I stood there, motionless and not speaking.

Dad finally couldn't help it, and another slap fell on my face. In an instant, my nose started bleeding.

The head teacher was a little anxious, so he quickly took out a tissue and handed it to me, I didn't care, just let the nosebleed flow like this.

Seeing that I didn't take the tissue, the head teacher reached out to wipe my nose and said, "Hurry up, sit down, come and sit here." Then he turned to my dad and said, "Oh, why are you like this, don't you feel distressed when you hit her with a nosebleed?" ”

"I broke her legs, made her fall in love, and made her not study hard!" Dad pointed at me angrily.

"You're all angry, you broke her leg, what if it really hurts?"

"If the leg is really broken, I will raise her for the rest of my life!"

The head teacher was a little stunned, probably she didn't expect her father to be so tough. And I'm used to this cold way of education.

"I didn't call you to beat her, you should take good care of her and understand why? Only by starting from the root can we truly solve the problem, and it is not useful just by fighting. ”

"What's the problem? I think it's just that it's usually too indulgent in management! ”

The head teacher looked at my nosebleed, and said to me, "You go and wash yourself first, and I'll talk to your dad for a while." ”

I didn't appreciate the class teacher's mercy on me at the moment, I didn't need it. What I want now is the courage to fight. I picked up the tissue on the desk, covered my nose, and headed out of the office.

The front of the clothes was already stained with some drops of blood, and I couldn't care about it, and I didn't bother to take care of it. Walking to the first floor, I didn't go to the water room, but walked to the chair under the Luan tree and sat and watched the sky.

When the bell rang for the end of class, the students who came and went walked past me. They looked at me covered in nosebleeds, and their strange gazes, like sharp knives, made me feel a little stinging.

It's class again, and quiet is back next to me.

Not long after, I saw my father coming from the school building. If it had been in the past, I would have been scared to death. But now, I won't be scared anymore.

Dad was getting closer to me, and I could see the anger in his eyes.

When he walked up to me, he gave me a cold look: "Go back and clean you up!" And he left......

I looked at the back of my father leaving, not to mention how lost I was.

My dear father, you never know what your daughter wants. Do you think it's enough to feed and clothe me? No, I need care, I need love, I need the warmth of my family. But I didn't...... All my happy memories are divided into fragmented moments rather than complete paragraphs. Those nostalgic moments are just patchwork memories.

When I was a child, I lived in fear, and every night before going to bed, I would worry about whether my father and mother would quarrel and fight tonight. The dreams were all fragmented. Such memories filled almost my entire childhood.

I need someone to love...... Who knows how strong this longing I have been suppressing!

My dear father, you love me, but you want me to feel it. All your love for me has turned into a push for me to study, but what about the other care I need in my heart?

Alas...... No matter what my father does to me, I won't blame me, but I won't be obedient as before. I'm going to live for myself,

Stood up and silently walked to the classroom. Before I got to the second floor, I was bumping into the head teacher from the top down.

She looked at me: "Still nosebleeds?" ”

I shook my head, tried to get out of the way, and walked over to the side.

The head teacher pulled me, "Xiaoxiao, the teacher doesn't know that your father will beat you with a nosebleed, but you must know that the teacher does this all for your own good." ”

"Well, thank you, teacher." I nodded. What's the use of saying that these days? Xiao Ranzi is gone, and now I don't even have a person to comfort me.

"Xiaoxiao, I just told your dad, don't beat you when you go back, he shouldn't. You'll have to study hard in the future! Don't be in a situation like this again. ”

"Okay, got it." I said yes coldly and expressionlessly, and then bypassed the head teacher and continued to walk towards the classroom.

Whenever I see Xiao Ranzi's empty desk, I see him smiling at me. His smile was still so shy and cute, warm and serene.

Xiao Ranzi will always stay at that moment, but I have slowly changed unconsciously.

When I came home at night, needless to say, it was a fat beating from my father. I didn't even snort. Fight, as long as you can't kill me, I'm still me.

Dad didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, just scolded me for not being motivated, which made him too angry. He supported me in my studies all day long, and I was so rebellious......

Hehehe, okay. Whatever, I don't care.

After the broom was interrupted, Dad finally stopped. He told me to, I smiled inwardly, I.

Alone, covered with pain, returned to the dormitory.

Changed out of the clothes stained by the nosebleed today, picked up the bucket, filled half a bucket of water, and soaked the clothes in. In the warm water, rubbing the dirty place with both hands, there was some pain in the knuckle of one of the fingers of the right hand, which had just been hit by a broom. Dad said: If you don't study well with your hands, you might as well scrap it.

I understand my dad's feelings, he expects too much from me. Wishing for a son to become a dragon and a daughter to become a phoenix is the wish of every parent. That's right in itself, I can understand that. It's just that, as parents, some are like fathers, pulling out seedlings and helping them grow. always thinks that their children are outstanding, but they don't understand the child's mind and the real situation, and only blindly use the results that can be faked to speak.

I sat there, rubbing my clothes vigorously with my hands, as if I had to rub them to make my heart feel better. However, I could not have worn my clothes. Looking at the intact clothes, I felt particularly aggrieved in my heart, why can't I wash it? Am I so useless? Tears flowed down the face.

Why am I so unlucky, why am I so unlucky when I grow so big! Those lucky good things are so far away from me. I used to think that Liu Wei was my luck, but who knows, because of him, he has caused such endless trouble. Could it be that there is no fate between me and Liu Wei?

Lately, maybe I've missed him too much. No matter what, I always think of him. He didn't know that Xiao Ranzi was no longer there, and we hadn't been in touch for a long time. I don't know, is he happy in a foreign country?

I wiped away my tears, washed my clothes, cleaned myself, and lay down on the bed, feeling that my whole body was in pain.

I smiled, my dad had always been so heavy, and it didn't matter if I could handle it or not. Alas, this is probably the depth of love, the responsibility is serious.

I silently said in my heart: Dad, this time, I disappointed you, I'm sorry. Forgive me for my selfishness, from now on, I want to live according to my own ideas and no longer live for others. Perhaps, this decision was wrong, but I don't regret it! Dad, daughter is sorry for your cultivation and hard work. But the road is my own, and I want to go by myself.

Looking at the light shadow on the ceiling, "Xiao Ranzi, do you also support me to live my own life?" ”