Chapter 63: A Person
I was pulled down by them, and the bunny cup was snatched away, and I fell to the ground hard, and one of them, picked it up, and fell again. I curled up on the cold ground, kicked a few times, but I didn't count. Such a thing, probably not worth counting.
At the moment, I throw my self-esteem in the trash, what is that? Isn't there a saying called: Only shamelessness in the end will be invincible?
When I got up from the ground, I patted the dirt off my body. I laughed a little, but it didn't hurt. In the corner, my little bunny cup was crying silently. I picked it up, checked it, and luckily, the cup was really sturdy. It was dropped several times and it didn't break, but the lid was broken.
I picked up the lid, took it under the hose, washed the whole cup, filled it with hot water, and calmly left.
The clothes were stained with damp water stains under the water room, mixed with dust, and looked embarrassed. When I entered the classroom, it was already in class. Originally, the teacher was going to criticize me, but looking embarrassed, he didn't say anything and asked me to sit back.
Xiao Ranzi's eyes kept falling on me, and finally couldn't help but write me a note, asking me what the situation was. I didn't want him to worry, so I said that I slipped in the water room and fell.
Xiao Ranzi handed over the note again, and he asked me directly if it was Xu Qiuyun. I looked at him, and he was looking at me, and I shook my head and smiled.
Xiao Ranzi also shook his head, he still didn't believe it. I reached out and patted his arm across the aisle. Whispered, "Don't worry, it's okay." ”
Xiao Ranzi sighed helplessly and sat down.
I'm glad I still have people who care about me.
At noon, Xiao Ranzi accompanied me and never left, he was afraid that I would have something abnormal again. What happened just now, although I didn't admit that Xu Qiuyun did it, Xiao Ranzi probably decided it in his heart.
The clothes were dirty and ugly, and walking on the road to school caused a lot of onlookers. Xiao Ranzi looked at me and said very unpleasantly: "Xiaoxiao, will you be embarrassed like this?" Why don't I accompany you home to change your clothes? Anyway, there's still a lot of time at noon. ”
"No, that's all. In the past, I was always afraid of this and that, but now, I want to take this opportunity to make myself stronger. What is ugly? I don't know how many thorns will be waiting for me in the future, but if I care about dirty clothes now, what will I face more challenges in the future. Xiao Ranzi, I'm fine, don't worry. From now on, my sister is no longer a sister, and my sister wants to be a new person! ”
"Wow, Xiaoxiao, what you said seems to be a stumbling girl who has changed her ways."
"Hahaha, you hate it~ You're the girl who has lost your footing."
Xiao Ranzi smiled when he saw me, and he smiled too.
Yes, that's right, if it was before, don't say that your clothes are dirty and you are watched like this. It's just a small piece of wet clothes, and there is a mark, I can't stand it. My pathetic self-esteem is enough for me not to say go home and change my clothes, and it is possible to buy them now.
However, from now on, I can't do this anymore, I want to put away my humble self-esteem and make myself stronger, first of all, let my self-esteem no longer be humble.
Liu Wei was right, he once told me that self-esteem is not a careful care, not an untouchable vulnerability. Rather, it can be taken out to experience the trials and tribulations of wind and rain. Only after experiencing experience can you be truly powerful.
"Yo~ Who is this? How did it get dirty like this? Tut-tut, this disgusting look is just like me, dirty! A shrill voice came from beside me and Xiao Ranzi.
Turning his head, he didn't recognize. A girl with a bunch of big earrings was standing there with a few girls, looking at me with disdain.
Xiao Ranzi's face was angry, probably he was very angry. I gently took his hand and told him not to be impulsive. I remember the last time Xu Qiuyun hit me with a cup, Xiao Ranzi almost hit her. Afterwards, Xiao Ranzi told me that he didn't understand what pity and cherishing jade was. He only knows that the person he wants to protect, no matter who violates him, he will do his best to protect it, no matter who the other party is, and no matter whether the other party is male or female. He is only good to those he wills.
It's an honor that I'm that person.
But I can't let him be impulsive, after all, I will care, the other party is just a little girl who is helpless.
The people, seeing that I didn't pay attention to them, continued: "Oh, isn't this the girlfriend of the other man? It's shameless to use means to seduce others. ”
"Yes, it's a pity, how could such a handsome person fall in love with such a dirty scumbag person, who looks so ugly, and is embarrassed to go out. I'm going to grow like this, and I'm going to shame myself to death. ”
"Oh, this Liu Wei has just been gone for a few days, and he has hooked up with a handsome guy again. I said this brother, don't be deceived by her, she's dirty, bus, 10,000 people ride. ”
I stole a glance at Xiao Ranzi, and his face was so gloomy that I felt terrifying. I've never seen him like this, and his eyes are on fire. The girls who surrounded me didn't know, and they were still talking there endlessly. Actually, now that they say these things about me, I don't care anymore. Do I hear less unpleasant words? I've long learned to take it in stride.
I'm afraid that Xiao Ranzi will explode, and his fists are already squeezing hard. I gently patted his hand to soothe him.
Finally, Xiao Ranzi was no longer silent, he suppressed the anger in his heart, and whispered, "Have you finished speaking?" If that's the end of it, can we go? ”
One girl wanted to say something, but was pulled by another girl, got out of the way, and let us go.
There was a sound of ridicule behind him, and Xiao Ran gritted his teeth angrily.
"Don't be angry, I'm used to it, what's the point of saying a few words? It's okay. Don't affect our mood, we also need to be in a good mood to enjoy the lunch food, right? ”
"Xiaoxiao, you can stand it, but I can't stand it."
"Xiao Ranzi, when I was with Liu Wei, I knew that there would be a lot of criticism. After all, he is so good, and I am so ordinary. Moreover, Xu Qiuyun and Liu Wei really had a past. I hate Xu Qiuyun, and I hate her for always making trouble between me and Liu Wei. But, Xiao Ranzi, when I knew her sincerity to Liu Wei, I sympathized with her. ”
"Xiaoxiao, you are ...... Irritated? Xiao Ranzi asked me with a puzzled expression.
"Alas, you don't know, in fact, Liu Wei is inferior to Xu Qiuyun. That's why Xu Qiuyun will be haunted! She is pathetic, and even more pathetic. ”
Xiao Ranzi was a little surprised, looked at me, and seemed to be waiting for me to say something more. I smiled, everything is in the past, what else is it for? What's more, I myself am also a pawn in this past. It's just that the person who plays chess finally gives up the chess game and picks up his favorite chess pieces.
Thinking about it this way, I seem to be a little sad, too. Fortunately, Liu Wei is sincere to me. Let time dilute the past.
I smiled at Xiao Ranzi: "Let's go, it's nothing, it's all in the past, live in the present, isn't it?" We still have a lot of future to face, not to mention the past. ”
Xiao Ranzi nodded, "Okay, I'm not angry, but if there is such a thing next time, I will definitely not be able to bear it!" ”
"What then? Are you going to hit those girls? What about demeanor? Don't want it all? ”
"I won't fight, but I will scold, I can't watch you suffer such grievances and ignore it, do you know, how sad I feel?"
"Yes, thank you...... Let's go. ”