Chapter 16: Lingering Tears
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, don't be like this, okay? Xiaoxiao ...... "Liu Wei wanted to hold me again behind me, I looked at him fiercely, such a look has never appeared on Liu Wei." Maybe he thinks I really hate him at this moment, and he hesitates. In the short time he hesitated, I rushed out the door.
I ran out, I actually hoped that Liu Wei could chase him out, after all, I was not really so ruthless, if he chased him out, I would definitely stop there, at least I don't care about it today. However, I was disappointed that he did not.
Along the way, I cried home, and my heart was really mixed. I threw my bag on the bed and lay on the pillow and cried. It seems that only in this way can we vent the grievances and anger accumulated in my heart.
Not long after crying, my phone rang. I thought it was Liu Wei, so I ignored it. But the phone kept ringing, and I was upset! I wanted to turn it off, but at that moment, I glanced at the name on the screen and it turned out to be my mother.
I wiped away my tears, looked at the missed calls, took a sip of water, and calmed down to make my voice sound as normal as possible.
When I called back, my mother answered quickly.
"Xiaoxiao, what are you doing, why haven't you picked it up for so long." Mom's voice is soft and warm, and I can tell that she is living a very happy life now.
I smiled a little to let my emotions connect with my mother: "Well, I just went to the water room to wash my face." ”
"Xiaoxiao, it's a holiday, do you have any arrangements?"
"No...... Probably not. "If I hadn't quarreled with Liu Wei today, then perhaps, I would still have some activities, but now, I am in a stalemate with him, and I am afraid that there will be nothing. When the two of us will reconcile and talk again, it's a question.
"It's hard to take a vacation, don't you ask your classmates out to play?"
"Well, no. I didn't study well this semester, and I want to make up for it. ”
Mom sighed softly...... "Xiaoxiao, do you want to come to Mom's side to play?" Oh, it's my uncle's house? It's a small seaside town with a great view! Haven't you always loved the sea? You can come and play often, do you want to come? ”
I was silent...... I don't know if I should go or not. Actually, I don't want to go, I don't like strange places, strange people. The man who married my mother was not familiar to me. His home is not as good as a home that he doesn't know, at least he won't feel embarrassed.
So, I turned down my mother's invitation. My mom was disappointed, but she could only respect my choice.
Then, after chatting with my mother for a while, I hung up the phone.
However, it suddenly occurred to me that if I wasn't here, wouldn't all these troubles find me again? Whether it's Liu Wei, Xu Fengfan, or Xu Qiuyun, out of sight and out of mind!
I regret my decision a little, but I guess it's okay to do it now.
I called my mom's phone. Soon, Mom answered.
I told my mother that I didn't want to go because it was too cold in winter and I couldn't play in the water even if I went to the beach. My mother reassured me that even if I couldn't get into the water, I would have other fun. The scenery there is beautiful, completely different from the north. There is no desolate atmosphere in the north, and there is a grace and gentleness. Even the people there spoke in a kind manner.
Listening to my mother's constant introduction to me, I agreed. It's just that this matter has to be communicated with Dad.
I didn't want to wait until the weekend two days later to tell my dad because it was the weekend two days later, and I chose to tell my dad about it on the phone.
The last time I went out with Liu Wei, I had the same reason, but that time, it was a lie, and this time, if it is true, I will feel more justified.
The phone rang, and I told my dad what had happened, and my dad didn't agree as directly as last time, but said that he should think about it. I don't know what he's going to think about, anyway, for me who doesn't have the right to decide, I can only wait for the result.
The younger sister was not at home, and she went to her biological father's house. It's just me and my stepmother, and neither of us looks at anyone who doesn't like it. Simply, my stepmother also went back to her mother's house, and it was my own world again.
My stepmother's mother, a kind and kind grandmother, is a more traditional old man, and she treats me well. I've been there a few times before, and they've always smiled at me. The stepmother went back to serve her. Not long ago, the old grandmother fell and injured her leg. When I'm older, I'm most afraid of falling. I also feel very uncomfortable, no matter what kind of relationship I have with my stepmother, even if it is an old grandmother I don't know, I will also feel distressed when she suffers such pain.
A person's time is sometimes free, and sometimes it is lonely.
Now, I'm just lonely.
Especially when there is something to look forward to in my heart, and that expectation does not come for a long time, the loneliness is even deeper.
Sitting on a chair and looking out the window at the depressed scenery, there were no pedestrians on the road, no birds in the sky, and even the clouds were obscured by the haze. How do I pass my boring time?
I said in my heart: Liu Wei, I will give you another half hour, if you don't call me or text me after half an hour, then I will no longer forgive you.
The clock on the wall, as it rotates minute by minute, gradually widens the distance between the minute and second hands.
Soon, half an hour, passed......
The phone didn't move.
I grimaced and smiled. Is it ridiculous? Amusing! What a ridiculous clown I am......
What seemed to me to be very important, it turned out that in Liu Wei's eyes, it turned out to be so unimportant. My anger, my irritability, including the restlessness in my heart and all the emotions in my heart, it turned out that he was so unconcerned. Even when I left in such a rage in the morning, he still didn't care.
Well, well. Shouldn't I give up...... Finally, because of Xu Qiuyun's matter, we have made trouble to this extent. This is the result that Xu Qiuyun has always wanted!
Although, maybe Liu Wei didn't want such a result, his approach made things develop in such a direction.
Well, since that's the case, then I should be ruthless and end it with Liu Wei like this......
Xiao Ranzi, if you were here, would you persuade me? I think so. However, my heart hurts, it really hurts.
Sitting in front of the window, I had no tears. The mood is unusually calm, and it seems that I have figured out a lot. At the beginning, I felt that the relationship with Liu Wei was unreal, probably because of this. There is so much difference between us...... And he will always be entangled with that Xu Qiuyun!