Chapter 15: Familiar and Strange

I was going to have a showdown with Xu Fengfan, but I was tossed by him so much that I forgot about it. So, just like that, after chatting inclearly, we ate together and went home separately. It wasn't until the evening that I reacted to the fact that the most important topic of the day, was not said.

Forget it, in that case, this is probably God's arrangement, and I can only wait for the next opportunity.

Xu Fengfan said that he didn't mind that when Liu Wei was there, I abandoned him, and when Liu Wei left, he would come to me again. The more he was like this, the more I felt more unbearable for him. The more I want to tell him everything, the more I want to make a break from now on. But, for the rest of the day, he didn't look for me again.

A few days later, Liu Wei finished handling his own affairs and was probably free.

Their villa is still so calm and empty.

Because the green bamboo is taken care of, it is still a dazzling green in this cold and grayish winter. The water in the small pond, like stagnant water, is still. On the surface of the water, there are still a few dried flower leaves floating from nowhere, which adds a bit of delicateness. The fence where vegetables used to be planted has also turned into bare dirt.

It didn't take long for me to look at all this, and I felt a lot stranger.

In fact, sometimes, what is strange is not the environment, but the human heart! Although everything around us will change with time, such as lotus flowers in summer, now cold water. The vegetables on the wall, the empty mud now. But more than that, it was my questioning of Liu Wei that increased.

Things are not people, although at this moment, he and I can't count to such a degree. But my state of mind towards him has changed silently.

Yes, that's right, I'm not happy. Why is he still in contact with Xu Qiuyun in private, even if it is an ordinary friend Xu Fengfan said, I am not happy! There is obviously such a deep contradiction between us, why can't Liu Wei decisively break off with Xu Qiuyun? Even I didn't know that he was going to spend the New Year here, but Xu Qiuyun clearly understood! I was very angry, either jealous, or angry at this kind of practice.

Liu Wei smiled, opened the door, and took my hand, the door had just opened a crack, and a faint fragrance came to my face. As the door slowly opened, I was greeted by a room full of white? No, not for nothing......

I was a little surprised that so many roses were so exciting in such a winter. For some reason, this rose still exudes a green color that is almost invisible, but can be felt.

"Liu Wei, this flower ......"

He smiled, took my hand, and walked into such a rose bush. I saw clearly that these flowers were really pale green. It's just that the color is very light and light, very beautiful.

"Xiaoxiao, these flowers, I specially found them for you. Do you like it? ”

I nodded, I liked it from the bottom of my heart, after all, it was the first time I had seen pale green roses.

"Xiaoxiao, this variety is called Bihai Yuntian, also called Green Jade Beauty. A name is atmospheric, and a name is delicate, just symbolizing you and us. ”

"Well, thank you." I smiled, and although I was dissatisfied with him, I had no reason to be angry in such an atmosphere.

When such a romance spreads, Liu Wei's affectionate veins make me intoxicated.

I can't resist his beautiful face. I laughed at myself a little, I was so unprincipled, how could I denounce right and wrong to him?

"Xiaoxiao, haven't seen you for so long, do you miss me?" Liu Wei is so straightforward, I am a little uncomfortable, he has always been ruthless and subtle, but today, it is so public.

I shyly lowered my head and whispered, "Yes, of course." ”

He gently lifted my head with his hand, looked me in the eyes, and asked me like a spring breeze, "What do you think?" ”

I hesitated, I didn't know how to answer. Does it mean that I think about him every day and miss him like a surging river, or do I question him and have a trace of resentment towards him?

"Xiaoxiao, tell me quickly, I want to hear you say what you think of me?" Liu Wei smiled and looked forward to it, this was his sincere words.

"I think about eating, sleeping, walking, and going to class. I'm thinking, Liu Wei, why don't you give me a phone, don't give me an email, don't contact me? Did you know that I'm in a hurry? If you say even one word to me, leave one word, I will be very happy. But you won't even give me a word! However, you told Xu Qiuyun that you were coming back for the New Year? That's something I didn't even say. You say, how much do I miss you? What should I think of you? ”

After saying this, the smile on Liu Wei's face was gone, and his expressionless face made people feel a chill and spontaneously arise.

I looked at him, and he looked at me. After a long time, Liu Wei spoke.

"Xiaoxiao, I didn't mean to hide it from you, please believe me. I only looked for her because ...... If you want to ask about something, you need to make an appointment, so I told her that I will spend the New Year here. ”

"You have your own reason every time, I don't blame you, but I think, how many things do you need to ask her personally? Isn't Zou Honggang okay? ”

I finally couldn't help it and vented the pent-up emotions in my heart. Liu Wei faced my questioning and lowered his head, "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I only cared about investigating things, but I ignored your feelings." You know, Xu Qiuyun is like this, if I didn't go in person, she wouldn't have said it. So, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. ”

"Excuse me? What else would you do but say you're sorry? If you really feel sorry, then don't have any contact with Xu Qiuyun anymore. No matter what kind of thing, just do it, if you don't know, you don't know, you don't need to know, you don't care about him or something, just ignore it, okay? Did you do it? ”

"Xiaoxiao...... I ......" Seeing his hesitation, I was so angry that I wouldn't fight anywhere.

"Okay, don't say it, I know, I know, it's not important at all, it's just an excuse you make for yourself. You just want to find a reasonable and reassuring reason for yourself and Xu Qiuyun to meet. Okay, Liu Wei, I understand. That's it, I'll go first. ”

With that, I picked up the bag I had thrown on the couch and headed out the door.

Liu Wei pulled me and didn't let go, I shook it off, but he didn't use too much force, probably afraid of hurting me. I rushed to the door regardless of it, feeling very uncomfortable. It's hard to meet, and it's such a romantic scene, why did it turn out like this! Should I be like this? Why so? Is it worth it?

At this moment, my anger is greater than my reason, just like an old cow that does not hit the south wall and does not look back.