I don't want to put my dad and stepmom's marriage in trouble again because of me. But the depression in my heart is becoming more and more difficult to control. I always wanted to explode, but I couldn't, even if I did, I couldn't. It's really painful. Once again, I put the thought of leaving home at the top of my mind.

Finally, I mustered up the courage to tell my mom that I wanted to live with her, and also told her that I was unhappy here. Mom was a little surprised, she always thought I was living well here.

I told my mom that I wasn't happy, not because I was good here, but because I just wanted to be with her.

My mother listened to my explanation and felt a little relieved.

She told me that she was going to communicate with my dad about it and told me not to worry. When I hung up the phone, I was relieved. I hope there is a satisfactory result in this matter.

A few days later, my dad was resting and he came to talk to me.

This time, I didn't say anything bad about my stepmother, what I expressed was just wanting to change the environment. Dad thought about it for a long time, and he always emphasized the importance of learning. This made me very depressed, and my dad only paid attention to my studies and cared about my emotional needs at all. Whether I'm happy, sad, disappointed, or whatever, for Dad, as long as I study well, there is no other problem.

Helplessly, this time, the communication with my father did not pass, and it seems that what my mother said to my father did not have any effect. But my desire to leave this home is getting stronger and stronger.

I have to figure out a way, I can't just sit back and be at the mercy of others. Although, everything my dad did was for my good, but those were not what I wanted.

On Monday, my father went to work at work, and I used to get up in the morning and go to school silently. Suddenly ran to the house and yelled at his stepmother, "Mom, do you want to eat breakfast, I'll buy it." ”

My stepmother gave me a strange look and said, "No, let's eat later." ”

"Oh, then why don't I eat with you, it will be good to eat as a family." I said to my stepmom with a grin.

I could see that my stepmother was trying her best to restrain her dislike for me, "Xiaoxiao, do you have no money?" Or I'll give you the money, you can go by yourself, we're late, and you're going to be late later. ”

"No, no, no, it's okay, it's just early self-study, I don't care."

My stepmother had no choice but to let me. I waited at home, my sister got up, and my stepmother made a simple ham sandwich with a cup of yogurt. Such a delicious breakfast, I usually don't have a mouthful, starting today, I have to be cheeky at home until my stepmother is about to collapse.

Why should I do this? Because I want to make the atmosphere in this house very discordant, so that I can't stay in this house, so that my father will let me go.

I feel that at this time, my little evil has popped up again.

At noon, I was proud of my little plan, Chen Yingjie looked at me sitting in the school cafeteria in a daze, and walked over.

"Xiaolong, what are you doing? Looking silly? ”

", you're stupid. I'm getting proud, and I'm telling you, I have a plan. ”

So, I told Chen Yingjie my ideas and implementation steps. After hearing this, Chen Yingjie directly despised me.

"Xiaolong, you're so stupid. What are you here? Dare to call it a scheme? I tell you, if you really want to leave and go to your mother, you can go and tell your stepmother directly, and let her know what you mean. After all, if you leave this home, it's just undesirable for her, right? Where do you need to work so hard! ”

I thought about it, and what Chen Yingjie said made a lot of sense. I'm wasting time and expression by tossing like this, and it doesn't necessarily achieve the effect. It's really better, as Chen Yingjie said, a showdown with his stepmother is simple.

When I came home in the evening, I asked my stepmother for the first time that I wanted to have a calm conversation. The stepmother thought about it and agreed.

We came to the dormitory, where there was no one and would not be heard by my sister.

The poor facilities in the dormitory may have made the stepmother a little uncomfortable, she sat on the edge of the bed, looking left and right, always uneasy.

"Mom, I want to say that for so long, I have been very tired of getting along with you! You're tired, I'm tired! Leaving Dad in the middle, he was also tired. ”

I got straight to the point and said what the two of us were in our hearts and looked at the stepmother.

"Well, what do you want to say?" She asked me with some wariness.

"Mom, I want to get out of here and live with my own mother. It's good for you, for me, and for this family. I'm gone, and there is no stumbling block between you and Dad. And you won't be awkward looking at me all day, and I'm the same, so I don't have to look at your cold face to be uncomfortable. ”

After listening to my words, my stepmother was stunned for a moment: "Long Xiaoxiao, what tricks are you going to do?" Didn't you mess around enough last time? Your dad almost divorced me! What are you going to do this time? If I divorced your dad, do you think your dad would be doing well? Now everyone can make do with it. You're going to college next year, and the relationship between the two of us is basically over. Since you don't speak darkly, then I will also say what is in my heart, and that's what I think. ”

"Mom, you misunderstood me. I mean it. ”

"Long Xiaoxiao, I know that I didn't prepare dinner for you on your birthday, which made you embarrassed in front of your classmates, and you are very angry. But it's useless for you to play any tricks now, I won't take it. That's it, have a good year, and everyone is safe. ”

"Mom, since you said about your birthday, I want to mention it. I was angry, and it was because of the events of that day that I realized that I really didn't want to stay in this house for another day. I'm really fed up, fed up with you! But, to be honest, I don't want my dad to divorce you. I also know that you are very good to my dad, you just don't like me. So, please rest assured, this time, I really want to leave peacefully and quietly, without affecting you and my dad. I tell you openly and honestly today that I want you to join me in thinking about how I can get me out of this home without affecting your life. Mom, I'm done with what I should say, believe it or not, whatever you want. But I hope you can believe it! ”

My stepmother looked at me and thought about it for ten minutes, and finally, she said to me: "Long Xiaoxiao, you know, as soon as I got married to your father, I gave Yingying the name, and even the surname followed your father." This shows that I really want to live with him for the rest of my life. ”

I nodded, and that, I don't deny, stepmom did.

"Long Xiaoxiao, since you are serious, then okay, I promise you."