"It's nothing, just call me and can't get through, so I found it. He doesn't know which building I live in, that's why he shouts like that, I've already told him, don't shout like that next time. I explained to my dad.

"Want to have a next time? What do you want! ”

"I didn't...... I'm just, that's all. ”

"Look at you, now you know what it's like to mingle with a group of boys all day long, and you still think about next time! Hum. Dad said angrily, slammed the door, and left.

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and my nervous mood was instantly relaxed. Forget it, Dad is angry, I really don't want to say too much right now. Moreover, he didn't listen to me either. He only believes what he sees, or, what he imagines.

In my heart, this is like a small turmoil, and after it passes, it will pass, and there will be no big movement. However, in order to avoid Xu Fengfan coming again next time, I turned on my phone the next day, and he couldn't contact me, so he went crazy again.

However, I waited for three days, and the mobile phone, except for some spam text messages and advertising calls, was so quiet that I doubted my life.

Chen Yingjie went back to his father's hometown with his family this year, so the whole family was not there. And Li Jie and Wang Feng may be happily watching TV together at the moment, munching on melon seeds. Liu wei...... Alas, aside, there has been no contact since that day.

Seeing that there are only a few days left until Chinese New Year's Eve, every family is busy preparing for the Spring Festival. Everyone, it seems, has something to do. Probably, it's just me, sitting here so bored, reading a book, in a daze.

His eyes were staring at the book, but he couldn't read any of the words on the book. Books, like that, turn one at a time and pretend I'm reading.

This kind of silence makes me feel a little strange, how could Xu Fengfan stop bothering me like this, did I really hurt him when I spoke that night......

A little bit of guilt rose in my heart. I picked up the silent phone, looked at Xu Fengfan's number, hesitated for a long time, and finally, I mustered up the courage to call him.

The phone rang and rang, and no one answered. Such a scenario...... How could this guy be so determined not to answer my call? Could it be that something is wrong? I began to mumble in my heart, and I made a lot of assumptions and analyses. In my opinion, Xu Fengfan is the one who is impossible to refuse my call.

But that's what it is, that's what it is. I can't think of a reason and I don't know why. Again, I dialed his number. The phone rang until it was cut off, and still no one answered.

This time, I was in a bit of a hurry. Could it be that something happened to him? I started to get worried. His weight in my heart is not that important. So, I was a little worried and put the matter in the back of my mind.

God, it's dark again. My world has gone into total darkness.

I didn't turn on the room lights, only with the help of the street lights outside the window, and the dim little light illuminated the whole room with some outlines. I don't need to be bright, I just need to be able to move slowly without bumping into anything in the room in such a dark night.

Lie in bed and enjoy the darkness and silence.

The pictures in my mind are chaotic with the beauty of the past, some with Xiao Ranzi, some with Liu Wei, some with Chen Yingjie, in short, all the pictures that once made me happy are intertwined in my mind.

Before I knew it, I didn't know what time it was. My phone, all of a sudden, rang on a night like this. I was taken aback by the atmosphere. Who is it?

I didn't even bother to look at it, and I was by the pillow, groping for the location of the phone in my memory.

"Hey......" lazily sounded, which was a response to the other party.

"Xiaoxiao...... It's me. "A very, very low voice, literally the feeling of lying in your ear and talking.

"Who are you, how can you talk like that? It's so quiet, I can't hear it. ”

"It's me, your little sail."

It turned out to be him, and he finally remembered me! And I've forgotten about him.

"Oh, is there anything wrong with you at this late hour?"

He still whispered into the mobile phone: "Xiaoxiao, you called me today, I know, but I can't answer." ”

"Oh." Che, everyone can find a myriad of good reasons for themselves, and I'm used to it. Whether he accepts it or not, what does it have to do with me?

"Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, I know you're angry, but you have to believe me, I'm forced to do it. The day after tomorrow, at noon, I'll go to you, we'll make an appointment at the last place at the Sports Academy, eleven o'clock, okay? ”

"No, I didn't answer the phone, I didn't answer the phone, it's good for you to call now, I'll call you and it's nothing, no need to make an appointment."

"No, Xiaoxiao, I want to see you, I have something to say."

Listening to Xu Fengfan, he was a little anxious, but there was a ridiculous voice, and I almost laughed out loud.

"Alright then, I'll see you at noon the day after tomorrow."

"Okay." Xu Fengfan agreed, and quickly hung up the phone.

Well? It's strange that he used to be clamoring not to hang up the phone, but today he is so decisive, I'm afraid there is really something.

Okay, then I'll go and see, this mysterious and strange guy, what kind of medicine is sold in the gourd.

Promise him, in fact, the main thing is that I am too boring. In the past, I didn't care who ignored me or not. But now, after staying alone for this time, you will feel so lonely. Maybe people are like this, when they don't have it, they don't expect to get it. But once you have it, you don't want to lose it. I might be like that, greedy.

With all that warmth and care, I can no longer allow myself to regain the feeling of enjoying the loneliness. I look forward to being held in the palm of my hand. Even if I can't, I hope someone can share my joy, my sorrow.

After Xiao Ranzi left, Xu Fengfan became the one who accompanied me instead of Xiao Ranzi.

Although in the beginning, my purpose towards him is not pure, I am not kind. I hope I can be like Xu Qiuyun, who can do everything ruthlessly, just to achieve the goal, and ignore it. But, in fact, in my heart, I have been persuading me to be kind.

Such a me, for revenge, can only fail. For the competition, a harem drama was staged, and I was the one who received a boxed lunch as soon as I appeared. Therefore, until now, I have not been able to completely drive Xu Qiuyun out of Liu Wei's life.

Then, I was cowardly, so I had to give up everything and walk away silently. Just for a peaceful life, let the tired heart, in peace, get recuperation.

Xu Fengfan, what does it mean to me?