Chapter 38: Repent
Xu Qiuyun's sincerity, this time, made me a little moved. After Xiao Ranzi left, I didn't go to see him. So, now, I'm leaving, and I'm going to say my final goodbye to him.
Xu Qiuyun saw that I agreed to her request, and left with peace of mind.
Xu Fengfan and I were still sitting on the benches, looking at the sky.
"Xiaoxiao, I am reluctant to let you go, but I can't keep you."
"Thank you, Sail, thank you so much." I smiled at him, and now I can be very honest with him about some of his former selfishness.
"Fengfan, when I met you, I really just wanted to use you against your sister and make her angry. As long as she's not happy, I'm happy. Now that I think about it, that kind of idea is actually ridiculous. ”
"No, I understand you, really, not ridiculous. When I knew that my sister indirectly caused Ran Xinxing to lose his life, I felt that what you did was right. Xiaoxiao, it's all in the past. Actually, I have a secret that I haven't told you yet! ”
"Oh?"
"I know you, and it's definitely not by chance. I did it on purpose, from the library, to your school. ”
I'm a little surprised, how can this person, who has always felt that I have no scheming, ......
Xu Fengfan looked at my surprised look, smiled awkwardly, and then said, "Xiaoxiao, in fact, I approached you completely because my sister told me your story. I've always wondered what kind of girl you are that can make my sister hate like this. So ......"
"Oh, hehehe, I see. So, you said you were going to chase me, like me or something, it's all fake? ”
"No, no, no, not all. At first, it was, but then I got in touch, and I felt a little nostalgic for you. ”
No wonder, at that time, he said that if you are friends, you can be friends, it turns out that chasing me or something is fake. Although I was half a pound with him, when I heard it, I was still a little disappointed.
"Xiaoxiao, actually, I really chased you and liked you for a while! Later, do you remember the time you got drunk? ”
"Hmm."
"I saw Liu Wei being so considerate to you, and the way you look at him is different. In my heart, I had already given up. It's just that I'm a little reluctant. At that time, I didn't know what to do, so I just gave up, I couldn't do it. However, let me continue to chase you, I also know very well, that it is useless. Later, it happened that your dad came to my house. Then my sister committed suicide. This series of things made me understand. A lot of things can't be forced. If you can't get it, it's also a kind of happiness to watch you happy like this. ”
Xu Fengfan ...... "I don't know whether to thank him or blame him, and a sad feeling wells up in my heart."
Fortunately, we are now able to get along with each other honestly as friends, which is our blessing.
"Sail, thank you for telling me this, I really didn't expect that. I thought I was using you, and I felt guilty. Now it seems that you are a much more ghost than me. Hahaha. "I want to use this kind of laughter to cover up the unnaturalness in my heart.
He also smiled, "Xiaoxiao, you're leaving, I'll tell you." Otherwise, it's rotten in the stomach, and I won't say. One day, you and Liu Wei break up, and I will chase you again. But if you're gone, I won't have a chance at all. ”
"Okay, you'll find a better girl, you're a good person."
"Well, if you generally praise a good person, you must not like it, hahaha."
"Okay, let's go, I'll contact Yang Yang and ask him to take us to visit Xiao Ranzi."
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, I'll leave this matter to you. My sister is really guilty now, but I also know that no matter how guilty she is, she can't get a person's life back. So, be sure to give her a chance to repent. ”
"Hmm."
After breaking up with Xu Fengfan, I didn't stay, and called Yang Yang directly, originally wanting him to tell me where Xiao Ranzi's grave was. As soon as Yang Yang heard this, he said that he wanted to go with me.
I didn't tell him about Xu Qiuyun's going, but now it seems that I have to say it.
So, I told Yang Yang all the things Xu Qiuyun said to me today. He listened and told me that he was going to ask Xiao Ranzi's mother to see if his mother let Xu Qiuyun go, after all, Xu Qiuyun was the one who started it.
I hoped that Xiao Ranzi's mother would agree, but unfortunately, Yang Yang told me an hour later that Xiao Ranzi's mother did not allow Xu Qiuyun to go, saying that if she went, it would only make Xiao Ranzi feel disgusting.
I understand Xiao Ranzi's mother's mood very well, what should I say to Xu Qiuyun? Before I left, in fact, I was very willing to let Xu Qiuyun go to Xiao Ranzi's tombstone to repent. In this way, if Xiao Ranzi has a spirit in the sky, he will also feel a little more at ease.
After thinking about it for a long time, I had to tell Xu Fengfan about this result and let him find a way to tell his sister by himself. Not long after, Xu Fengfan replied to me, Xu Qiuyun was going to Xiao Ranzi's house to apologize to his mother.
I began to have a somewhat different opinion of Xu Qiuyun, and it was not easy for her to have such courage and determination. I agreed with her approach, and only if Xiao Ranzi's mother agreed, she could go to Xiao Ranzi's tombstone together.
The next day, I took Xu Qiuyun to Xiao Ranzi's house.
The one who opened the door was Xiao Ranzi's mother. She was very haggard, and it seemed that she had aged more than ten years since Xiao Ranzi left. used to be high-spirited and energetic. Now, he has gray hair and is sluggish.
She didn't know Xu Qiuyun, but she knew me, so she let us into the house together.
Xiao Ranzi's mother poured a glass of water for me and Xu Qiuyun.
I plucked up my courage and said to her, "Auntie, I want to go and see Xiao Ranzi." I'm leaving the city in a short time, and I probably won't be coming back. Xiao Ranzi left because of me, Auntie, before I left, I wanted to see him. ”
"Well, don't say that. Xiao Ranzi likes you in my heart, we always knew it. He never hides anything from us, and you don't have to feel guilty. ”
"Thank you, Auntie. If you agree, I'll make a time to visit him. ”
"Alright, you can go. I've just been there, so I won't go with you. I went, and I would be sad again. If you can't find it, let Yang Yang take you there. ”
"Okay, Auntie, come today, there is one more thing, I want to win your forgiveness and consent."
"What?"
I glanced at Xu Qiuyun, and in an instant, she knelt directly in front of Xiao Ranzi's mother. Xiao Ranzi's mother was startled, and the expression on her face was surprised: "This, you are this ......"
Xu Qiuyun cried, she cried and said, "I am Xu Qiuyun who killed him!" ”