Chapter 20: I can't think of it
I was lonely, and I stayed at home lifeless, like a jellyfish dried on the beach.
The phone has been turned off for two days in a row, and I don't want to be disturbed in any way. Everyone's heart has a time when it is tired. Everyone has it, and when you want to get out of the way.
The night, deep and lonely. The heart is lonely and anxious.
Lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, the dusty ceiling fan blades, and the black spider from which the spider silk hung from it, was crawling down to the ground.
Time, like at this moment, laughs at me for being cowardly.
If you can't use Xu Fengfan ruthlessly, you can't take revenge on Xu Qiuyun in your imagination. I can't complete it, my promise to Xiao Ranzi, I want to avenge him.
In the face of Liu Wei, there is nothing I can do. I couldn't let him completely disconnect from Xu Qiuyun, nor could I allow myself to completely escape from his life.
I was so ridiculous, I kept saying that I wanted to vent my evil anger for Xiao Ranzi, but as a result, I couldn't do anything.
"Xiaoxiao, Long Xiaoxiao...... Long Xiaoxiao? ”
Outside the window, I heard voices calling my name from far and near. My heart tightened, isn't this Xu Fengfan? What is he shouting in the yard this big night...... If Dad hears it, it will be miserable. Although it was only eight o'clock now, it was very quiet in the courtyard during the winter vacation, and his voice was particularly obvious.
I quickly grabbed my coat and slippers and ran out. I hope we can stop him from doing this ridiculously.
From afar, I saw him on the other side of the playground, shouting as he walked. Oh my God, such childish behavior really left me speechless.
"Xu Fengfan, stop shouting, what are you going to do, shut up quickly." I don't care if my voice breaks through the night sky and reaches the ears of more people, I just want him to stop this boring behavior quickly.
Xu Fengfan really heard my shouting across the playground, turned his head, and waved at me with a smile: "Xiaoxiao, I found you." "He ran towards me, and I wanted to kick him to death.
"Xiaoxiao, it turns out that you live in this building, and I have never accompanied you into the yard, so I don't know, hehe, I didn't expect to find it." Xu Fengfan looked at me with a smug face, as if he had received a lot of credit.
I glared at him fiercely: "Is there anyone like you looking for?" Shouting all over the yard, do you know it's annoying, it will affect other people, you know? Moreover, when you call my name like this, have you ever thought about what kind of effect it will have on me? It's really, it's infuriating. "I counted him down in one breath, and I didn't care what he felt.
Xu Fengfan saw that I was so angry, and hurriedly accompanied the smiling face and apologized vigorously.
Actually, I really didn't care what effect he would have on me if he yelled here, I was mainly afraid that my father and stepmother would hear me. The direction he came from was to pass by my house before coming to my dormitory. I could hear his ghost screams from so far away, and my father and stepmother probably heard them too. That's what I'm most worried about, and at the moment, I can only hope that nothing unpleasant happens.
Xu Fengfan told me that he called me for two days, and the phone was turned off, and he was a little worried and didn't know what to do. And this time, he didn't want to ask Liu Wei, for fear of creating another opportunity for Liu Wei.
I smiled, what a childish ghost. If I meet Liu Wei, do I need him to give me a chance!
"Okay, so do you have anything to do with me?" I looked into the distance, under the street lamp, the four seasons turned black under the action of the light and the night. Of course, the leaves must be covered with dust. This is the case in the north, where the yellow sand is full of yellow sand in spring and summer. Autumn and winter, haze and dust. The leaves of the four seasons are always thick with dust.
"Oh, it's nothing, I just can't find you, I'm just in a bit of a hurry."
"Are you bored? For this reason, yelling in our yard in the middle of the night is really, really annoying. ”
"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm just worried."
"Do I need you to worry? If you want to worry about it, it's also Liu Wei, it's also my father and my mother, what are you? Why are you worried about me? Who do you think you are? Did you know that you're probably going to get me in a lot of trouble if you do that! ”
With that, I turned around and left.
Xu Fengfan probably didn't expect that I would be so angry. He froze there, not knowing what to do. He looked at me like this until I walked into the building and couldn't see it, and he was still standing there.
I sneaked behind the curtain and watched him stand in the empty playground in disappointment. It was a long time before he left.
I felt very sad in my heart, although I was very angry, but it was not my intention to be so fierce to him. I just want him to know that in the future, don't come back to me. There will be no connection between me and him. I gave up, I no longer wanted to use him to achieve the goal of revenge on Xu Qiuyun.
My heart is tired. I don't want to go through and participate in these troubles for anyone, anything, anymore. I just want to be quiet and go back to my peaceful life.
Just leave me alone, silently sad.
Even if there is no Liu Wei, no Xiao Ranzi, no Chen Yingjie, no one, I am still me, and no one can change me. The heart is dead like stopping water, and the heart is sad like falling flowers.
I was grieving myself by the window, and before I could finish my sigh, I heard a knock on the door.
I didn't know who it was so late, but I didn't hesitate to open the door, and my beloved father was standing at the door.
Dad walked in solemnly, sat on the chair, and asked directly, "Who is the boy who just called your name outside?" ”
My heart sank, and I couldn't hide.
"Oh, a classmate."
"What is it like to shout your name in the yard so late that others can hear it! What to look at you! If you are a female student, let a boy shout there at night, if this spreads, can your reputation be good! Say, what is your relationship with him? Isn't it the puppy love you teacher said? ”
I sighed secretly, really helpless, although Xu Fengfan was indeed chasing me, but we didn't have anything. Not to mention, it's the object of my early love. Dad asked me directly, obviously questioning. I felt very uncomfortable.
"No, Dad. He's one level below me. We are just ordinary friends, and besides, he is not in our school, so how can he be said to be the object of my early love. There was a clear hint of dissatisfaction and disdain in my tone.
"Okay, tell me, what is he looking for you so late? Don't say it's for studying, I don't believe it! "Dad's face was as cold as ice. It's a bit of a misplace, but I can't think of a better word to describe it. In short, it was a chill that flowed all around me.