That night, Yang Yang, at my request, went to Xiao Ranzi's house to inquire about the situation, but the door was closed. Yang Yang found that there was no one at home for two days in a row, and he felt a little strange in his heart, just in time for me to tell him those worries. So, he went to Xiao Ranzi's relative's house the next day, it was Xiao Ranzi's sister-in-law, Yang Yang often went to his sister-in-law's house with Xiao Ranzi to mingle, so he was more familiar.

On the first day, there was no one at Xiao Ranzi's sister-in-law's house. So, Yang Yang went again. Later, I met Xiao Ranzi's sister-in-law downstairs who was about to go home.

Yang Yang asked his sister-in-law why Xiao Ran hadn't been to school for a few days, and his sister-in-law said that she was in the hospital. As he spoke, tears came out. Yang Yang thought that Xiao Ranzi's heart attack had occurred again, so he asked his sister-in-law where he was hospitalized, and he was going to take me to see it. As a result, his sister-in-law cried, and Yang Yang saw that something was wrong. pulled his sister-in-law to ask about the situation, and as a result, he learned that Xiao Ranzi was no longer there.

Yang Yang asked why at that time, his sister-in-law shook her head, sighed, and said to Yang Yang: The case has been reported, it is not a natural death, and it is now under investigation.

Yang Yang was stunned, remembering what I told him, and felt that it must have something to do with the group that fought that night.

"Xiaolong, I think what Yang Yang said is right, it must have something to do with the people that night, if so, it must be inseparable from Xu Qiuyun. She was the initiator of this matter. However, after we separated from Xiao Ran that day, what happened to him? ”

I shook my head vigorously and cried. While listening to Yang Yang, he wiped his tears.

My little Ranzi, how can you just leave like this? If it was really because of what happened that night, how guilty should I be in my life? I can't even forgive myself in this life!

At this moment, in the classroom, some students began to come back from eating one after another, and it was still very cold outdoors in winter, after all, and everyone was reluctant to stay outside.

Chen Yingjie sighed and said to me: "Xiaolong, don't cry, it's better not to let others know about this matter first, if you keep crying like this, it will always make people suspicious." Let's go eat too, and we'll take care of ourselves anyway. ”

I shook my head, "If you don't eat, you can't eat, how can I eat?" Go ahead. ”

"Xiaolong, if Xiao Ranzi really sacrificed himself for you, then are you worthy of him if you torture yourself like this now?" Chen Yingjie changed his old giggling and said to me very, very seriously and harshly.

I was so shocked by his seriousness that I stood up obediently, followed him, and walked out of the classroom.

"Let's go, I'm going to eat, I'll please." Chen Yingjie yelled at Yang Yang, who was in a daze, and Yang Yang also followed.

In such a mood, where to eat. The heart is all on Xiao Ranzi's affairs.

I hate myself, it's all my selfishness, it's all my stubbornness, so that Xiao Ranzi will leave us. I know that I don't have the ability to compete with Xu Qiuyun, but I still have to do that, I really regret not being at the beginning.

I knew this was the case, why should I care about that string of things, just give it to her, it's nothing if the things are gone, and now Xiao Ranzi is so unclear, because of my selfishness and lost my life, the mistakes I made can't be made up for in this life.

Alas~ I'm afraid, my life will also be spent in guilt for the rest of my life.

The sky is starting to darken, signaling a heavy snowfall is coming.

I was silently alone, looking at the sky and interacting with the people around me. I want to go back to the old days, when I was happy with Xiao Ranzi and I was at the next table.

At that time, we were really carefree and laughed every day. The simplicity and beauty at that time were the spoiling that others couldn't give me.

Xiao Ranzi, are you watching me from the sky? I remember you said that even if you weren't with me, you would become a star and protect me in the sky, wouldn't you?

Xiao Ranzi, you are good to me, I will never forget it in this life.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for the sky to begin to drift with snowflakes, crystal clear, one by one. I looked at the goose-feathered snow in the sky, and my mind was full of Xiao Ranzi's soft singing.

If I had known that there would be such a result, I would have recorded the moment when Xiao Ranzi sang. People's memories will slowly become unclear with the passage of time, and I am afraid that one day in the future, I will no longer remember Xiao Ranzi's singing.

Stretched out his hand to catch a piece, the last time, I chatted with Xiao Ranzi watching the snow, but I was still punished by the teacher. I'd love to do it again if I could.

The snowflakes in the palm of the hand turned into a crystal droplet, very small. But I seemed to see Xiao Ranzi's shy smile and slightly red face through this drop of water. Tears fell silently again.

Yes, that's right, I'm the horrible fanged monster in my dreams. The scene of me brutally pinching the owl to death appeared in front of me, and the bloody clothes hanging on the dead branches next to me were all the lives that I had mutilated! My sister's car accident is like this, Xiao Ranzi's life is like this, I am an out-and-out executioner.

People like me will only bring disaster to the people around me.

The class bell rang, and the students walked into the classroom, but I didn't want to go in, I wanted to stand here, there are memories of me and Xiao Ranzi. Here he told me his story. Here he said a lot to me. Here I saw tears in his eyes. Here, I can catch snowflakes with my hands. What he likes, he says he likes. I like it too, but now, no one accompanies me to enjoy it. No one understands me anymore, how to love snowflakes......

Xiao Ranzi, I raised my head towards the sky, can the tears stop flowing down?

Xiao Ranzi, my heart hurts, you know? If you look at me from the sky, do you know that my heart hurts? You left me without even saying hello? What about you and my reservation? I can't forget, I'll never let go!

"Long Xiaoxiao, what are you still doing in the corridor? Classes are in place. "When the teacher came into the classroom, he probably saw me standing there and said something to me.

If it was normal, I would have gone in obediently. But today, I don't want to! I don't want to! I'm going to stand here and watch the snowflakes fall, facing the cold wind to wake myself up. I ignored the teacher's call, only glanced at him superficially, then turned my head to look at the gray sky.

"Long Xiaoxiao, didn't I hear what I said?" The teacher's somewhat angry tone actually gave birth to a trace of happiness in my heart.

This time, I didn't even look at him.

"Long Xiaoxiao, did you hear that? What's going on now? Is it so rude? You're ...... like that again."

I don't want to hear it, it's really annoying. Without waiting for the teacher to finish, I said to him, "Whatever you want, I just don't go in, I don't want to go to class, I don't want to listen to such useless rambling, you can do whatever you like." ”

The teacher looked at me stunned, probably not expecting that I would be such a person. A person who is usually very obedient and well-behaved, now he is also starting to rebel!

I looked at the teacher's stunned look and a smile appeared on my face. Turning around, I walked to the other side of the corridor, and behind me, the teacher's voice came: "Is this kid pumping his brain?" How so! ”

I smiled, tears raging in the corners of my eyes.