Chapter 45: The Heat and the Desolation

Liu Wei's story surprised me so much, I really didn't expect his childhood to be so unfortunate. His position at home is so embarrassing.

When I got home, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that Liu Wei's words were a little strange, was there really something I couldn't know? I decided to ask Zou Honggang.

Called him to meet him, and we went under the big tree at the Sports Academy.

Before I came, I specially instructed him not to bring Yuan Xiaorong. Therefore, when I arrived at the agreed place, Zou Honggang was the only one.

I walked over, said hello to him, and sat down next to him.

I didn't know how to speak, so I was silent. Finally, Zou Honggang's anxious temper couldn't bear it anymore.

"Xiaoxiao, what are you looking for me? What he said on the phone was mysterious and serious, why didn't he say a word now? ”

I looked at him and made up my mind, no matter what kind of truth Zou Honggang told me, I would bear it, and it would definitely not affect the relationship between me and Liu Wei.

So, I said to him, "Brother Honggang, in fact, I am quite conflicted in my heart. Liu Wei said...... Xu Qiuyun, are he and Xu Qiuyun real? ”

As soon as Zou Hong heard me ask this question, he stopped talking.

"Honggang, I don't call you brother, I want to talk to you with the same identity as you."

He nodded, and I continued: "Liu Wei said a lot to me yesterday, and I realized that he had so much suffering in his heart, and there were so many ups and downs behind him. In my heart, it was really uncomfortable. However, he always mentions that he is sorry for me recently, and I want to know, is he talking about Xu Qiuyun? ”

"Honggang, actually, I already know about him and Xu Qiuyun, right? The photos from that day speak for themselves. But I want to hear the whole story. Liu Wei didn't tell me, because he was afraid that I would be sad and sad, and I couldn't bear it. But, Honggang, don't you think this is unfair to me? ”

"Alas, Xiaoxiao, you still don't ask."

"No, I'm going to ask, I just want to know, I don't want to be a fool who is kept in the dark. I promise you, no matter what the truth is, I won't take it to heart, I won't have trouble with Liu Wei, I just want to know. I have promised him that I will wait for him to come back from abroad, and I mean it. So, please tell me, what exactly? I think he's very guilty, and if I know why, next time, I'll know how to comfort him. ”

When Zou Hong heard this, he looked up into the distance, and I knew that he was beginning to waver.

"Honggang, if you really think about Liu Wei, you should tell me everything, at least in the face of his self-blame, you will know how to comfort him. I promise you, I will never tell him that you said it. ”

"Xiaoxiao, I'm not afraid that you will tell him what I said, but Liu Wei won't let you tell you...... Because he feels that he can't face you with the things he did. Xiaoxiao, you know what? Since Liu Wei began to understand you, he really struggled inside. On one side is his filthiness, and on the other side is your simplicity. In the end, you still have the upper hand, and he chooses you. So, Xiaoxiao, you still don't ask. We're about to leave soon, and we may never see each other again in our lives, so why should you? ”

"Who says there won't be goodbye? Liu Wei said let me wait for him, wait for him to come back! I agreed. How can you say that we will never see each other again in this life? "I'm a little anxious, I'm afraid that I will really be like he said, and I will never see Liu Wei.

"Xiaoxiao, waiting for someone, it's easy to say. However, in a few years, who can say clearly? ”

"How can you say that? Do you not believe me so much? ”

"No, it's not that I don't believe you, but I don't believe Liu Wei! You don't know him, the real him, not what you see. He is cold, he is resolute, but at the same time, he is also affectionate and amorous. Such a person, do you think if he can't see you for a few years, how much nostalgia will he have for you? He was nineteen years old now, and when he returned, he would be twenty-four or five years old. Do you think you won't change, or will he not change? ”

My tears flowed silently. What Zou Honggang said is too true, in fact, I know these truths myself, but I don't want to admit it.

"Okay, well, since you've said so, then I won't ask. I deserve to be a fool and don't know anything..."

"Xiaoxiao, it's not like this, none of us have treated you as fools......"

"Yes! No. You're just judging me in your own way in the name of being good for me. I don't know anything, not even anything about myself. I'm not a fool, I'm just an idiot who doesn't deserve to know! Well, goodbye! I don't ask! Treat each other with sincerity and sincerity, such promises are just bullshit! ”

I'm angry, really all when I am? Fools? Even if it's for my own good, shouldn't you ask my opinion and understand my mind? For the sake of me, for us to get along, I hid everything. If the matter really has nothing to do with me, just Liu Wei and Xu Qiuyun's matter, then I will never pursue it like this. It's just that this is about me, and I'm deeply involved in it, but I don't know the reason, so why should I be embarrassed?

The more Zou Honggang is like this, the more sure I am that there must be a secret about me in this.

I suddenly remembered what Xu Qiuyun said, I am a bet!

When the thought came to me, my cat-like curiosity made me decide that I had to find out the truth.

However, Zou Honggang was unwilling to tell me, what should I do?

"Xiaoxiao, don't say that, none of us have thought of you like this. Actually, when we first met you, none of us thought that Liu Wei would be so sincere to you. To be honest, even I didn't believe it at first. I also advised him, don't do this, you're just a different type of girl than he used to be. After ten days and half a month, he will lose interest, and ask him not to bother a good girl like you. Hehehe, now that I think about it, at that time, it was really ......"

I listened quietly, and the information he inadvertently revealed surprised me. No wonder Liu Wei once said that he is very experienced and has many girlfriends. Although at the time, he said it in a joking tone, but it was true!

In this way, some of the seemingly joking things that Liu Wei once said to me intentionally or unintentionally are actually true.

Well, his recent guilt towards me must also be true, which means that the story behind this is also true.

"Brother Honggang, if you are willing to say, then forget it. I don't force you, I know, it's useless. If Liu Wei hadn't given you instructions, you wouldn't have said it. ”

"Xiaoxiao...... In fact, all those pasts are in the past. You really don't have to pursue it anymore, no matter what happens, it's all Liu Wei and me's fault, I'm sorry to you for him and myself. But, I'm going to tell you. Liu Wei: He is absolutely sincere to you. If he asks you to wait for him, he will do it. I retract what I just said, Liu Wei is not a person who gives his feelings easily, but once he gives, he will give everything he has. Xiaoxiao, Liu Wei is actually very bitter, comfort him for me. ”

When Zou Hong first left, I felt a kind of desolation, which was in stark contrast to such a hot weather.

I looked at the sky helplessly, the sun was a little dazzling, opened my umbrella, and felt the shadows in the sun.