to turn around and taste the red bean cake.

Yan Yu immediately pounced on it with bright eyes, picked up a piece of oversized red bean cake and stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it with a big bite, and immediately sighed with satisfaction: "Wow, this red bean cake is so authentic!" It's much better than what Senior Brother Jiang gave me last time! ”

Well? Senior Brother Jiang? As soon as I heard the name of Jiang Yueze, the whole person immediately felt in a state of mind - when did Jiang Yueze buy red bean cakes for Yan Yu?

I looked at Yan Yu with a comfortable face, without the slightest sense of consciousness and panic, and couldn't help but tease her: "You and Jiang Yueze, when did you two secretly send something behind my back to eat?" ”

Yan Yu opened his bloody mouth to stuff a whole piece of red bean cake, and immediately closed it, his face was full of panic and fear of "It's over, it's over, what should I do if I say the wrong thing", and what was revealed in his eyes was the panic and weakness of "the dog's head is not guaranteed".

I saw her like this, and I was even more interested, so I simply supported my head with my hands, knocked on the table leisurely, and said with great interest: "Don't look left and right, eat people's soft mouths, take people's hands short, and obediently tell me what you have done to lack morality, I can consider letting you go this time." ”

Yan Yu slowly put down the red bean cake, his face was full of all thoughts, and it was clear that the red bean cake in his hand was suddenly unfragrant despair and sadness.

And Shi Yu is arms around his chest, looking at Yan Yu with a good face, waiting to eat melons.