Chapter 62: Gray Cold
This day is romantic and warm. It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that I went home. On Monday, Liu Wei will be leaving, and I will be alone again, waiting for me to see each other again.
No farewell, no tears, I sat in the classroom, looking at the sky. One by one, the planes that crossed the sky, carrying my thoughts and my him, were far away from me.
Xiao Ranzi beside me looked at me silently, I don't know what he was thinking? Perhaps, like me. I am here, but my heart is empty. To him, it was as if I was absent.
"Xiao Ranzi, thank you for the fireworks. I'm sorry, forgive me for forgetting our agreement. ”
Xiao Ranzi smiled shyly, "It's okay, I haven't forgotten, if you see it, I'll be satisfied." ”
"Xiao Ranzi, I feel that I am less happy...... Just like fireworks are fleeting, my world suddenly loses its colorful light and becomes gray. ”
He didn't speak, but, nodding, following my gaze, looked at the sky together.
At the end of the evening, the weather was already very cold, and a strong wind was blowing. The cold wind stinged my face, and I wrapped my face tightly with a scarf.
Xiao Ranzi accompanied me, under the dim street lamp, and worked hard to move forward. The street lamps shine, and our shadows are short in duration, and with us, there is an eerie atmosphere in the darkness.
The occasional people around me were in a hurry, and they didn't have time to see what kind of faces the people walked by, so they rubbed shoulders like this.
In this life, I don't know how many people pass by, and I don't know how many companions are fate.
"Xiao Ranzi, do you regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"You like me."
"No, I don't regret it! Even if we don't have a future, even if everything I'm doing now is in vain, at least that's what I'm willing. I am willing to be by your side and silently guard. If one day, you don't need my presence, I'll leave alone. But you will still be in my heart, and I will become a star to protect you. ”
In the cold wind, I smiled bitterly, please forgive me for being selfish. I really can't leave your guard, I'm used to you being around, you're like my family, my loved ones, but not lovers. I'm sorry, Xiao Ranzi, I failed you in this life, if there is an afterlife, I will pay it back.
"You are Long Xiaoxiao!" In the dark, a voice suddenly came out, Xiao Ranzi and I were stunned, and we glanced at each other.
Xiao Ranzi said to the man, "What's the matter with you?" ”
The man said, "Long Xiaoxiao, someone asked me to bring you a message: be careful lately." ”
"What does that mean?" Xiao Ranzi hurriedly asked.
The man said, "I don't know, anyway, I'm entrusted by someone, and it's inconvenient for him to look for you, so you just need to be careful." With that, the man left.
Xiao Ranzi and I looked at each other, "Xu Qiuyun is going to do something again?" ”
"I don't know, no matter her, anyway, the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, take one step at a time, I don't believe it, can she Xu Qiuyun kill me?"
"I don't think that's enough, but there must be no good fruit for you to eat, Queen Mother, hehe, or I'll eat your fruit for you?"
"Okay, don't be poor, go home quickly, it's so cold tonight."
With that, Xiao Ranzi and I continued to move forward in the darkness again. The remaining part of the road, in the past, only took ten minutes, but tonight, it felt unusually far away, and I couldn't walk at the end.
I said I wasn't worried, it was fake, but in fact, in my heart, I was still very scared. But what's the use of being afraid? It's not like you have to rush up.
It would be nice if Liu Wei was here.
Unfortunately, when he asked me yesterday if there was anything wrong, I said fine. I didn't want him to go with uneasiness. That's it, I have to rely on me Long Xiaoxiao myself and fight for myself once.
Growing up, I was either bullied or protected by others, and I was never brave. This time, I'm going to fight for myself.
At the gate of the dry courtyard, I said goodbye to Xiao Ranzi, and he said that he would come to pick me up early, but I refused. If there's danger, leave me alone. Xu Qiuyun, this time, I will never admit defeat.
The morning wind was not as bitter as last night, but it was still cold. I wrapped my coat and put my scarf over my mouth and nose. Pedestrians on the road are in a hurry, and it is the rush hour for work and school.
This morning, I didn't even bother to eat breakfast, and at the moment, my stomach was a little hungry. But it's almost late, and I can't afford to delay too long. Passing by a breakfast shop, I bought a flatbread cabbage and soy milk, and ate it while walking.
It's cold and it's not suitable for eating outside. The cold air would enter my mouth with the food and pour into my stomach and intestines, making me feel uncomfortable for a while. But it can't be helped, who made me wake up late this morning.
In a hurry, I finally entered the classroom before the bell rang. However, I am absent-minded, I don't know if I was affected by the person I met last night, or if I didn't eat well early, and I didn't feel well all morning.
This is the end of the third class, and the next class will end the morning class and be able to take a break.
Chilling all over, I walked to the water room and wanted to get a cup of hot water to warm up.
The little rabbit cup that Liu Wei gave me has now become my concern for me, and I can't help but smile when I look at this cute little cup.
The water room was empty, and as soon as I walked in, I heard footsteps behind me.
I didn't care, I just scalded the rabbit with boiling water.
The person in the back walked up to me and started washing her cup as well. I kept my head down, not paying attention to the person next to me. I picked up the water and was about to leave, when suddenly someone behind me pushed me. I didn't pay attention, trying to hold on to something. This is an instinctive reaction in times of crisis, and I grabbed the arm of the person next to me so that I didn't fall. But the person next to me was dragged by me and almost collapsed.
I hurriedly said to her, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”
Who knows, as soon as she stood firm, she slapped her. It was so sudden that I didn't hide fast enough and was hit in the shoulder by her.
I felt guilty, so I didn't bother with her. He also said very kindly: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to, don't be so angry, okay." ”
"you, you knocked me down, isn't it fair that I want to push you down too!"
I said to myself: Isn't this looking for trouble? What nitpicking! But I can't do this on the surface, I have to endure my displeasure, after all, I can't help it in the first place.
"Okay, then you can push me down." I lost the smile on my face and looked at the girl who was a little taller than me across from me. Her appearance seems familiar, where have I seen it?
The girl gave me an unceremonious nudge, and I took a few steps back without falling.
"Alright, can I go?"
"No, how can you walk without falling." As she spoke, she came over and grabbed my clothes and pulled me to the ground. The two girls standing next to them also began to help.
At this moment, I realized that they did it on purpose.
Looking at this girl, I finally remembered that the last time I had a conflict with Xu Qiuyun, it was her, and finally helped Xu Qiuyun away.
I sneered in my heart, this is Xu Qiuyun's means.
Okay, I can't beat it, but as long as I don't die, I won't admit defeat.