When I came out of the hospital, I felt a sense of relief that I had never felt before. Maybe it's because, at this moment, I'm very sure that in Liu Wei's heart, now, only I am left.

In the next few days, I secretly found all kinds of reasons to avoid going to New Year's greetings with my father, stepmother and sister, but with Liu Wei, I was happy together every day and lived a very peaceful life.

We are like a couple who have known each other for a long time, enjoying life lightly.

Liu Wei cooks for me every day, and I feel very satisfied with the food he cooks. When we are not working, we sit together in front of the bamboo, listening to the wind blowing the bamboo and drinking coffee. Sometimes, he paints and reads. I did my homework, looked at him, and was in a daze.

Suddenly, it felt like this was like this many years later, if we could still be together, maybe this would be the scene.

Sweet, warm, down-to-earth...... Probably, this is called happiness.

Seeing that the year is almost over. I suddenly remembered, it's very strange, this time, I haven't seen Zou Honggang who has been glued to Liu Wei all day.

I asked Liu Wei, and he just said that he was abroad and did not come back, and his parents had gone abroad to accompany him for the New Year. By the way, let's go on a trip and have fun.

"Actually, Xiaoxiao, I didn't come back in the first place. But...... I really want to accompany you. Liu Wei said, a little shy.

Originally, it sounded very touching, but now, I don't feel it at all. Because at that time, it was obvious that Xu Qiuyun knew that he was going to stay for the New Year.

I smiled at Liu Wei, feeling a little sad in my heart.

"Xiaoxiao......" Liu Wei called me softly, and there was a trace of reluctance in his tone.

"Hmm."

"The day after tomorrow, I'm leaving." When he called me by name, I knew he was leaving.

"Okay." I smiled and replied with only one simple word.

"Xiaoxiao, although I can't bear you, I have to go. Xiaoxiao, tomorrow, I still have some things to deal with, and I can't accompany you. The day after tomorrow, you don't have to send me. ”

"Okay." In this way, today is this time, the last day we have been together.

"Xiaoxiao, I'll miss you......"

"Me too. Okay, I'm home. Good bye! ”

At the gate of our courtyard, I decisively said goodbye to Liu Wei, and then turned around.

Lately, I've liked to use the word goodbye. I think there's a lot of that in this word. There is reluctance in my heart, and there is also anticipation for the future.

I didn't dare to allow myself to show that kind of nostalgia for him as before. I am afraid, I am afraid of myself, and I am afraid of him.

That's it, be decisive, don't drag the mud and water, and simply be free and easy.

For a long time in the future, I have to rely on myself to support myself, and if I am too nostalgic for him, then I will have a very sad life in the future. I don't want to go back to those painful days, and from now on, I have to learn to be strong on my own.

Liu Wei is gone, my life is back to normal, and I am in a daze by the window every day.

I have forgotten about Xu Fengfan.

Dad also went back to work, this year, even if it's over, there will be a Lantern Festival at most. We're getting ready for school too.

If time is like flowing water, it is actually because life is too dull. If every day in life is what you want it to be, you must not feel that time is boring.

During this holiday, with the efforts of the tutor Liu Wei found for me, my grades have improved a lot, but I think it is still far from it. Now, I figured out one thing. Only if you are good enough, you will keep better people around you.

As soon as school started, I worked hard and devoted myself to studying. I don't hear anything outside the window, and I don't care about everything else.

My heart has been calmed.

Xiao Ranzi will definitely not blame me, although I didn't fulfill my promise, I was weak. But, I believe, he won't blame me. If Xiao Ranzi knew that in order to take revenge on Xu Qiuyun, he would ruin Xu Fengfan, me, and Liu Wei, then Xiao Ranzi would definitely not be at ease. He is kind, and he wants me well.

Only if I work hard to study hard and be admitted to a good university in the future, Xiao Ranzi's departure will be more meaningful.

This time, I have to try to catch up with Xiao Ranzi's results, although I haven't seen him really powerful, but I know that he must be no worse than Chen Yingjie.

A week after the start of school, I saw that familiar figure at the door of the classroom: Xu Fengfan.

At noon, he stood there, not chirping my name as before, but looking at me quietly.

In the past, when he called me, I was always very resistant and didn't want to pay attention to him. And now, looking at him so quietly, I feel like I can't sit down in my seat.

Packed up his books, stood up, and walked towards him.

"Xiaoxiao, it's good to meet again!" His tone was quiet and pleasant, devoid of the noise he once had.

For him, I am guilty, and my guilt for him is different from Xiao Ranzi. Because, it brought him a lot of trouble. Getting my dad to find their house was really a self-respecting thing.

"Xu Fengfan, long time no see."

"Well, let's go, I know, you're alone, I'll accompany you to dinner."

In the school cafeteria, the students are very lively in the queue, playing food, and there are many people. He and I were at the very end of the line.

He didn't speak, just followed the group forward, occasionally looking back at me.

I'm a little uncomfortable, I haven't seen him for a long time, why is he like a different person? Is it really because the last time my dad found him, it had a big impact on him? If that's the case, I'm really indebted to him.

"Xiaoxiao, what do you want to eat?" There were two more people in front of us, and we were soon in line.

"I eat braised pork ribs, what about you?" I looked into the plate next to me, and the ribs were still there.

"Then I'll eat the same as you." When he said this, his face appeared as if he had been naughty.

A lot of people have cooked food and taken it back to the classroom, so here, half of the seats are still empty. We found a corner and sat down.

"Xiaoxiao, how are you doing?"

"Well, that's good. The last time I called you, and no one listened to your call, I texted and left a message. ”

"I saw ......"

"Oh."

We were silent, just the sound of eating together. There is no way to get along with each other in this way, and the atmosphere is very awkward.

"Xu Fengfan, I've always wanted to say, I'm sorry."

"No, Xiaoxiao, you're not wrong. Actually, I know that it has always been my wishful thinking and I don't want to give up. ”

I didn't know how to answer his words, or how to comfort him.

"Last time my dad went to your house, I really didn't know."

"I believe in you!"