My stepmother, with my efforts, agreed to my request. For the first time, my stepmom and I agreed that we had a common goal. In order for me to leave this home smoothly and peacefully, my stepmother and I walked hand in hand for the first time.

I think it's ridiculous, but this is life.

I don't know how my stepmom used to convince my dad, but a week later, over the weekend, my dad told me that he agreed. He wanted my mom and me to live there, but he was worried about my studies.

I told my dad that I would work hard, and my goal was Peking University!

Dad laughed, and he said that he didn't expect it, as long as I could get a good one.

I laughed too, and smiled easily. Actually, I don't have much confidence in my studies, but I will try my best. Xiao Ranzi is my goal.

After my dad agreed, I called my mom and told me the news. Mom is very happy, after so many years, I can finally live with my mother. On the phone, my mother cried. She said that she had been unstable before, and there was no way to take care of me. Now, her life has finally improved and she can take care of me.

The time is tentatively set for a month.

A month later, I left the place that made me sad completely. My memories, my childhood, my youth, my first love, my good friends, and everything else, I will lose.

I will be greeted by a new future.

With excitement and anticipation, I look forward to this day, soon.

In the following time, Chen Yingjie said that he wanted to be inseparable from me. He said that he was reluctant to let me go, and he didn't expect me to really leave so ruthlessly. He regretted giving me that bad idea, and he said he was afraid that I would forget him.

I smiled at this innocent big boy, and in my eyes, he was no longer my older brother as before, but just a cute and naïve big boy.

The weather started to get hot, and during the month of waiting, my mother said that she would contact me with a good school, find a good house, and everything was in order, and then come and pick me up.

I also settled down and let this time go through a little more carefully.

It's strange that when everything is a foregone conclusion, my relationship with my stepmother has taken a substantial turn. Although it won't be very good, it's no longer the hypocritical way of getting along with each other before, but they will look at each other and smile when they meet. This kind of laughter probably comes from the fact that I will not have any impact on her life in the future.

My sister is a little reluctant to me, and so am I, a little reluctant to her. After all, over the years, we sisters have gotten along very well. Feelings, it's true.

I told Xu Fengfan about leaving, and we found a weekend and met at the old place of the Sports Academy.

Under the tree, he still sat quietly. It took a long time before he spoke.

"Xiaoxiao, will you come back if you go?"

I shook my head: "I don't know, I didn't think about it. ”

"Xiaoxiao, my sister wants to see you."

"What? Xu Qiuyun? ”

"Hmm...... She's just outside the school, and if you agree, I'll call her in, and if you don't, then, don't let her in. ”

I was a little apprehensive, and she was looking for me...... What will happen?

"Xiaoxiao, don't worry, my sister is not here to find trouble, she just wants to apologize to you personally."

I hesitated for a moment and nodded, "Okay." ”

Xu Fengfan took out the phone, and soon, Xu Qiuyun's figure appeared not far away.

Gradually, she came over and stood in front of me, not smiling, but with an embarrassed expression.

"Long Xiaoxiao, the sail said...... You're leaving, getting out of here. ”

I nodded and didn't speak. After all, I can't forgive this person who has caused me so much trouble and sorrow.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm here to apologize, I'm sorry."

"Hmm."

"Xiaoxiao, I know, you hate me. Whether it's because of Liu Wei or Ran Xinxing, you have a reason to hate me, and you have the right to hate me. I don't want to ask for your forgiveness, I just want to say sorry to you personally. In the past, for Liu Wei, I was blinded by jealousy, so I did so many wrong things to you and the people around you. I'm sorry! ”

I heard her mention Xiao Ranzi, and this fire didn't hit anywhere.

"Xu Qiuyun, what's the use of what you say? Xiao Ranzi is gone, he will never come back, you killed him, you know? ”

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect this to be the result. I didn't really want to hurt anyone's life...... Xiaoxiao, I'm really sorry. ”

"I don't believe what you say! Whatever you say now, it's all you say, and it's useless for you to say anything! Xiao Ranzi will not forgive you, and I will not forgive you, you will be cursed by us for the rest of your life. All your life, you will be terrified all day long because of this incident. Xu Qiuyun, you remember, in this life, Xiao Ranzi and I curse you and will not be happy! ”

"Xiaoxiao, you scold, as long as you scold and get angry, I can do anything. The last letter Liu Wei left to me scolded me fiercely, his letter was so ruthless, so decisive, and so sharp. It really smacked me on the head and woke me up. Xiaoxiao, if I can, I am willing to bear any punishment from you to make up for the mistakes I made in the beginning. ”

"Xu Qiuyun, you're wrong, I don't care about what you did to me. However, I will never be able to forgive you for Xiao Ranzi. He was the most innocent, however, he paid the most price. He lost his life, but you can live so freely. ”

"Xiaoxiao, if I can, I want to go to Ran Xinxing, kneel down, and confess to him! Since the last suicide, I have read Liu Wei's letter to me, and every word is like a knife, stabbing my heart. I realized that all this time, you have been tolerant of me, making me endlessly ugly. Now, even I hate who I used to be. People may be like this, if you die once, you will know the meaning of life extraordinarily, and in order to make up for it, I now go to volunteer every week. Xiaoxiao, you believe me, I really changed my ways, if you don't believe it, you can ask Fengfan, he won't lie to you. ”

When Xu Qiuyun said these words, she silently shed tears. This reminds me again, of the haggard and quiet her in the hospital bed.

Alas, perhaps, after going through life and death, she has really changed! Perhaps, she really wants to apologize.

"Xu Qiuyun, it's not me who you should apologize to. Rather, Xiao Ranzi. ”

"Yes, so, I'm looking for you today, just to ...... Himself went to his monument and confessed to him on his knees. I have wanted to come to you for a long time, but I have never had the courage, if it weren't for the sail saying that you were leaving, I was afraid that if I didn't come again, I would really miss it. Then I don't even have a chance to repent. ”