Chapter 92: "Flowers in the Rocks (10)"
After dinner, Yi Zhen did all the housework as usual, and for him, who is a little idle and has nothing to do, only doing housework can make him feel a little fulfilled.
In front of his mother, Yi Zhen could only keep disguising himself, and only when he returned to his room could Yi Zhen remove the mask of his smile.
Yi Zhen lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.
took out his mobile phone from his pocket, found Xu Anxiao in the friend list, and sent a message.
……
Since the phone call with Yi Zhen and the showdown, the flowers have never been delivered, everything seems to be back to the starting point, and life is on the right track.
The heated discussion on the Internet about the previous photo incident has gradually faded in people's field of vision with the dissipation of time.
Lin Zi thought that her life and Yi Zhen would never be connected again, until she received that call.
Lin Zi has just finished the last class of the semester, which means that Lin Zi will be in a tense final review week in the next few weeks.
Lin Zi, who was about to clean up in the dormitory and plan to go home for review, suddenly the phone rang, Lin Zi took out his mobile phone from his pocket and looked at it, and found that it was Yi Zhen's number, Lin Zi directly pressed it off and continued to put the mobile phone back in his pocket.
Unexpectedly, the phone rang again, Lin Zi pressed it again, it rang again, back and forth, back and forth several times, and even the roommate couldn't help but say: "Either turn off the phone or pick it up." ”
Lin Zi hesitated for a moment, and finally picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hello, do you know Yi Zhen?"
It turned out to be a female voice, Lin Zi was a little curious.
"I, I know, what's wrong?"
"That, I'm ......"
The other party's voice was a little slurred, but he seemed very anxious.
"Hey, that, what's the matter? Also, how can his phone be in your hands? ”
Lin Zi's heart was full of doubts.
"That's the case, I just drove at the intersection, a person ran out of the road, walking in a trance, stumbling, maybe drinking, I didn't brake the car, I accidentally crashed, now in the people's hospital, I turned over his ID and phone, want to find his family, but he stored a number in his mobile phone, just think you should be his very important person, so, I have to call you, can you come to the hospital now? He is still unconscious. ”
Hearing the news of Yi Zhen's sudden admission to the hospital, Lin Zi didn't react a little, and held his mobile phone in place for a long time.
"Hey, Miss, are you still there?"
Seeing that Lin Zi was silent for a long time and didn't respond for a long time, the other party couldn't help but ask.
Lin Zi, who reacted, hurriedly replied: "I'm here, okay, I'll come over immediately." ”
After hanging up the phone, Lin Zi rushed out of the school gate without hesitation and took a taxi.
Lin Zi waited at the door for a long time, and finally got into the car, but he was stuck in traffic halfway.
Lin Zi looked at the time and the surrounding road conditions, and was very anxious.
had to pray that he was okay, although she didn't want to admit it, but the moment she heard that Yi Zhen had an accident, her heart couldn't help but be pulled.
The car stopped in the middle of the road and didn't move for a long time.
"Master, how long do we have to get there?"
Lin Zi couldn't help but ask because he was too anxious.
"Turn the intersection in front of you, but now there is a traffic jam, and I don't know how long it will take to pass."
"Then master, can't we go the other way?"
"Miss, you see we're stuck in the middle, we can't move if we want to."
Lin Zi opened the window and looked out, there were dense vehicles next to him, but they landed in the middle of the road and did not move.
It had been half an hour since the other party called her, but she had not yet arrived at the hospital, and she didn't even know Yi Zhen's current state.
Lin Zi searched his mobile phone for the walking distance from the hospital where he was now.
There was really no way, Lin Zi had to decide to get out of the car and run over.
So, Lin Zi said to the driver: "Master, you can settle the bill here, and I will get out of the car now." ”
After speaking, Lin Zi opened the car door and immediately ran forward.
The weather in mid-June, even in the evening, had the smell of early summer, and Lin Zi soon ran sweating profusely.
After running for a long time, he finally saw the hospital building, Lin Zi bent down at the door, rested for a while, and the phone rang again.
"Hey, have you arrived? Well, I paid all the medical bills, but I have something to leave now, so I ......"
Lin Zi gasped and said into the phone: "I have arrived, the hospital, downstairs, you guys, in, on what floor?" ”
"Five-story inpatient department, ward 501."
"Okay."
Lin Zi took a deep breath and immediately ran into the hall, just about to grab the elevator, but when she arrived at the elevator door, the elevator door happened to close.
Lin Zi anxiously pressed the button on the net, but the elevator did not come down for a long time.
Lin Zi had no choice but to rush to the safe passage next to him.
Looking at the long staircase, although Lin Zi was a little daunted, but in the current situation, Lin Zi had no choice but to bite the bullet.
Because he had exhausted all his physical strength just now, Lin Zi was extremely struggling at this moment, so he had to hold the handrail next to him, and every time he went up to the floor, he needed to stop and rest.
finally climbed to the fifth floor, and Lin Zi was already embarrassed.
Lin Zi walked to the door of 501 and found a young girl with a good face waiting at the door.
Lin Zi walked up and was about to ask, but the other party took the first step to speak.
"You're the one I just called?"
Lin Zi nodded.
"Do you know Yi Zhen?"
Lin Zi continued to nod.
The other party did not speak, but looked at Lin Zi from top to bottom.
Lin Zi was a little furious by her straight eyes, and asked, "How is Yi Zhen now?" ”
The other party reacted and said, "He's asleep now, but the doctor said it's nothing serious, I'll take you in to see him." ”
As he spoke, the other party pulled Lin Zi into the ward.
There is only one bed in the huge ward.
Lin Zi saw Yi Zhen lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, and he hadn't seen him for a long time, but he actually met in this way.
Lin Zi froze in place, looking a little overwhelmed at the moment.
The other party pulled Lin Zi to the front and back of Yi Zhen's hospital bed, and said to Lin Zi: "I have already paid the medical bills or something, and the doctor said that he needs to rest well now and cannot be stimulated, so please take good care of him, I still have something to do, so I will leave first." ”
Without waiting for Lin Zi to answer, the other party had already turned around and walked out of the ward.
The moment the other party closed the door, he shrugged his shoulders and said to himself: "I can only help you get here, and I won't do the rest by myself, but your vision is average." ”
Then, he turned and left.
Lin Zi sat on the chair in front of the bed and looked at Yi Zhen on the bed.
He lay on the hospital bed, his eyes closed, his eyelashes flickering, but he had lost his former brilliance, his brow furrowed, and his face was very pale.
Looking at Yi Zhen's weak appearance at the moment, Lin Zi felt that the line of defense in his heart was gradually disintegrating.
Suddenly, Yi Zhen's fingers moved, and he muttered in his mouth: "Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi, don't go, don't go." ”
His expression was very nervous and sad.
Lin Zi grabbed Yi Zhen's hand and said, "I'm here, I'm here, I won't leave." ”
Lin Zi held Yi Zhen's hand tightly, and looked at Yi Zhen with tenderness in his eyes.
Perhaps feeling the warmth of Lin Zi's hand, Yi Zhen's expression gradually relaxed, and his brows gradually relaxed.
Looking at Yi Zhen on the hospital bed, Lin Zi suddenly felt very self-blaming.
Listening to the girl just now, Yi Zhen drank wine. In her memory, Yi Zhen is not the kind of person who can drink, is it because of herself?
The more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself, and Lin Zi began to regret it.
Lin Zi once thought that in this world, self-deception is the easiest thing to do, because the whole world only needs to deceive himself.
Pretend to be cold, pretend to be cruel, pretend to be angry, pretend that you never knew him, pretend that you never cared about him, pretend that he never showed up in your life.
But she gradually found that self-deception is also the most difficult thing to do, because you have to remind yourself every moment, every minute.
And these armors, which are formed every minute, were smashed to pieces the moment they saw that the other party was injured and weak.
At the beginning of self-deception, in order to make herself and the other party better acceptable, she hoped that she could let go, and hoped that Yi Zhen could forget. But after a long time, she discovered that the so-called self-deception, in fact, has nothing to do with people.
Lin Zi didn't want to deceive himself anymore, because in the end, no one had deceived him.
Lin Zi, who was sitting next to the hospital bed at the moment, holding Yi Zhen's hand, knew that she could no longer pretend that he had never appeared, let alone pretend that she had never cared.
On the way over, she was even thinking about what to do if Yi Zhen was seriously injured, what if he couldn't wake up from a coma, what if he woke up amnesia and forgot about himself......
Everything and everything turned around in Lin Zi's mind, and countless versions were deduced, but she knew that no matter which outcome she faced in the end, she would find it difficult for her to accept.
Thinking of this, Lin Zi's heart couldn't help but tighten slightly, and he gradually clenched Yi Zhen's hand.
Lin Zi saw Yi Zhen's mobile phone on the bedside table of the hospital bed, opened it and saw that the only text messages he kept were countless apology messages sent to himself, the only number in the address book was his own number, and the memo was densely packed, all of which were messages that he planned to send to himself, but did not send them in the end.
All of them, all of them were a theme, and he apologized to himself.
Lin Zi's eyes were a little sour, he held Yi Zhen's hand on his face, and muttered, "I'm sorry, you must be fine." ”
"It turns out, it turns out, you still care about me."
Yi Zhen opened his mouth slightly, and a childlike smile suddenly appeared on his pale face.
Lin Zi was slightly frightened by Yi Zhen's voice, and looked back at Yi Zhen in a daze.
Yi Zhen struggled to sit up from the bed, his face without any blood, and thin beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.
Lin Zi saw Yi Zhen wake up, hugged him, and his emotions exploded at this moment, "It's okay if you're fine, if you have something, I, what should I do." ”
The corners of Yi Zhen's mouth rose slightly, and he said, "I'm not fine." ”
There is no greenhouse brewing in the cracks of the rocks, no moisture of rain, no caress of the breeze, only endless darkness.
No matter how the insults are and what the thousands of people are pointing at, as long as they trust each other, stand beside them, and with unrepentant tears and strong smiles, they will erode the rocks into cracks, and wait for the narrow depths to grow flowers.
Even if there is only night and day in the cracks, it will still bloom, because its name is "each other and hope".