Chapter 30 Looking up at the sky under the Luan tree
On Monday, I came to school, but I was thinking about Liu Wei. His identity, in this school, no one knows except me. I suddenly felt that he trusted me so much, he must be sincere to me. It could never be perfunctory, or take advantage of me or anything.
But at the time, why didn't I think about it like that? Why don't I understand such a simple truth?
Do you really have to wait until you lose it to understand what it means to cherish it?
At noon, I involuntarily came to the fourth floor, although I knew that they were not there, but I still couldn't control my heart, let alone my feet.
I was dangling in the quiet hallway of the fourth floor with my head down. This time is everyone's meal time, and basically there will be no one. I chose this time just to get up and down. Think about what it was like to wait for him here before, and how they were laughed at by their teachers because they were waiting for him.
"Xiaoxiao." A familiar and soft voice sounded behind him.
I turned around in surprise, "Sister Lin? Lin Yanran held a water glass in her hand and stood two meters away from me.
"Xiaoxiao, why are you here? I just went down to look for you, and you're not in class, but you're here. β
I nodded, "Sister Lin, I just want to come up and take a walk." "When I didn't have any ties with Liu Wei, facing Lin Yanran, I suddenly felt that I should keep my distance.
"Xiaoxiao, I understand your feelings, let's go, let's go together." She put the glass back in the classroom, walked out, took my arm, and we quietly walked downstairs.
I didn't know what to say to her, and what I wanted to ask her for verification was not important to me now. No matter what Liu Wei and Xu Qiuyun have done, I don't care. I only hope that he can get through this difficult time and study abroad safely and smoothly.
At the end of May, it was very hot, and the two of us came to Luanshu Square and sat under that Luan tree.
The wide canopy of trees shaded the scorching sun overhead, and the breeze blew the Buddha, adding a touch of coolness to us.
"Xiaoxiao, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you can't blame Liu Wei, there is actually a misunderstanding between you. Moreover, I want to tell you that Liu Wei really likes you. β
"Sister Lin, I don't want to do this now. No matter why he wants to be with me, I just know that I am happy and he is very good to me during this time he has been with me. Sister Lin, lately, I've been thinking about it a lot. I shouldn't be too concerned about that, you're all leaving, so why should I make it unpleasant for everyone at this time. β
"Don't say that, in fact, you are angry with Liu Wei, and he is very happy in his heart."
"Why?!"
Lin Yanran smiled, "Because it shows that you care about him." β
"But...... But ...... "care about me?" Do you care if I just throw it away like that, I don't even want to explain and leave? I don't believe it.
"He did that to you that day because he didn't think he was qualified to explain it to you. To put it mildly, it is faceless to explain. β
"Why?"
Why did Lin Yanran say that? Could it be that between me and Liu Wei, there is really something I don't know?
"Xiaoxiao, let's wait for him to tell you about this matter. What he has to pass now is his own level. β
When Lin Yanran said this, I suddenly remembered that I wanted to ask Liu Wei about the situation. So, I said to her: "Sister Lin, a few days ago, I accidentally saw the news of Jinhua Group in the newspaper...... I wonder if it's true? β
The smile on Lin Yanran's face disappeared suddenly, and she said helplessly: "You saw it...... It's true, Liu Wei is very sad now. β
"Sister Lin, what about him?" I don't know how to ask Liu Wei about his current situation, and I don't know whether to ask.
"Xiaoxiao, don't worry, although Liu Wei is sad, he can survive. It's just that he is the only son in the family, and now he has a lot of things to do. β
Lin Yanran said this, I felt a little relieved, as long as he was well, it would be a sunny day.
I sat quietly with her for a few minutes, but I still couldn't hold back, took out the photo of Liu Wei and Xu Qiuyun, and showed it to Lin Yanran.
She took my phone, stared at the photo for a minute, and returned the phone to me: "Xiaoxiao, is this photo that made you break up?" β
I nodded, and Lin Yanran continued, "You know what? That day, Liu Wei found me, and he cried! I've never seen him do this for a girl, and not only that, but he did a lot of things for you that he didn't do for any other girl. β
"Really?" I really didn't believe that Liu Wei would be so sad and sad that day, I thought he was indifferent, I thought he didn't care about me.
"Of course, Xiaoxiao, you can't see what he was like then. He sat under the porch with me, without saying a word, silently shedding a few tears, not many, but never. At the time, he hadn't told me what was going on, and I was shocked. What kind of thing can make him so moved. He hadn't been so moved since he cried when his brother left. Later, after sitting for a long time, he told me about the picture you saw. β
Listening to Lin Yanran's words, a trace of distress rose in my heart. If we hadn't quarreled, maybe I would have comforted him at this moment. It's a pity that I can't even send him a comforting text message right now. I don't have the courage and I don't have the qualifications.
I regret it, I regret that I am naΓ―ve and immature, if I have half of Yuan Xiaorong's way of thinking, and the means to deal with feelings, then, it will never be like this.
But what's the use of regretting? It's all late. And Liu Wei's current mood doesn't take care of me at all.
"Sister Lin, something like this happened to Liu Wei's family, will your time for studying abroad be affected?"
Lin Yanran nodded, "Of course it will, our time will definitely be postponed, it depends on the situation, now we have to wait for Liu Wei to deal with the matter." β
My heart tightened, "Will you not go?" β
Lin Yanran shook her head: "I definitely want to go, it's just a matter of time." Xiaoxiao, don't overthink it. Believe me, when Liu Wei is busy for a while, he will definitely look for you. He can't bear you, he really has you in his heart. β
"But, Sister Lin, if he really has me in his heart, why has he never thought anything wrong about me? Instead, what about Xu Qiuyun? β
Lin Yanran smiled slightly: "Silly boy, first of all, when he was with Xu Qiuyun, you didn't show up yet. In addition, and most importantly, it is precisely because he did nothing to you that it just shows that he really likes you! β
I looked at her puzzled, didn't they say anything about emotion, then there would be emotion? Why did Lin Yanran say this?
Probably she saw that I didn't understand, "Xiaoxiao, it's your simplicity that makes Liu Wei feel embarrassed in front of you." In front of you, you are the angel, and he is the demon. So, he cherishes you very much, and he is afraid that you will be hurt in the slightest. Even he himself doesn't want to hurt you. Do you understand? β
I nodded at her as if I didn't understand, maybe I don't understand this truth, but I know now, Liu Wei still has me in his heart, that's enough.