Xiaoxiao, you know what? When I came today, I bought you something, you see. As he spoke, he pulled out a piece of my favorite strawberry cake from his bag.

This cake is very expensive for me, more than twenty and one small pieces. I remember when I was not familiar with Liu Wei, he bought it for me, it seems that Zou Honggang brought it to me. By the way, it seems that this is when I was threatened by someone. I can't remember clearly, lately, my memory seems to be very poor, and many memories of the past have become blurry. Sometimes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, that soon, I'll forget about something and forget it like it never happened.

I don't want that, I want to remember everything, I don't want to forget anything. Maybe I haven't been sleeping well lately, so my memory has become very poor.

I took the cake in Xu Fengfan's hand, looked at him and smiled: "In the future, don't go out of your way to buy it for me, it's not worth it to run so far on such a cold day." "This cake is made in a specialty store, and if you want to buy this cake, you have to go to the city, so I'm sure he didn't go to the evening self-study.

"Ah, Xiaoxiao, are you doing this because you care about me? I'm so impressed, it doesn't matter, as long as you like it, I'm willing to run as far as I want. ”

"Do you know that your innocence can hurt you?" Looking at his sincerity, my compassion is ready to move again.

"Am I simple? I don't think so. Xiaoxiao, if you like it, it's too cold outside, you can take it home and eat it. Let's go. With a smile on his face, he took my arm and walked briskly. It seems that this cold did not affect him in any way. And I, on the other hand, was frozen into an immobile popsicle by such cold.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you so slow? Are you reluctant to give me? So deliberately slow? I laughed, he was always so narcissistic and optimistic. Who used to be, how could it not be like this? But now, I've really become the person I hate.

"Sail, do you want to grow up?"

"I think, when I grow up and become an adult, I can fall in love openly, and I won't be called precocious love. Although we were both seventeen years old, we were still underage children in the eyes of adults. Falling in love is something they can't bear. ”

"You're right." In the eyes of adults, at such an age, they can only be children who study obediently. However, even so, the good child also wants a love in his heart.

Calf love? In fact, it has nothing to do with the quality of learning! It's just that there is a lack of love, and in the budding of adolescence, I want to find an arm that can warm me. It's not really what you want, maybe it's just a kind of compensation for the lack of love in life.

Xu Fengfan, since you want to grow up, then, I wish you a helping hand. You are so simple now, and you are still in the same state of mind as a child. How is it different from who I used to be? But look, what am I like now? I feel like I'm so bad! Become a, treacherous, insidious, pathetic poor man. But who is to blame for all this? It's all thanks to Xu Qiuyun.

Xu Fengfan, if one day, you know that I am so indifferent and ruthless to you, and I am so ruthless in my use of you, can you still be so happy? I'm sorry, but I'm selfish. And you also need such setbacks in order to grow faster and better.

"Okay, I'm home, thank you for sending me back." Under the big tree at the gate of the courtyard, I wanted to say goodbye to him.

"Huh? So fast? Your home is so close! ”

"Actually, it's not close, it's just that we talked all the way, and you think time flies. On weekdays, I walk alone in such darkness, and I always feel that I have walked for a century. "I'm not lying, that's how I really feel. Without Xiao Ranzi to accompany me, I was alone and lonely on this road.

Originally, I just casually talked about my feelings, but unexpectedly, Xu Fengfan suddenly looked at me with teary eyes and said to me: "Xiaoxiao, what you said is so pitiful, in the future, if I can often come to accompany you for self-study at night, I will definitely come." ”

"No, no, it will delay your class, really don't." This sentence is my sincere advice, and at this moment, I was somewhat moved by his sincerity.

"No, Xiaoxiao, I can't watch you be so sad, it's not safe to go home alone, a girl. You don't have to worry, I'm studying well, I retook the high school entrance examination before not because I didn't study well, but because I overslept in the exam and was more than an hour late, so I ......"

"Huh? How can you still do such nonsense! ”

"Hey...... Xiaoxiao, don't laugh at me. ”

It turned out that the night before Xu Fengfan's exam, the revision was too late, and the next morning, his parents were busy with business. Only set an alarm clock for him, and no one was around to urge him. So, he slept until nine o'clock in the morning. Although he was in a panic and rushed to the examination room without brushing his teeth, he forgot to bring the admission ticket, so when he came with the admission ticket, the exam was almost over. Therefore, this student, who is not bad at studying, needs to repeat his studies for a year because of this very bloody reason.

"Why are you so cute?"

"Xiaoxiao, aren't you laughing at me?"

"Of course not, I think you're cute, how can you lose your exam opportunity like this. I thought that such people only existed in the news. What did you think at the time? Disappointed? Angry? ”

"No, I thought at the time, I knew earlier, I just didn't run around, and my brother didn't even eat breakfast."

"Hahaha, you're so funny, is this true?"

"Hmm." He nodded earnestly and mumbled. This should be what he really thinks, and this is really an optimistic person. It's no wonder that what I say is always misinterpreted by him.

That's fine, when I have a showdown with him one day, he won't be too upset, and he can quickly comfort himself. Well, yes, it must be. Well, I don't have to worry too much......

I don't know if I'm thinking this way, for him, or for myself? Do you think he can comfort himself, or can he comfort me? Find me a reason to reduce my guilt.

"Okay, it's late, you go back, if it's late, you won't be safe, and I'll be worried."

He smiled, said goodnight to me, turned around, and disappeared into the darkness of the night.

The cold wind blew my hair coldly, and I shivered, and wrapped my scarf a little tighter. The little warm treasure that Liu Wei gave me was lying quietly in the schoolbag, and it had become cold.