Although Xu Fengfan advanced a week's meal money in advance, he said that he was not coming because of something. But in fact, this week, he only had two days without coming.

For this matter, I think I can be completely proud, after all, Xu Qiuyun's temperament is not light.

Without Xiao Ranzi by my side, no matter how happy I am in my heart, there is no one to share. And Chen Yingjie shouldn't like this kind of thing.

I was blowing in the cold wind and feeling the musty smell in the air. I don't know where this taste comes from, anyway, in a moment, it appears in my palate.

Looking back at Xiao Ranzi's former seat, the familiar place is already a different person.

My reputation at school is probably too bad to be bad. There is no need for Xu Qiuyun to spread rumors, I have now given myself a lot of unpleasant prefixes.

"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you lately?" Li Jie, who hadn't chatted with me for a long time, sat next to me during the evening self-study. She looked at me quietly, and I watched her closely.

Today's Li Jie no longer seems to be like before, there is always a hatred in her eyes, and she has become much softer. Probably, this is the power of love. Beautiful love will make people's hearts soft.

And hatred will make people's hearts as hard as stones. I sneered, probably I was blinded by hatred.

"No, I'm fine." I looked at Li Jie and didn't want to say anything. It's not because I don't trust her, or that our relationship is no longer best friends. It's that I don't want to say anything to anyone now. I changed back to the silent me, the cold me.

"Xiaoxiao, I know about you and Xu Qiuyun's younger brother." Li Jie looked at me, and she paused, as if observing my reaction. I hummed, sort of an answer.

She continued: "Xiaoxiao, I actually know, you don't mean it to him, right? I know you well, but I don't understand why you're the way you are! Is it to get revenge on Liu Wei for leaving you? Or is there something else that I don't know about and you can't let go? ”

I looked at the happy little woman who was now at peace, smiled, and shook my head. My mood, happy her, will not understand.

"Xiaoxiao, I know you, you tell me, what is it that makes you what you are now. Once again, you were so kind and so forgiving. Even if I was so shameless to you, you never blamed me. But why did you do this to that boy? Is it just to take revenge on Xu Qiuyun? ”

Listening to Li Jie's heartfelt words, I nodded, "Yes, just to take revenge on her, you're right." ”

"Xiaoxiao, aren't all those entanglements between you and her in the past? Why did you suddenly want to take revenge on her after being calm for so long? ”

"Li Jie, thank you for caring about me so much, I know, you want to persuade me, you are for my good, but I have my own ideas."

"Xiaoxiao, you ...... like this In the end, I'm afraid it's not just Xu Qiuyun who will hurt, but also you and her brother. I don't know what happened to you and Liu Wei, but if you still have a connection with Liu Wei, you will still hurt him like this, do you understand? Xiaoxiao, I'm an example. Fortunately, in the end, Wang Feng chose to forgive me, which is my luck, and I began to change myself. So, Xiaoxiao, for such a thing, I really use myself as an example for you, don't make the mistakes I once made. ”

I nodded, why don't I understand this truth? However, who can understand the unwillingness in my heart? Because of me, Xiao Ranzi didn't even have her life, and Xu Qiuyun didn't get a trace of punishment, how could I just let her go in my heart?

I didn't have a chance before, but now, the opportunity to come to my door automatically, why should I let it go! I'm going to do it even if I hurt everyone!

"I know, Li Jie, there are some things that you don't understand, and I can't say it. So, I don't want to change my decision. Thank you......" Xiao Ranzi's matter, except for me and Yang Yang, there are probably not many people in the entire school who know about it. This matter was completely suppressed. The head teacher didn't let me say it, I wanted to say it before, but no one cared about Xiao Ranzi's departure. Now, I don't want to say it, just let me silently let out this evil breath for Xiao Ranzi.

Li Jie sighed helplessly, "Alas, Xiaoxiao, since that's the case, then okay." I don't need to say any more, I hope you don't get hurt. ”

"Well, I will." If, one day, I am really hurt, or I hurt everyone, it is also my life, and I can't escape it. I remember reading a fortune-telling book a long time ago, which said that I am a lonely star, and no one who is with me will have a good result. So, in that case, what can't be avoided, let it come sooner.

Li Jie wanted to say something, but I told her that I was going to do my homework, so she walked back to her seat with some disappointment, and talked to Wang Feng, probably talking about me.

It is estimated that the current Wang Feng should be extremely disappointed in me. I'm no longer the person he thinks he is, and I don't even know myself. Perhaps, he is still glad at the moment, fortunately I did not agree to the way to school, his confession to me. I don't care, I don't care. If I had been with him, none of this would have happened. Xiao Ranzi will not leave.

Time cannot be turned back, and all the choices made in life cannot be changed. A small choice, sometimes, will change everything in the future. But whenever you stand at the intersection of your choice, who knows where the road you want to take will lead......

At night, it's cold. I was alone, walking on the way home. Looking at the dry trees around you, you retreat from the side one by one. Look at the starless night sky, dark like a huge black satin, covering the whole sky. A crescent moon that is not obvious, faintly emitting a faint halo in the faint glow.

"Hey." Suddenly, I was slapped on the shoulder by a guy and yelled.

I was shocked, but I didn't show anything. There was no shouting, no surprise, just in the dark night, I frowned slightly, and when I saw the familiar person in front of me, my brows immediately expanded.

"Why are you here?"

"Yes, tonight we are late for self-study and early after school, I looked at the time, I can almost accompany you home, so I came in a hurry."

Looking at Xu Fengfan's happy appearance and listening to the lies in his mouth, I clearly knew that he had skipped the evening self-study or asked for leave, but I still said: "Oh, you are so good, thank you, I am very scared alone, I am not afraid when you come." ”

Xu Fengfan seemed to be satisfied with my answer, and he got my affirmation, and the smile on his face became bright.

And I, too, smiled hypocritically at him......