Chapter 87: Friends of Life and Death
At the moment when the long sword fell, Pei An recognized the person in front of him.
"Zichen?"
Listening to the noisy noise outside, without thinking about it, Pei An knew that Chen Zichen must have caused some trouble again, and he was forced to have nowhere to go, so he ran to himself.
"What's wrong with you again?" Pei An asked.
"Nope." Chen Zichen waved his hand and sat down in Pei An's room.
Pei An glanced at him, "You didn't promise me to leave the country, why are you still there?" ”
Chen Zichen looked at Pei An, smiled and said, "I'm not here to say goodbye to you, I'll say goodbye to you and leave." ”
Pei An had this cold expression at any time, glanced at Chen Zichen, and sat down on the side.
The two of them suddenly didn't speak, and the atmosphere cooled down for a while, and Chen Zichen smiled again, "This time, I'm really here to say goodbye." ”
Pei An glanced at him, "Hmm." He said, "This time I'll see you go." ”
Chen Zichen was stunned, he knew that Pei An was afraid that he would lie to him again, but this time he was really leaving.
And he knows that when he leaves, he doesn't know what kind of way he will meet Pei An again.
"Pei An, do you have wine here?" Chen Zichen asked.
"Alcohol is forbidden in the army." Pei Andao.
Chen Zichen sighed and said, "Okay, since that's the case, then you wait for me, I'll buy a jar of wine, and you will see me off." ”
"I'll go." Chen Zichen was just about to stand up, but he was pressed back by Pei An, Pei An stood up, put on a coat, and walked out with his sword.
Looking at Pei An's departing back, Chen Zichen felt a slight coolness in his heart, and he didn't know how to open his mouth about some things.
Lighting the candles in the room, Chen Zichen sat alone in the room, it was rare for him to be so quiet. His brows furrowed slightly, as if he was thinking about something.
After a while, Pei An came back with two jugs of wine.
Looking at Pei An who came back, Chen Zichen smiled, took the wine in his hand, opened it and smelled it, "Sangluo wine?" ”
"Hmm." Pei An nodded, he remembered that when he first saw Chen Zichen, he drank this wine.
Chen Zichen likes this wine very much, but every time he drinks this wine, there is always a trace of sadness, and he always remembers the sentence, "If you are not drunk, you will have no choice but to part with the wine." ”
He was wondering if Pei An had already guessed something to buy this mulberry wine.
Pei An took two cups, he is a person who doesn't drink alcohol on weekdays, but tonight he took two cups.
He poured a cup for Chen Zichen and also poured himself a cup.
Chen Zichen was a little surprised and said, "You also drink, aren't you banned in the army?" Isn't it not a drop of alcohol? ”
Pei An said lightly, "If you don't have a drink with you, I'm afraid I won't have a chance again." ”
Chen Zichen smiled, but he smiled a little sadly, some things are really destined, for example, he is from Chenguo, he is from China.
This is a decision made at birth, and it can't be changed, and sometimes people are really powerless about many things.
Raising the wine glass, Pei An said, "Zichen, I respect you for this glass of wine." ”
Chen Zichen was a little overwhelmed by Pei An's sudden move, and reluctantly smiled, "Between you and me, there is no need to be so polite." ”
Pei An didn't speak, but drank the glass of wine, it was the first time he drank it, but he drank it all in one gulp.
Chen Zichen was stunned, looked at Pei An, who frowned slightly, thought about it, didn't know what to say for a while, and thought for a long time before he reluctantly smiled, "You, the first time you drink it, you can't drink like this." ”
Pei An put down the wine glass, then poured himself another full glass, only then did he raise his head, look at Chen Zichen and said, "The glass of wine just now, I respect you, I want to thank you, thank you, you can appear in my Pei An's life, let me Pei An know that there is such a friend in this life." ”
Chen Zichen is dissolute and uninhibited on weekdays, and he can't listen to such sensational words the most, when Pei An said this, he was a little emotional, and said with a smile, "I'm also very happy to be able to meet you and become close friends with you." ”
In the second glass of wine, Pei An didn't say anything, just silently raised it and drank it.
He made Chen Zichen feel very uncomfortable like this, and Chen Zichen had to grab his cup and said, "Okay, don't drink it, you won't drink." ”
But Pei An held the cup tightly and didn't let Chen Zichen take it. Chen Zichen grabbed it a few times, but Pei An didn't let go, and he had to let go.
Pei An's expression was grim, with a pair of cold eyes with a hint of desolation, he looked at Chen Zichen and said slowly, "If he sees him on the battlefield every day, he doesn't have to be soft." ”
Chen Zichen can't laugh anymore, he has always loved to laugh so much, he can hide everything with a smile, but he can't laugh anymore at this time.
After draining the glass of wine in his hand with a sip, he smiled bitterly and said, "Pei An, what are you talking about, we won't ......." The more he said this, the quieter his voice became.
Pei An seemed to be very open to everything, very relieved, raised his eyes and looked at Chen Zichen and said, "From the day I knew that you were the prince of Chenguo, I knew that one day there would be a battle between us, and this battle was inevitable and unavoidable. Therefore, I have long thought that I am a person who has left the country, and when facing this day, I will not be soft-hearted, nor will I be soft-hearted, and I will do my best to protect the people who have left the country. ”
Chen Zichen didn't dare to look at Pei An anymore, he was a person, in this life, the last thing he was afraid of was being beaten, scolded, or even dead, he was not afraid. He feels that life in the world is only a few decades, and he can live happily one day at a time, and he can't let himself be aggrieved.
But what he is most afraid of is facing these feelings that touch his heart, whether it is friendship, family affection, love, etc., he is afraid. He was afraid of these joys and sorrows, he didn't know how to face them, and he didn't want to face them.
But he also knew that it was useless to escape, and one day, he would have to face all this.
Just like the marriage contract with Gong Yuyao at the beginning, he thought that if he was far away from Chenguo, away from the court, and traveled everywhere on the rivers and lakes, he could forget everything.
But when he met her again after a few years, he realized that he couldn't forget it at all, he just kept running away.
Now Pei An is the same with himself, he knows that they will eventually fight, but he always deceives himself, that is impossible. But one day, the two of them will stand on opposite sides, which is inescapable.
Pei An, although he is cold on the outside, his heart is far stronger than Chen Zichen. And Chen Zichen, although he is smiling and grinning, he looks skinless and faceless all the time, but his heart is far less strong than Pei An.
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