Chapter 75: Zhang Tingyu's monologue

The line does not change its name, and it does not change its surname. The second young man of the Zhang family - Zhang Tingyu is also.

is different from the vigorous and resolute sister, different from the quiet and withdrawn little sister, this young master has been loved by everyone since he was a child, and flowers bloom.

But there was a time when I was a child, and I often had a very strange dream. What are the people who appeared in the dream, Cui Jingyu, Ping Ning, Cui Yanyu... The hesitation was too real, and even if I didn't have that dream anymore, I was still impressed.

The scenes in the dream are vague and constantly changing, making people scratch their heads. But vaguely, I think Cui Jingyu is a little similar to Sister A... Probably an illusion.

Because I was so young, I didn't feel anything special about having a younger sister, let alone my mother who died shortly after she was born, and my father was absent-minded all day. I didn't even have the idea of getting close to her.

It wasn't until I was eight years old that I happened to pass by and saw four-year-old A-Ning walking alone on the road, with a small body, stepping on the cobblestone path step by step. Looking quite steady, he was about to turn around and go back, but saw her tripped under her feet and fell to the ground.

I was startled, it seemed that the fall was not light, and just as I was about to pass, I saw A-Ning get up without crying or making a fuss, sitting on the ground and looking at his palm.

I walked over and coughed lightly, "Y-are you alright?" ”

It's okay not to look at it, but it's not broken when I see it, it's all left!

I immediately went to show her, and told the little guy in the back to prepare the medicine and take her to the medicine.

As a result, I felt that there was a trace of disobedience during the whole process, and when I gave her the palm of the bazaar, I realized what the problem was. Since the beginning, my sister has not even cried, it is unusually quiet.

"Do you hurt?" I asked.

I saw A-Ning shook his head, looking at me with dark and clear eyes like dark purple grapes, and said softly: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt." ”

She was carried to the chair and sat down, one hand was grasped by me, and the other hand was obediently placed on her lap, and she looked so cute that it hit my heart at once.

I wonder why such a young child came out and no one followed, could it be that those people in her yard were lazy?

"Next time, if there's anything going on, you'll come to me." I say this from my brother's standpoint.

Uning, who knew that A-Ning raised his eyes and stared at me for a while, and asked, "Who are you?" ”

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The little guy looked at my face and immediately said, "Young master, don't be angry, the third young lady is still young, you haven't looked at her much, it's normal for him not to know her." ”

"Which eye of yours saw me angry." Haven't seen it, don't know it, normal? I'm her own brother, don't you know normal! I glanced at him, and at the same time felt a trace of guilt in my heart, and emphasized to A-Ning: "Come back to me next time, remember?" ”

Aning: "You want me to come to you?" ”

Why did she feel like she was begging her? That's not going to work. I immediately denied it: "Who is rare for you to come to find it, you will disturb Young Master Ben's study, do you know?" ”

A few days later.

I looked at the courtyard door, my fingertips tapping on the stone table with some irritability. "Say, why hasn't she come to me yet?"

The little guy on the side sighed helplessly in his heart, didn't you say that the third lady would disturb your study? If the third miss doesn't come, you just wait, so why don't you just say that you let the third miss come to you to play that day? What is the hard mouth?

I snapped at the thought of a four-year-old girl with a broken hand, and maybe she would do the same for something else. Besides, the last time I took her to my yard, I was carried all the way, maybe she didn't remember the road at all when she was young.

Did the people in the hospital know about the wound on her hand? What if they don't change it, or if they don't get it right, what if they get scars in the future?

Thinking like this, I immediately asked people to bring medicine and set off to A-Ning's yard.

If the mountain doesn't come, I'll go over. A-Ning was too passive, and Young Master Ben had to take the initiative. Of course, every time you go, it's a stop-by, after all, there are always many reasons to happen to happen.

I saw that A-Ning liked the plum tree in the mountain last time, so I bought it for her birthday and asked her to move it back to the open space in front of her yard. I looked very happy with her at that time, and thought to myself that my sister was really easy to satisfy.

Later, there was an disgusting incident in An Yuanxi, and I suddenly found that even if A-Ning was young, there were people who were eyeing her and had bad intentions, and her sister must be imprisoned!

But first it was her mother, and then her father passed away, and there were some rumors about A-Ning in the house. I was only 11 years old at the time, and I still had some mind about those words, plus my father had just passed away... Sister Ah didn't seem to do anything, and Ah Ning's state looked a little strange, so she didn't pay attention to herself for a while. I happened to have an errand to go far away, so I asked my sister to come over, wanting to leave for a while.

Half a year after I came back, I immediately went to A-Ning's yard, and when I saw A-Ning, who could smile and take the initiative to speak, I felt a little strange for a moment. It's not that there's anything wrong with it, it's just that it's a little weird. And what I don't know is that when I don't look at her, A-Ning also keeps looking at me, and that look seems to be observing my words and deeds.

I asked Sister what was going on? When I come back this time, I'm ready for A-Ning to be more reticent. But my sister told me, "Didn't you pay attention? It must have been about three days after she woke up, and that was what she was. However, it is not so obvious. ”

Three days later...? If you think about it, it seems that this is indeed the case. At that time, it was A-Ning who took the initiative to speak, but he thought that she was insecure because of An Yuanxi's affairs, so she wanted someone to be by her side.

A few days later, I went to see A-Ning again, and the weirdness was a little less, I thought I was used to it, and gradually I didn't even have a trace of weirdness. At this time, A-Ning's attitude towards me suddenly became cold, but the people in the house said that the third lady was like this, moody and uncertain.

Whenever there is a change in my mood, Aning is always the first to notice. I thought it was because I was the closest to her in the whole house, and as long as she wasn't a wolf-hearted, she should know more about me. But whether she loses her temper or not, I often have the feeling of being led by her nose.

As A-Ning grows bigger and bigger, this temper is also good, and he runs away from home without saying a word! After hearing this, I immediately went out to find her, and I don't know where this girl has never been out, where did she grow her courage? Strangely, I took the secret sentry at home to look for it, and I couldn't find any trace after searching for many days, what a hell.

After so many years of getting along, I haven't seen her suffer since A-Ning was seven years old, but the people who offended her ended up worse, which is why the family thinks she is obedient and cruel. As soon as I heard that they drugged her, my first reaction was whether A-Ning did anything?

I don't know if I don't ask, this question is really wrong. She was only thirteen years old, and she was given a soft tendon by others, and she directly gave a team of people chronic poison. "A-Ningβ€”" I covered my head with a headache, only to see her smile at me like a nobody, and said, "They gave me the medicine first." It's just chronic poison, and it won't kill people for a while. ”

"That's not going to work, who's used to you like this?"

"It's my brother~"

"You... I didn't know you could use poison? ”

"No way, my brother is used to it~"

What does this have to do with him? "You have been honest with me these days, my sister was scared to death by you, do you know when you go back to apologize?"

"Good~"

Strange, why is it so easy to talk all of a sudden? I thought she was in a good mood because she was running away from home, but I didn't expect her to like running away from home.

Running back, being brought back, the time control is quite regular, and the ability to find people and explore in the secret sentry at home has been practiced by her.

The secret whistle came to report, saying that she went to Suzhou this time and had a relationship with the people in the yamen.

I raised my eyebrows in confusion, who was so unlucky to have anything to do with her? It's not miserable to be pitted by her, right? Why don't you prepare some compensation first?

I looked for the news brought back by the secret sentinel, and Wu Qinghe saw her and a young man holding an umbrella, standing together affectionately, which was really an eyesore. What does that kid want to do? The alarm bell sounded in my heart, and I went over and pressed on the man's shoulder. "This son, can you take the claws away from your sister?"

From a distance, this person seems to be good, and he looks okay up close, no wonder he can make my family A-Ning look like playing with him. Wait a minute, what did he just say? Who is he? Yue Yang, Zhan Sui Yu? The only son of the hero of Zhan Lingfeng?

Yes, Anin! Don't look for others, it's still the son of Zhan Daxia.

"Yueyang Zhan Sui Yu, the only son of the leader of the Zhan Alliance, is disrespectful." My face, which was rejected by A-Ning, did not change, and I was still full of confidence, and handed the knife to the surname Zhan vigorously. Or is it the first time that he has been rejected by his sister like this, just because of a man? Oh, it can't be.

At first I thought A-Ning was just playing, but then I realized that I was wrong, and I was completely wrong. A-Ning really fell in love with this person named Zhan Suiyu, and made an agreement with him to let him come to Zhang's house, give in to Sister A for him, be greasy and crooked with him, and write to him to make him happy... Ben Shao has worked hard to be her second brother for so many years, and he has enjoyed these treatments?

As a result, even Sister Ah agreed to their relationship. All day long, the house is scary, and the mouth is full of the third aunt, the third aunt's... He hasn't even entered the door! Do they still have me in their eyes? Not to mention that Zhan Suiyu's kid always teases me as "uncle and uncle".

I really didn't expect Zhan Sui Yu to know about An Yuanxi, if he misunderstood Ah Ning because of this, or doubted her, I would immediately give him a hard stab.

Thankfully, he didn't. Save a small life for the time being.

"It's not that you walked into her heart, but A-Ning opened the door to you." That's the only thing I want him to remember.

It's not that he shows how powerful Sui Yu is, or that he Zhang Tingyu has never tried it, the reason why he became a special person in Ah Ning's heart is just because Ah Ning is willing to accept him.

It's false to say that you don't get angry, to say that you don't feel jealous, and to say that you don't feel uncomfortable. I've been her brother for more than a decade, but it's not as good as the months he's spent with her. It can be seen that there is really no direct relationship between feelings and blood, and no matter how close people are, they will be alienated because of inadvertent indifference and indifference. No matter how strange a person is, even if there is only one passing fate, he will become deeply emotional because of the pause and initiative of one party.

I went to my sister and talked about the dream that didn't seem to be a dream now. I'm just talking about Cui Jingyu, Ping Ning, Cui Yanyu... These names, I can understand from Sister A's expression that it is really not just a dream, but also Sister A's heart knot for A-Ning.

"Sister, looking at Zhan Suiyu, I've been thinking about a question a lot lately. This may sound ridiculous. I lowered my eyes and couldn't help but laugh, and the eldest sister also looked a little lost, as if we could see our own expressions on each other's faces. I said, "Sister, I said... You, me, do we really know what kind of person Aning is? ”

Zhang Shihua was silent.

I continued: "I thought she was very understanding and would be rewarded if she got closer. "This is before Aning was seven years old, after seven years old...

"After the age of seven, she became a lot more headstrong, but I think she has become easier to get along with than before." I got up and said, "So I thought, maybe it's not that she's getting along with each other, but..."

After a long time, I dragged Zhan Suiyu to drink and talk about it, Zhan Suiyu shook his head and said I really don't know if I care more about A-Ning or not. "If you have something to say, just say it, go around and around, and it will take a lot of effort."

Zhan Sui Yuxin said: "My uncle..."

If he didn't care more, he clearly did a lot of things for her, and even bothered about these problems for her. If he cares more, he doesn't realize what the problem is, so that the relationship has developed to this point.

"Uncle, have you ever wondered if what you saw Qi Ning was what you saw, or what Qi Ning wanted to see for you? I still remember the first time I saw her in the Tomb of the Waste Emperor, although she seemed to be easy and harmless, but I felt that she was not that kind of person, so I felt a little disobedient. After all, the real can't be fake, and the fake can't be real. ”

Zhan Suiyu said that A-Ning was actually a very simple and clumsy person.

She doesn't like to interact with people, because of her own problems and outside influences. But unlike others, Qi Ning sketched the outline of a world in his heart through reading. Whether it is good, evil, or change, it is direct in her eyes. She can see it, but she may not understand it, such a person lacks a sense of reality in life.

So, on the one hand, she longs to enter the world actively, but is confused by the complexity and subtlety of human feelings, and finally hides in her own little world to recover, stuffs herself into beautiful and sleek clichΓ©s, and then plunges into a frustrated life again, wanting to gain a sense of existence more strongly than anyone else.

At first glance, there is nothing wrong with her wit and enthusiasm, but on closer inspection, it is slightly out of place. She was smart and clumsy, sleek and young. All her shamelessness has not worn away the strong self-esteem in her heart, maybe while she is soft on you, she is muttering in her heart that you have been deceived by her.

"I think most of Qi Ning's feelings are pretending, she adjusts her words and deeds by observing people's words and deeds and expressions. She imitates everything she sees and feels, and interacting with people is more like a show for her. Judge what kind of person the other person is and what kind of purpose you have, and then make an appropriate response, so that others can see what others want to see. ”

Zhan Suiyu: "I was also worried that Qi Ning would not have a relationship between men and women at all, and just reacted habitually. Thankfully, it's not. I thought that even then, I wouldn't let her go. Once people have obsessions, they will become bad-hearted. ”