"So, I'm really, really, envious of you." Chen Wan's voice carried a trace of desperate and helpless struggle and desolation, and the eyelashes that kept blinking were like panicked butterflies: "Maybe it's envy of your warmth and beauty, maybe it's envy of his company by your side, or maybe it's because of the unfairness of fate, and the unwillingness and helplessness hidden under the appearance of more jealousy for you." ”

I pinched the can of Coke, and I always felt that whatever I said at the moment, I couldn't really comfort her, and I couldn't really understand her, so I could only try to speak with a complicated feeling: "I don't want to say some big things to explain you, because you must have your own understanding." I don't want to persuade you, because I don't think you'll be comfortable with me. I don't want to say that I understand you, I understand you, because there is no understanding in this world that is truly empathetic. All I can say is that if you are trapped in the game, you will not be able to achieve real relief. But if you are willing to go out, you will definitely see a new world. ”

After I said some of the words in my heart, I felt that it was not so difficult. I turned my head to look at her and tried to laugh: "Maybe you don't believe it, but I really think you really have your own taste." You should be confident, try to be free, and don't be too concerned about other people's eyes. Everything you want is already on the way. ”

She also looked at me, her eyes calm and gentle, with the gentleness and tranquility of Chen Wan, and finally smiled slowly like a pear blossom in full bloom.

She blinked and nodded sincerely, "Thank you, I will." ”

I laughed, and was about to say something more when the door to the duty room was pushed open.

Chen Wanqi and I brushed our heads back and looked at Li Da and Jianfei who pushed the door in.

They were also very surprised, pointed to the coke can and squid shreds in our hands, and said hesitantly: "Senior Sister Chen Wan, Jinyu, are you having a tea party?" ”

Jianfei also felt incredible: "Eating is not allowed in the duty room, it's normal for Jinyu not to care and not know, but Senior Sister Chen Wan, you don't know, don't care?" ”

I listened to his discriminatory words, and a small fire surged in my heart, but I felt that it made sense and could not refute it, but the nameless fire was even worse. I could only stare at them speechless, unconvinced.

Chen Wan, who was named, did not put away the Coke and shredded squid, but under their gaze, she slowly stuffed the remaining half into her mouth, and poured a large sip of Coke, and only after doing all this did she speak seriously: "Once in a while, it doesn't matter." ”

Li Da and Jianfei looked at it, dumbfounded, and it took a long time to come back to their senses, and they nodded slowly, oh. Turned around and went to sign in.

I was surprised, but I took it for granted.

Maybe Chen Wan was like this.

Although you can't rebel to the end, you can also express your dissatisfaction and resist once in a while.

She turned her head to look at me and said softly, "I'm sorry for bothering you." Probably not in the future. ”

I shook my head hesitantly and replied quietly, "No." If given the chance, I'd love to hear your previous stories. But I hope that the people who listen to your stories are the ones who can write the future stories with you. ”

She blinked, her eyes slowly lit up, "Yes." ”

I stood up with a smile, finished my Coke grunt, tossed the can into the trash, and handed her the rest of the shredded squid: "I'm sure you will." ”

She took it slowly and looked at me intently: "So, goodbye." ”

I smiled and walked to my seat to pack my things before smiling at her, "Goodbye." ”

She looked at me and didn't seem to be the same as before.

I turned my head and didn't speak again, but I felt that my steps seemed to be much lighter, and the inexplicable emotions in my heart had dissipated.

I didn't listen to all of Chen Wan's stories, because subconsciously I told myself that these stories should not be told to me, and that her stories should be told to Jiang Yueze, or someone who is willing to tolerate her and feel sorry for her to understand her story.

But I know that she will never tell Jiang Yueze. She is such a proud person, she must not hope that Jiang Yueze will give her feelings other than liking. That was a kind of charity for her to embarrass her.

She deserves someone who is wholeheartedly good to her.

So those of us who belong to her past chapters may only be able to do business as usual.

After thinking about this, I felt that I missed Jiang Yueze very much, and I wanted to think very much.

I turned on my phone and was about to send a message to Jiang Yueze to ask where he was, when I found that my phone had been flooded with messages, voice calls from Lu Zhixin, message bombardment from roommates, and countless messages from friend groups were constantly jumping in the interface.

I hurriedly clicked on the message and found that our small group of five people seemed to be crazy Aite me, and I hurriedly sent a message to say that I was here: ??? What's wrong? Looking for me in such a hurry?

Wang Jiayi is worthy of being a 4G surfer, and a series of messages were immediately sent: Hello?! Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable with? Do you know that you really scared me out of my heart attack!

Yuan Zenan also appeared immediately: What's going on? How can you faint? I don't know anything in the Northeast, I can't participate in you playing together, and even when you faint, I only knew it by seeing your campus post, you're so old, can you save people?

Gu Jiatong also rushed over immediately: I'll go, how are you? Peng Meixin, the turtle, should take my geological hammer and hit her head a few times to see if it's made of! What age is this, and she still refuses to let you go, she has chased you to school, and she still wants to fight and crack her other eye socket?

I was shocked when I looked at this paragraph, and when I was about to correct it, Lu Zhixin also came: Auntie, don't talk nonsense! @修文补物顾珈彤, you're not afraid to disappear at night!

At this time, everyone stopped talking, only Lu Zhixin continued to beep Lai: It's good to wake up at night, it's good to wake up. The day before yesterday, my mother called me to ask how you are, you don't know how weak I am, for fear that I will leak it, your mother told my mother, kill to J City! Battle

I was named and immediately appeared: It's okay, it's okay, I'm okay! It's alive!

At this time, the four of them were relieved and began to chatter: I was still busy with mapping at the time, and I was stunned when I saw the news that you fainted, and I thought about who was talking nonsense.

Colonel Ji Da Caoyuan Zenan: Hmm. When I asked Jiang Yueze, he said that it was true, and he really didn't know what to do.

Autopsy and dismemberment Lu Zhixin: Fortunately, I woke up, otherwise I really wouldn't have been able to hide it, and I would have told your mother.

Wang Jiayi, the male god of the University of Technology: Although it is not appropriate to ask you this kind of question now, I really want to know, is what Peng Meixin said true?

Lu Zhixin immediately exploded: Wang Jiayi, do you want to die?

Wang Jiayi immediately coaxed: Okay, I was wrong.

I followed: It's true. Specifically, I'll tell you all about it at a time.

Wang Jiayi sighed three times in a row, and then immediately asked another question: What happened to the post just now? Did you really say yes?

I wondered: What?

Then, the three of them sent me a screenshot of the post.

I hurriedly clicked on it and found that it was a screenshot of Peng Meixin and the official account of the Golden League. Peng Meixin directly threw the chat record between me and her, telling everyone to remember to remember Friday night. But in fact, everyone knows that this is just a change of direction to declare war with me, calling on everyone who wants to eat melons to remember to watch the excitement on time.

The copywriting launched by the official account of the Golden League is more official, but perhaps because of the organizers of Chongwen, it can be seen that it is more inclined to me, and the words used to address me are with preference and playfulness, and the title is also "The hidden cold elementary school girl is here!" Come and see the friendly match! Come and see the goddess's kung fu! With such a cordial and friendly style, you can see at a glance that the Propaganda Department and the New Network Department have put some thought into it.

I read this calmly and calmly replied to them: It's true. I should also make those things with her clearer.

Lu Zhixin is very hot: What else to say? What is there to say? You've done what you should have done, you've made up for what you should have made up, and you don't owe her!

Gu Jiatong also agreed: she did it on purpose, and she looked unforgiving, thinking that she was really afraid of her! You have the ability to fight!

I helplessly held my forehead and patiently explained to them: It's just a competition, a friendly match, don't be too nervous, don't worry, I'm recovering well, Jiang Yueze will also accompany me, nothing will happen.

The answer to me was silence.

I looked at their disapproving silence and could only continue to say what I thought: I know what you mean, and I agree with it. But at the end of the day, I really owe her an apology, and I owe you an explanation. If it weren't for what happened to her, I wouldn't have had the courage to face the past. I don't want to run away anymore, and I don't want to let the old things haunt me anymore. I'm not that vulnerable, don't worry.

They were silent for a long time, and I thought it was funny, and they gaged: "Agree with me, squeak."

Lu Zhixin was very obedient, she didn't say more, but emphasized that she would also come: Okay, then I will also accompany you, and Ren Zijin, I want to see what tricks she wants to play.

Gu Jiatong also agreed: I'll go too, take my geological hammer!

I couldn't help but laugh: what are you doing with a geological hammer? Just watch the game obediently, I will ask Yu Wanzhou to accompany you.

Gu Jiatong didn't seem to be disgusted by my proposal, and didn't speak again, which seemed to be a tacit acquiescence.

Yuan Zenan is as gentle as ever: Then I'll go see you on Friday.

I hurriedly stopped: Don't don't! There is a live broadcast, you can just watch the live broadcast, it's too far, don't come over.

Wang Jiayi is also coming: Then I'll go over, I'm not far away, I have to support you.

I smiled and responded: Okay, except for Xiaoyuanyuan, the rest will come, let's come.

Lu Zhixin was so worried that she couldn't even bother typing, so she simply sent a voice message: But are you okay? Last time you reacted so much, can you play this time?

Gu Jiatong and the others didn't say much, but I knew that they were acquiescing to Lu Zhixin's point of view, and I seemed to see the sad faces across the screen.

I took the initiative to comfort them: Hello! I don't worry, I definitely don't force myself.

They were skeptical, but they could only let me go: Okay. I just hope nothing happens again.

I reassured them: no, I promise.

Absolutely nothing will happen.

I promise.