At this meal, we ate very silently, and the atmosphere was a little depressing. This is the first time I've seen Xu Fengfan. Even before, when he was under so much pressure and was restrained by his family, when we met secretly, he didn't have such silence.

"Xu Fengfan, what's wrong with you? Why is this happening, your happiness? ”

"I'm happy, actually, that's who I am. In front of you before, it was all disguised, and I pretended to be stupid, just trying to escape from something I didn't want to admit. ”

Listening to his words, I suddenly felt that he was not what I saw. Perhaps, his heart has already tumbled into porridge, and his face has always been full of indifference.

"Then why are you being yourself now?"

"Xiaoxiao, I don't want to disguise myself anymore, I feel so tired. I don't want to hear people say whether you're good or bad, whether you have a boyfriend or not, all I can think about now, what I'm willing to think, is that we have a quiet meal like this, and then talk about it without purpose. That's it, it's good. ”

These words...... What does that mean? It sounds, as if we were saying, let's just be friends. If, it really is, I'm a little disappointed. Accustomed to his tricks in front of me, and now acting so sensibly, how can I say that I am used to it? Actually, at the end of the day, it's just my vanity. Liu Wei is not here, and the feeling that someone is chasing is of course good.

But, okay, this way, we can be friends again, and I won't feel too much guilt about him.

"Okay, Xu Fengfan, then let's be like this, let's be friends. Likes don't keep them fresh, but friendships can last forever. I smiled at him and lifted the bowl of soup on the table.

He also smiled, raised the soup bowl, replaced the wine with the soup, and did it first as a respect!

When we made it clear, we were both at ease and smiled a lot more relaxed.

After eating, he and I sat on a bench in the playground. Looking at the sky, gray.

"Xu Fengfan, can I ask, your sister, she ...... How's it going? "Actually, I shouldn't have brought it up. But now, didn't you say that you would be friends? Last time I said goodbye to the hospital, I did feel a little sorry for Xu Qiuyun.

"She's all right. Xiaoxiao, you don't have to worry about her, she did it herself! ”

"Can you tell me about the last time she committed suicide? Liu Wei didn't say, and I didn't dare to ask. ”

Xu Fengfan nodded and told me the story he saw.

In fact, Xu Qiuyun and Liu Wei have always had that kind of relationship that is untidy and messy. Not because of Liu Wei, but because of Xu Qiuyun. At the beginning, not long after Liu Wei and Xu Qiuyun were together, Liu Wei had already told Xu Qiuyun that it was impossible between them. But Xu Qiuyun just refused to give up and kept pestering Liu Wei.

At that time, Xu Fengfan, as a younger brother, also persuaded his sister, but his sister did not listen. Later, Xu Fengfan learned that it was because Liu Wei was a really rich young master. Xu Qiuyun is unwilling to give up this big fish, and she doesn't really love him that much.

But as time goes by, maybe Liu Wei has a new love, which makes Xu Qiuyun very, very angry. even provoked her tendons, and at that time, she really began to love Liu Wei with her heart. It's a pity that this kind of love is too fierce. Whether it was her or Liu Wei, they were a little overwhelmed.

Xu Qiuyun's means were exhausted, and he did not exchange Liu Wei's heart. At most, it was just a little sympathy for Liu Wei because of pity.

Xu Fengfan said that as a boy and a bystander, he knew very well what the bond between Xu Qiuyun and Liu Wei was. That's not Liu Wei's feelings for Xu Qiuyun, it's just humble and pitiful.

In the end, when Xu Qiuyun saw that everything for her was about to fail, she used the most despicable means: suicide.

That night, she took lots and lots of sleeping pills, and by the time her family found out, it was already the next morning.

In her suicide note, she was full of infatuation with Liu Wei, but what was revealed between the lines was selfish possessiveness. She is too selfish, and this trouble makes her family uncomfortable.

Xu Fengfan said that when Liu Wei and I went to the hospital, her father was very uncomfortable. On the one hand, I feel sorry for my daughter, and if we go, my daughter's wish will never be fulfilled. On the other hand, I also feel that what Xu Qiuyun did was really wrong. I also know that some of the unbearable things in her life. makes such an old father even more painful.

Alas, listening to his story, I also felt very uncomfortable. It's not for anyone, but I think, I originally thought that love was beautiful. But after experiencing it myself, I realized that the beauty is just an illusion! Behind every beautiful relationship, there are endless heartaches and tears.

I suddenly remembered that the envelope that Liu Wei gave to Xu Qiuyun, I was a little curious and wanted to know what was inside.

"Xu Fengfan, do you know the big envelope that Liu Wei left for Xu Qiuyun?"

He nodded, and I asked, "What's in there?" ”

"It's a letter, Liu Wei wrote to his sister, and the letter made it very clear that no matter what kind of outrageous behavior his sister did in the future, he wouldn't care. And, seriously criticized the irresponsible practice of my sister's suicide. In addition, there was a bank card, which we went to see later, and it contained 100,000 yuan. Liu Wei said that this is the tuition fee for Xu Qiuyun's university, and it can be regarded as the final break between them. ”

"That'...... What about Xu Qiuyun? Does she accept the result? ”

"Alas......" Xu Fengfan sighed, "Accept it or not, it's all like this, what can she do?" Liu Wei has made it very clear that even if she dies, Liu Wei will not look at her again. ”

I didn't expect Liu Wei to say such a thing, which made me feel unacceptable when I heard it, not to mention that Xu Qiuyun had just committed suicide for him. Suddenly, I felt that this Liu Wei seemed to be ruthless, and I didn't see it. All I saw was his gentleness.

"Sail, will you hate me?"

"No, if I hate you, I won't come. But to be honest, when my sister committed suicide, I was a little unhappy. After all, she is because of Liu Wei, and you are also involved in this. However, later, I figured it out, and I didn't bother anymore. ”

It turned out that he didn't come to me for so long, but he couldn't get past his own level. No wonder, just about to say, to be friends in the future. Actually, in his heart, he still minds.

"Xiaoxiao, don't think about it. I just saw these things between my sister and you, and it made me suddenly feel that we should study hard now. When we really grow up, we have the ability to fall in love. Otherwise, we can't do anything now, not even to protect the people we like. ”