In the classroom, the students came, and everyone had a happy smile on their faces. It was just me, trembling and sitting in my seat. Looking at Xiao Ranzi's empty table, tears fell again.

Not long after, Yang Yang also came in with his head drooping. He glanced up at me, his eyes glazed over, and he walked to the back of the classroom, to his seat.

Reading early today, I was surprised that the homeroom teacher came. I thought she was going to give us a lesson, but who knows, she looked around the door of the classroom and told me to go out.

Alas, it really didn't allow me to live in peace. Looks like another trouble awaits me.

"Long Xiaoxiao, why didn't you come to class yesterday and didn't ask for leave!"

"I'm sorry, teacher, I had a fever yesterday. There was no one at home to take care of me, and no one to take time off work for me. ”

"Long Xiaoxiao, don't you say that you are so pitiful, okay? Didn't your dad care about you the last time he came? He has great expectations for your studies. Look at you, what have you become now? talked back to the teacher, and found a reason for absenteeism for no reason. You call your dad over today, I don't want to talk to you anymore, just tell your dad and see if you can be saved. ”

When I heard this, I was really angry. What do I mean if I am saved? It's just too much.

"Teacher, may I ask, did I do anything unreasonable?"

The head teacher was asked by me like this, and he didn't react for a while.

"Long Xiaoxiao, what do you mean?"

"Teacher, I respect you as a teacher, but can you also respect me as a student? Excuse me, have I done something heinous or wrong? You said to see if I was saved? I just wondered, what the hell happened to me that made you think I was hopeless? ”

"Hey Long Xiaoxiao, you are really talking to the teacher now, it is becoming more and more unseemly, is there anyone like you who speaks to the head teacher? That's how much you respect me? Okay, you don't call your dad, I'll call, okay! The head teacher snorted angrily at me, turned around and left.

I stood behind and watched her leave in a huff, but there was a smile of relief in my heart. I think, probably, my good student, the image of a good girl, from this moment, was eliminated by the teacher.

It's okay this way, in the future, I don't have to wronged myself in order to please the teacher. I can let my personality go free, whether it's a good student or a bad reputation, I want to be my true self.

Xiao Ranzi, you say, right? I don't want to be like before, I'm afraid of this unhappy, I'm afraid of that unhappy, I'm wronged, what do I get in exchange? In the future, I won't. Xiao Ranzi, are you happy for me? When you were there, I didn't dare, and now, you're gone, but it gives me courage. Xiao Ranzi, be happy for me, cheer for me.

I looked at the head teacher's back, gave her a roll of the eyes, a disdainful smile, turned around, and walked into the classroom. Just call me dad, what can I do? Anyway, my dad didn't care about anything other than my studies. And the results of these monthly exams are not satisfactory, and I have long been scolded by my father, what am I afraid of now? At most, if you are scolded again, what can you do?

In the morning, when I was in the middle of the second period, the head teacher came and called me out, outside the classroom door, and told me that my father was here.

Although I was a little nervous, I was quickly persuaded by myself and was no longer habitually afraid.

Following the homeroom teacher, I came to the office of the sophomore group, and at a glance I saw my father sitting in it, and there was another substitute teacher from another class.

When my father saw me and the teacher coming in, he stood up, greeted the head teacher very politely, and then gave me a hard look.

"Xiaoxiao, tell your dad what you've been doing lately!"

I really hate the way the head teacher speaks like this, and I look at her in disgust and say to them, "I don't know. ”

As soon as my father heard me say this, he immediately became angry, and stood up directly and asked me with a serious expression: "You don't know?" You don't know that the teacher will let you say it yourself? Hurry up and say, don't let me clean you up here, shame. ”

"I really don't know."

Dad's eyes were sharp, and if I had been before, I would have been scared. But this time, I didn't.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Dad, I really don't know!"

Dad pointed at me, and when I was about to explode, the head teacher looked at me with a smug look on his face and said to Dad, "Oh, sit down, sit down, don't get excited." In fact, there is nothing, even recently, Xiaoxiao, the heart is not on learning! I quarreled with the substitute teacher before, and then I also quarreled with me. Yesterday, I missed a whole day of school without asking for leave. I'm not trying to embarrass anyone, you say, isn't it all for Xiaoxiao's study? ”

"Yes, yes, the teacher is right."

"Look, there's another thing, I don't know if you know about it, and I don't know if it's true, anyway, I'm also listening to rumors. This, Xiaoxiao does not have the phenomenon of early love! At this point, the head teacher gave me a look. When Dad heard this, he glared at me with his eyes.

"Actually, it's very difficult for schools to completely eradicate early love. But if two people encourage each other to make good progress, it's not impossible. But Xiaoxiao's results, look at it, how much it has declined! When I was admitted to the first place in the class, what about now? In this month's monthly exam, I have fallen to more than 20 places. As a class teacher, I'm worried. ”

As soon as the head teacher's words fell, my father suddenly gave me a slap in the face. I was stunned, and so was the head teacher. There was a burning pain on his face, and there was a trace of rebellious anger in his eyes.

What am I doing wrong? Is it because you can't study well? I didn't hurt anyone! Yes, I admit that my current learning has indeed regressed, and there are reasons for it. However, what is happening around me can make me feel at ease to study? Who cares about my feelings!

Yes, even if I was in early love, why do I want to be loved and cared for so much? Is it really just my one-sided reason? Did the home that tired me of it ever give me a little warmth?

I like Liu Wei and miss Xiao Ranzi, isn't that all my lack of love? What is love in my life? Love is good grades! However, I am also a human being, and I need to be cared for.

Perhaps, Dad has his own difficulties, and I can understand that. But over the years, this desire for love will be pent up. One day, it will erupt. Liu Wei, Xiao Ranzi, is sustenance.

"You don't study hard, and you still learn to fall in love? I'll beat you to death! "Dad said, he's going to do something to me.

I stood there with a smile on my face. I laughed at myself, but I faced it bravely.

"Hey, don't be like this, don't be like this, you can't beat a child like this, it's still a girl, it's so old, how can you beat her!" The head teacher stopped his father's raised hand and persuaded him to dissipate his anger.

Dad probably felt that he was told by the head teacher, so he stopped his hand and asked me angrily: "Who are you in love with?" ”

I looked at the window of my office, and the gray sky outside the window was full of haze. I can't see the planes flying through the clouds.

"What about you? Did you hear me? Dad urged me again, and I could tell that he was running out of patience.