Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er walked out all the way, and then walked towards the backyard of the Gu family, and the two did not speak again along the way, Mo Xiaoxiao's rare calmness and calmness were particularly comfortable in Xiao Er's eyes.

The backyard of the Gu family, through the back garden is the guest room of the Gu family, the ginkgo trees planted in the courtyard have all withered and yellowed, and there are red ribbons hanging on the branches, which looks particularly disobedient, and the most abrupt red color of the golden bright color stabbed Mo Xiaoxiao's heart, so that she couldn't help but stop again, looking towards the pale yellow, like a woman in yellow clothes who was scarred, revealing red flesh and blood, licking her wounds in the autumn wind.

When he came to He Yuwen to live in the guest room temporarily, Mo Xiaoxiao hesitated, and was silent for a long time before he mustered up the courage to knock on the door.

"Knock knock...!" Mo Xiaoxiao still knocked on his door with a worried heart, she didn't even know how to talk to him, as if she was saying something unspeakable, and even felt guilty in her heart.

After knocking for a long time, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't see anyone in the house come to open the door, and then knocked a few more times, only to hear a low and cold male voice coming from the room, and there was some impatience in his tone: "Go back, I won't see you again, didn't I say that I want to be alone for a few days......

Mo Xiaoxiao was frozen outside the door by him, and he didn't know how to speak for a moment, but he didn't expect him to be as cold as ever, I was afraid that he was Gu Qingshui, and he felt a little distressed about Gu Qingshui when he thought of this.

"It's my ......" Mo Xiaoxiao was silent outside the house for a long time, so long that He Yuwen thought that the people outside the house had left, and Mo Xiaoxiao opened her mouth lightly.

As soon as Mo Xiaoxiao's words fell, the room was still silent, but after a while, there was a sound of rustling footsteps in the room, and the door was directly opened in a moment.

'S......queak' was accompanied by the sound of opening the door, He Yuwen suddenly appeared in front of Mo Xiaoxiao, he seemed to be more tired and haggard, still the gold-rimmed glasses, but the eyes in the bright glasses frame seemed to have no light, they were dull and gray, there was a slightly blue stubble on the chin, and the hair was also a little long, the whole person looked decadent and embarrassed, Mo Xiaoxiao was stunned in place and at a loss, not knowing that his so-called fulfillment made him so miserable and embarrassed, There was another period of distress and self-blame in his heart, and the pain in his heart was naturally no less than the suffering he suffered.

He Yuwen's voice was a little hoarse, and his appearance was a little unbearable, but when he saw Mo Xiaoxiao, his eyes, which had already been dimmed, seemed to be filled with stars again, and a rare smile and gentleness appeared on his face.

He Yuwen was still very surprised by Mo Xiaoxiao's appearance, although he thought about her appearance, but he didn't expect it to be so sudden: "You, why did you suddenly come again." ”

Mo Xiaoxiao was a little embarrassed, bowed her head slightly and said, "I, can I go in and say?" ”

He Yuwen reacted at this time, and hurriedly opened the door and let the two in.

Entering the house, Mo Xiaoxiao and He Yuwen sat down opposite each other, but they didn't know how to speak to each other, and there seemed to be a thousand words intertwined in their hearts, but there were few words that were difficult to speak.

"You've been suffering these days, I'm sorry for me......" Mo Xiaoxiao still opened his mouth first.

"Why are you saying sorry to me, it's because I'm supposed to say sorry to you." He Yuwen pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly and smiled, didn't look at her eyes, just lowered his head slightly, and said lightly.

Mo Xiaoxiao raised his head suddenly, staring at He Yuwen intently, He Yuwen continued to say lightly and slightly apologetically: "It's me who should say I'm sorry, it's me who said some promises to you, saying that I love you and want to protect you, but I didn't expect me to break my word, I can't even control my own fate, let alone protect another person, if you come to say blessings and sorry to me today, I'd rather you never say it, at least I can keep a beautiful thing that has never been broken, I thought I was a free person and a soul that should belong to me, but I didn't expect that in the end I still couldn't get rid of the ruthless tricks of fate at the mercy of malice, so let's just leave it at that, maybe it's fate to be involuntarily involuntary, how can I fight the hands of the devil who controls fate with my own strength, but I still have a regret. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao looked at him calmly, puzzled and pitiful: "What regrets do you have?" ”

"It's a pity that in my life, I haven't been able to protect the people I want to protect, including my family and my beloved, I didn't expect to spend the rest of my life in such a hurry, and this world has never been fair to me, and now I only want to know, you, Mo Xiaoxiao, have a moment, whether it was or is, there has been a trace of love for me, not for my tragic fate, mercy and compassion and charity." He Yu Wenyun finished speaking lightly, and then raised his head to look at Mo Xiaoxiao, who was also stunned in front of him.

"I don't want to answer you this question now, I want to ask, so are you going to compromise on your fate? Mo Xiaoxiao didn't avoid his eyes this time, and responded straightforwardly.

"Compromise? Some people live different days from birth to death, and some people just live for one day is endlessly repeating that boring life, such a life has no compromise for me, just at the mercy of this damn fate, I have no way, maybe you can say that I am a coward, but this road along the way I am too tired, and too lonely, so that I don't know what I'm pursuing or what I don't know, it wants me to be like this, it's just like that, I'm really tired of fighting back with it, I just don't want you to be tortured like me and become a walking dead and an insensitive puppet, it's really painful, you know?

Maybe it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer my question, I know that the feeling of not loving someone instead of accepting someone is like when you walk out on the street and come out of nowhere with a stranger, stuffing something you don't like into your hands, and you can't discard it in front of people or put it in your heart, even if you love me or not, it doesn't matter anymore, maybe we won't see each other again in the future! ”

As soon as He Yuwen's voice fell, Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't hold back his thoughts anymore and blurted out. "How do you know that you are the one who was forced into my hands by someone else, and how do you know that we will never see each other again?"

When He Yuwen heard Mo Xiaoxiao's words, he turned his head in an instant, looked at her without squinting, and saw that Mo Xiaoxiao's expression was unwavering, without any indecision and indecision.

"What do you say? Then what do you mean......" He Yuwen said decisively.

"Why would you choose to compromise? You are such a strong person, in my eyes you are a brave knight who overcomes thorns and thorns and kills dragons, you shouldn't be conquered by that strange fate, if you are too tired and lonely to walk alone, then in the future you will treat me as your partner, as the moonlight above your head to illuminate your way, if you are always used to locking yourself in a dark house, then can you give me a key to punch in your heart before you go in, I can still save you when you cross the moon and the moon, I have thought about it for a long time, It's me who makes you miserable and I live up to your love, my self-righteous two-pronged way is only to make each other miserable for a lifetime in frustration and torment, I was wrong before, and my free and easy way was replaced by such an ending that almost made a big mistake, so if I come back now, can you still give me a chance, a chance to let people take you away? ”

He Yuwen's heart seemed to be suddenly pulled back from a quagmire, and the hand that pulled him was Mo Xiaoxiao's hand, and it was like a beam of light, sprinkled around him to illuminate his dark sky without stars and moon.

He Yuwen stood up from the chair all of a sudden, with surprise in his eyes. Surprise. Joy. Silent. Saddened. Remorseful. Self-blame, all complex emotions are alternating.

"Xiaoxiao, you...... Do you really think so? Can...... But Gu Qingshui already has my flesh and blood in his stomach, wouldn't it be too unconscionable to do this, and he will be spurned by thousands of people, sorry, please forgive me, even if I love you deeply, but the reality is already like this, the wood has become a boat and can no longer be reversed, you have this heart I have been moved to tears, but your love came too late......"

Mo Xiaoxiao was silent, and he hesitated in his heart to tell him the truth: "Actually, in fact, the child in Gu Qingshui's belly is not your ......"

Mo Xiaoxiao's voice was shallow, like a weak wind floating up unintentionally, but it just blew into He Yuwen's ears like an earth-shattering secret that calmed him.

"You, what do you say...... Who told you that you... You know the truth. He Yu said impatiently, the red bloodshot in his eyes was surging, and the round Adam's apple squirmed as he spoke.

Mo Xiaoxiao raised her head slightly, looked at him with an unbelievable expression, and said solemnly: "I can't fully tell you the truth about this yet, it's just that I want to tell you that the child is not yours, and nothing has happened to you and her, otherwise I wouldn't have come to you, but I don't want such a tragedy to happen, you just want me to go with me." ”

He Yu was silent for a long time, his eyebrows that seemed to be dyed with frost and snow furrowed, as if he was entangled and struggling, and Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to see his entanglement.

"If you don't want to, I won't persecute you, but whether you believe me or not, the child is really not yours, if you are willing to go with me, I also have someone who is willing to repent of the marriage, you don't have to blame yourself." Mo Xiaoxiao looked at her and said lightly.

"If that's the case, I don't want to let you down anymore, I'm willing to leave with you, but can you really get out of it, I'm worried about your ......" He Yuwen slowly raised his head, a little worried about what Mo Xiaoxiao would do.

"Don't worry, I'm just telling the Gu family the truth of the matter, it's not going to be okay, why do you want to do what you don't want to do, you believe me."