Rarely, Chen Zichen's eyes were red, and in order to hide his sadness, he poured himself another glass of wine and poured it down.

Pei An looked at him, his eyes were calm, except for the slight sadness and sadness in his eyes, there were not too many ups and downs.

Looking at Chen Zichen, who was drinking glass after glass of wine, he said slowly, "Parting in life is the norm, Zichen, you should learn to let go of all this." ”

Chen Zichen smiled bitterly and relieved, these two words are so easy to say, but they are so difficult to do.

"Actually, you don't have to feel daunted." Pei An said slowly, "As friends, although you and I are people from two countries, we treat each other with all sincerity, and we don't use each other's identity as a use to take anything from each other." As a friend, it's enough to be open and honest with each other. As the prince of Chenguo, and I, the general who left the country, we have the obligation and responsibility to protect our own land and the people behind us when we face war. At that time, if we met each other in arms, there was no one right or wrong, it was our duty. ”

Although Pei An understands these truths, he is still a little sad at this time, after all, to have a teenager of a similar age, like-minded, and with the same aspirations, and to talk like this, if they can be friends for life, they will be happy.

But God did not fulfill people's wishes, so that the two were destined to stand on opposite sides from birth, which cannot be changed, and there is no resentment or hatred. And instead of this, it is better to face it calmly.

In fact, Chen Zichen didn't expect the two of them to become such good friends at the beginning, and he didn't think about it so much at all.

And now in the face of such a parting, he realized that the unintentional chance encounter three years ago would make it so difficult for him to choose.

At that time, he remembered that he had been depressed because of Gong Yuyao's departure from home, so he swam to the border of leaving the country and met Pei An.

Seeing that Chen Zichen was very sad, Pei An poured him a glass of wine and said, "Don't you always tell me that people have to live in the present and don't care about the future." It's not like you're like the old days. ”

Chen Zichen looked at Pei An and smiled, raised his glass and said, "Then, this glass, I wish our friendship to last forever." ”

Pei An looked at Chen Zichen, smiled slightly, raised his glass, and drank all the wine in the cup.

Pei An rarely drank alcohol, so he got drunk after a few glasses of wine, and his whole face was red and transparent.

After a while, he leaned against the table, Chen Zichen was not drunk at all, and he was exceptionally sober.

Looking at Pei An, who was drunk at the table, he had to take responsibility for taking care of him, helping him up and sending him back to rest.

Pei An is also peaceful, and he doesn't play any drunken madness, and when he is drunk, he is quiet, not noisy or noisy.

However, Chen Zichen took his husband back, and he muttered in his mouth while lying on the bed, "Remember, when I first came to the army, I was just a guy, and after they knew my identity and knew that I was the Pei family, they all scolded me, scolded me for being a rebel, and then scolded me for being a traitor." But what can I do, my father is sorry for leaving the country, they scolded me, what can I do, I can only endure it, I only think that one day in the future, I can fight more victories for leaving the country, so as to be able to offset my father's mistakes. ”

Chen Zichen looked at him and smiled bitterly, feeling that Pei An was really not easy, in that environment, so people were targeting him and isolating him, how sad and difficult he should be at that time.

But he still endured it, and finally emerged under one battle after another, and finally came to where he is today, what a difficult process, what a difficult process, only he knows what it feels like.

It's no wonder that he is cold on weekdays, and after experiencing those things, there are a few people who can do it like himself, and laugh every day.

From an unknown man, he slowly walked step by step to today, becoming a famous young general. From the accusations of thousands of people at the beginning, to the awe of everyone at this time, this is not something that anyone can do. Some people can't do it in their lifetime, but Pei An did it at the beginning.

But compared with ordinary people, he no longer has that happiness, he has endured a lot of suffering, and he has a heavy burden, so he is not qualified to be happy.

"Zichen ......." Suddenly, he called his name.

Chen Zichen sat on the edge of his bed and answered him, looked at him and said, "What's the matter, I'm here." ”

"Zichen, sometimes, I don't believe it, I don't believe that my father would do something like that, because, I heard that my father was also a victorious general before, he had fought many victorious battles, and the Pei family has been loyal and martyred for generations, I don't believe that my father would do such a thing."

Pei An had his eyes closed, but he was still muttering in his mouth. Chen Zichen looked at him, not knowing what to say. In fact, there are some things that he doesn't know how to say, because he knows that he will definitely be more painful, and that pain is not something he can bear.

"Zichen ......." He shouted to himself again.

Chen Zichen replied again, "Well, I'm here, you say." ”

"Zichen, do you know, a year ago, when I knew your identity, I was thinking very selfishly, if I wasn't a famous young general who left the country, probably, we could be ......friends for a long time, but later, after thinking about it, if I wasn't this young general, I wouldn't be in this army, and I wouldn't have known you, maybe all this was doomed."

Pei An is a person who usually talks very little, but he said so much tonight, and he thought about it as something that he had been holding in his heart.

Chen Zichen didn't know what to say, he sometimes thought that if he wasn't a famous young general who left the country, then maybe they could really, always be like this, and be good friends for life.

But who made him the prince of Chenguo, and who made him a general who left the country.

"Zichen ......."

"Uh-huh......."

"Since I was a child, the master told me that he told me who he was, and he told me that I was a rebel. He said that when I grew up, I wanted to serve the country, to atone for my father's sins, and to get back what should belong to the Pei family. So, since I was a child, I have known that I am different from other children, and since I can remember, I have known the sins I carry, and I have known that I cannot be as carefree as them, and that I will atone for my sins when I grow up. Because of who I am, no one really wants to be friends with me until I meet your ....... ”

"Zichen ......."

"Hmm."

"Zichen ......."

Slowly, Pei An stopped talking, as if he was asleep.

Looking at Pei An, Chen Zichen covered his quilt, patted him and said, "You can sleep in peace, I'm leaving, maybe you're right, parting in life is the norm, I should learn to accept all this, not run away." ”

Seeing that Pei An was sleeping peacefully, Chen Zichen sighed and walked out of the room.

He doesn't know if there is such an opportunity in this life, the two of them can drink and talk all night.

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