"If that's the case, will you forgive him?"

"Actually, later, I didn't mean to blame him, but I just felt that I ended up in his eyes, and even in my own eyes, I was just a fan, or a former fan, although he kept saying that he regarded me as a friend, but I just couldn't get over my own hurdle, in fact, what to blame him, I was blaming myself, all because of me, if it wasn't for me, all this shouldn't have happened, it's all me, I should have kept my duty as a fan, I shouldn't have been so close, I really can't forgive myself, I can't be friends with him after all, so I have to tell myself to forget about him, give up on him, or one day I'll ruin him, you know, I can't do that. ”

Lin Zi said as he spoke, his eyes were a little red.

"Xiaozi, if you really don't want to have anything to do with him, you must decisively reject him and don't give him any hope."

"Yes, you have to be decisive if you refuse, but I have already made up my mind, why would I still be upset."

"I think you probably still like him, because you like it, you can't let it go."

"But I can't do that, can I?"

"Actually, Xiaozi, I want to say, if giving up makes you feel very uncomfortable, it's better to go with your heart, and I think Yi Zhen is not so easy to give up, I mean in case, he has been persistently looking for you and apologizing to you, will you be soft-hearted?"

Lin Zi fell into deep thought, she didn't know how to answer.

"Hey, Xiaozi, are you still there?"

The orange on the other end of the phone, I didn't hear a voice for a long time, and I was a little confused.

Lin Zi came back to his senses and said into the phone, "I'm here." ”

"In short, I still say the same thing, no matter what decision you make, I will stand by your side and support you."

"Thank you, Orange."

"Fool, what do you say between the two of us, but the reward that should be there is still to be done, when will I come to Shanghai and invite me to eat delicious food, do you know?"

"Don't worry, I won't forget."

"Then I'll hang up first, in fact, I didn't tell you, I'm in the library now, and the people around me are already casting contempt and disgust glances at me, bye-bye, come back to me if you have something,"

With the comfort of oranges, Lin Zi's mood suddenly relaxed a lot.

Let go and let go of it a little more chic, don't drag mud and water, this is Lin Zi, there is nothing that time can't erase.

Lin Zi returned to the dormitory, picked up the flowers on the ground, and prepared to walk out of the dormitory.

"Xiao Zi, where are you going with the flowers?"

Yiyi saw Lin Zi holding flowers and went out, and was a little curious.

Lin Zi turned back to Yiyi and smiled, and said, "I'll dispose of it." ”

Ignoring Yiyi, who was full of doubts, Lin Zi walked straight out of the dormitory, ran to the trash can next to him, and threw the flowers into the trash can.

"It's a pity, but that's all I can do."

Lin Zi turned around and returned to the dormitory.

"Wow, you got it done so quickly?"

Yiyi couldn't help but marvel when she saw Lin Zi so quickly.

"Hmm."

"How did you deal with it? Aren't you going to throw it away? ”

"That's right."

Lin Ziyun said lightly.

"Isn't it, such a big bouquet of flowers, you just threw it away? You're too violent, aren't you? ”

Yiyi's eyes widened in disbelief.

"But it's a lot of stuff to put here, and it's going to be summer, and if it rots, it will attract bugs."

"I really can't refute your reason, hey, it's a pity that such a beautiful bouquet of flowers, tsk."

Yiyi sighed helplessly.

"Okay, if you like it, I'll give it to you next time."

Lin Zi saw Yiyi's lost appearance, so he had no choice but to comfort.

"Come on, the tweed still has to be sent by your boyfriend to feel it."

For several days, Lin Zi received roses of the same size at the same time and place every day, and the flowers were stuffed with small cards with the same apology, and even the delivery person was the same.

Every time Lin Zi ran to the school gate to pick up flowers, the delivery man would say, "Miss, you are so happy, you collect flowers every day." ”

Every time Lin Zi heard the delivery man say this, he had to smile reluctantly, accept it, and then find a no-man's corner and throw it away.

Then he would receive various versions of Yi Zhen's apology text messages at the same time every day, which lasted for seven days, and Lin Zi finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he called Yi Zhen.

"Hey."

After dialing the phone and hearing Yi Zhen's voice after a long absence, Lin Zi suddenly didn't know what to say, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

"Hey, Xiaozi, is that you?"

Yi Zhen's voice seemed a little surprised and surprised.

"It's me."

"Xiao Zi, I, I ......"

Faced with Lin Zi's sudden phone call, Yi Zhen was a little overwhelmed.

Yi Zhen tried to calm himself down, and said into the phone: "Xiaozi, are you looking for me?" ”

"Don't get me wrong, I just want to ask, did you send the flowers these days?"

"I sent it, don't you like it? If you don't like it, I'll change it to you next time, Xiaozi, what kind of flowers do you like? Is it good to be full of stars? Or white roses? Or the Blue Enchantress? ”

"No, I," Lin Zi hesitated a little when she heard the other party's excited voice, but when she was constantly interrupted and disturbed, she had to be decisive.

So, Lin Zi took a deep breath and said into the phone: "No, Yi Zhen, I called you to tell you, don't send me flowers in the future, I don't want others to misunderstand, and I don't want to be the focus anymore, you keep sending me flowers like this, it will only cause me trouble, so please don't send me flowers in the future." ”

Hearing what Lin Zi said, Yi Zhen's originally somewhat excited mood turned to the bottom.

After a long time, he spoke: "I gave you flowers in the hope that you would be happy, and I didn't think about causing you any trouble." ”

"I know your kindness, I understand it, but I go to the door every day to get flowers, every day will be onlookers, my photos have been posted in our school forum and the major circle of friends all over the world, I don't want a wave of unevenness, wave after wave, I don't want to be the focus of discussion anymore, so, I hope you don't send flowers from tomorrow onwards, okay? Moreover, every time I hold the flowers, I don't know where to put them, and in the end I can only throw them away, which is also a waste, so I really hope that you, please, don't send me flowers again. ”

Yi Zhen's hand holding the phone clenched slightly, "It turns out that you have lost everything, you hate me so much, do you even have to throw away the flowers I sent?" ”

"I," Lin Zi hesitated a little and paused for a long time.

When he was about to blurt out that he didn't hate him, Lin Zi tried to calm himself down.

No, you can't be soft-hearted at this time, Lin Zi told himself.

Lin Zi clenched his fists, bit his lip, and said, "I just don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, so don't send me flowers anymore, and we won't contact you anymore." ”

Yi Zhen's eyelids drooped slightly, "Are you still unwilling to forgive me?" "The voice is a little hoarse.

"I," Lin Zi took a deep breath and continued, "If you want me to forgive you, then you don't have to, I've forgotten about that matter, and I haven't taken it to heart at all, so you don't have to apologize to me all the time." ”

"Then can we still be friends like before?"

Yi Zhen's tone was extremely humble.

Lin Zi was silent for a long time, and said: "Yi Zhen, we are originally people from two worlds, you are an idol, you have to live under the spotlight and camera all your life, and I, just an ordinary college student, we have been friends from the beginning, it was a wrong choice, everything that happens now is because of the wrong choice at the beginning, I don't want to continue to be wrong, you are very suitable to be an idol, to be an idol, I also think you will be a good idol, a good idol, so, let's not be friends, like this." , it's all good for us, I still have homework to complete, so I'll hang up first. ”

As he spoke, Lin Zi immediately pressed the phone, and the whole person collapsed on the bed, as if he had used up all his strength.

She knew that if she continued to talk about it, she would most likely have to disarm and surrender, and all the efforts she had made before would be in vain.

After being hung up by Lin Zi, Yi Zhen stood in place in a daze.

"Xiao Zhen, it's time to eat."

Qin Yun put the food on the table and turned to Yi Zhen's door and shouted.

After the dishes and chopsticks were placed, Qin Yun saw that his son had not come out of the room yet, so he walked to Yi Zhen's door and knocked gently.

"Xiao Zhen, it's time to eat."

In order not to let his mother feel anything abnormal, Yi Zhen cleaned up his mood, plucked up the courage to open the door, and pulled a smile on his face.

"Xiao Zhen, are you okay?"

Looking at Yi Zhen's appearance, Qin Yun felt a little abnormal and couldn't help but ask.

"What's the matter with me? Okay, let's go eat. ”

As he spoke, Yi Zhen pulled his mother to sit at the table.

"Wow, there are so many delicious foods, I have to eat more at home while I am on vacation, otherwise, when I return to the company, I will not have such a mouthful."

Yi Zhen immediately took a large chopstick dish, put it in a bowl, and ate it with relish.

Qin Yun looked at Yi Zhen, and there was still a trace of worry in her eyes.

"Xiao Zhen, are you really fine?"

"No, you see that I eat and sleep well, what can I do, don't worry, Mom, you can eat too."

As he spoke, Yi Zhen sandwiched vegetables for his mother.

"I think you look tired, if you have anything, you must tell me."

"Don't worry, I'm just a little late playing games in the past two days, it's rare to take a vacation, a little indulgence, don't worry, I'm fine."

"That's good."

Hearing his son say this, Qin Yun's heart relaxed slightly.