Chapter Twenty-Nine: Heart, Heart, Heart

I took the newspaper, turned around, and said to him, "Okay, that's it, bye-bye." ”

Chen Yingjie followed behind me and shouted, "Hey, Xiaolong, why are you so ruthless, take advantage of me, and just throw me here?" You're just trying to get me to get you the newspaper? But what is the use of this newspaper? ”

"It's okay, you don't have to know, don't follow me, goodbye." I walked on my own.

I only heard Chen Yingjie say: "Xiaolong...... You're so ruthless, I'll be heartbroken if you throw me here alone like this, Xiaolong......"

This scene, how can it be so familiar? Oh...... This was the case on the day Liu Wei left. It's just that today, the roles are reversed, and I am ruthlessly gone.

Although I knew that Chen Yingjie was joking, my words moved me.

Yes, I left him there when I finished using it, so Liu Wei also used me up? As Chen Yingjie said, I use him for the newspaper. What about Liu Wei? What is he using me for?

I carefully thought about every detail of our together, looking for clues that could be exploited by him. However, all I can think of is his kindness to me, his care and genuine love for me. I can't figure out what I have to use for him! Okay, I don't care, even if I am used by him, now I, after being separated from him for so long, finally understand, even if I am used by him, I am willing.

At this moment, he is experiencing the biggest blow in his life. His brother had gone that way a few years ago. He has become the person he is now, who has no expectations for the future. So now, his father has also left him, and his only sustenance is how miserable he must be. I can't imagine that Liu Wei at this moment can still be as strong as usual, even if he is expressionless, as long as he can get through.

I came to the bus stop, took out my mobile phone, plucked up the courage, and dialed Liu Wei's number. No one answered, and I didn't dare to call again, for fear that it would affect what he was doing.

So, I dialed Zou Hong's arrival phone, which rang seven or eight times, and when I was about to hang up, Zou Hong just answered.

I didn't say anything, so he said to me: "Xiaoxiao, Liu Wei has an accident at home, I'm afraid I can't accompany you recently, let's talk about it in a few days." ”

After he finished speaking, he hung up. I listened to Zou Honggang's tired voice, and knew that they must be in pain, and I didn't dare to call to disturb them again.

At this moment, I am afraid that the only person who can listen to me and talk about this matter with me is Yuan Xiaorong.

Yuan Xiaorong happily picked up the phone, "Xiaoxiao, why are you so good today, you think of me?" You're alright. ”

"Well, I'm fine......" My unnatural tone was heard by Yuan Xiaorong at once.

"Xiaoxiao, are you in trouble? Go ahead. ”

"No, do you have something to do today?"

"Nope."

"Then I'll look for you, or let's make an appointment with a place, is it convenient for you? I want to talk to you. ”

"Okay, come here, there's no one at home today." Maybe Yuan Xiaorong thought I was trying to say that I had a relationship with Liu Wei, and readily agreed.

When I took the bus to her house, she had already prepared lunch, a pot of boiled fish, and two bowls of rice.

I looked at my favorite boiled fish, but I didn't have an appetite for it.

"Xiaoxiao, the takeaway I specially ordered, what about the flavor you like, come on." She warmly pulled me to sit down and scooped up a large piece of red fish for me to put in my rice.

"Thanks, Xiaorong, I don't have an appetite."

"What's wrong? Still thinking about things with Liu Wei? I told you a long time ago, don't take it too seriously. Sons and brothers like them, when they are together, they are happy. Don't think about anything else, ordinary people like us can't have a future with them at all. ”

I sighed: "Xiaorong, have you contacted Zou Honggang recently?" ”

Yuan Xiaorong shook his head: "No, he didn't reply when I sent a message, so I didn't pay attention to him anymore." ”

I was surprised by Yuan Xiaorong's attitude towards Zou Honggang, they are so slimy, why are they so open-minded and don't contact without contact? It seems that she also doesn't know that something happened to Liu Wei's family.

I picked up the fish and put it in my mouth. The familiar taste of boiled fish spreads in your mouth. If it were normal, I would be ecstatic, excited to eat and approve at the same time. But today, this familiar taste no longer brings me that enjoyment. Chew in your mouth, like eating wax.

Do you want to tell her? Since she doesn't know, what else do I tell her to do? Like me, is it a trouble?

"Xiaorong, haven't you seen Zou Honggang for a few days?"

"It seems like it's been more than a week, and I forgot."

"Would you miss him?"

"What do you want him to do? If he doesn't see it, he must have his reasons, why should I bother? Isn't that a disappointment to yourself? ”

Listening to Yuan Xiaorong's remarks that were not serious at all, he felt that it seemed to be very reasonable. If I don't care about half of her, inadvertently, perhaps, the result between me and Liu Wei will never be like this.

"Xiaorong, do you usually read the newspaper, or, do your family read the newspaper?"

"Hey~ What am I doing with that, I'm not available! When I have time, I still have to chase my variety shows and TV series, besides, what's so good about newspapers? I don't have any in my family. What? Why do you suddenly ask about this? ”

Hearing her say this, I felt that I would no longer mention the matter of Liu Wei's family: "Oh, no, I just saw a newspaper at Chen Yingjie's house today, so I asked casually." ”

"Well, why is it so strange. Chen Yingjie's father is an official, so of course he has to care about these things. Ordinary people like us, what do we care about, we might as well care about this pot of boiled fish in front of us. ”

I smiled at her, "Yes, you're right, let's eat." ”

"Xiaoxiao, is this the end of the matter between you and Liu Wei?"

I nodded, "yes, yes." ”

Yuan Xiaorong was probably afraid that I would be sad, so she deliberately said: "It's okay, Xiaoxiao, we Xiaoxiao are such a cute girl, and we can't find a better one?" Don't be sad, Liu Wei is a fart, let's ignore him, let alone think about him! Let him regret it himself. Losing you is his loss. The kind of person he is only worthy of being with someone like Xu Qiuyun, and he is not worthy of you at all. Xiaoxiao, come and eat. ”

"Well, thank you, Xiaorong." Although I didn't think so in my heart, I still echoed Yuan Xiaorong on my lips.

This afternoon, I was at her house, listening to her keep telling me all kinds of big truths about broken love and feelings. Some of them I think are right, but some of them I don't agree with.

Everyone has their own outlook on life and love, so they also have their own cognition. It's normal to have different opinions.

It's just that I didn't bother to argue with her about anything, let her play wantonly, whimsical, I didn't speak, just listened quietly.

Yuan Xiaorong was alone and kept talking for several hours. I think it must be her specialty. In this life, I'm afraid I won't be able to learn! For this, in addition to admiration, I worship!

Yuan Xiaorong and I stayed at her house until it was almost dark, and we went out to eat a bowl of rice noodles in a casserole before I went home.