A person, sitting under the luan tree. The leaves on the trees were gone, and the dry branches were swaying and creaking in the wind. I've seen this scene countless times. Although, I will feel lost in my heart, but it is not as desolate as it is now.

Tears seemed to be frozen in the cold air. I couldn't find any traces of tears, and maybe it really worked.

"Long Xiaoxiao, what are you doing sitting here without class?" The head of the age group was watching me from a short distance, holding a stack of materials or something like that.

Alas~ I want to find a quiet and quiet place, why is it so difficult!

I lowered my head, stood up, turned around, and walked towards the school gate.

"Long Xiaoxiao? Don't you have a lesson in this class? Where are you going? Is something going on? "The head of the age group, standing behind me, with a somewhat concerned tone, is completely different from the substitute teacher just now, which makes me feel a lot warmer in my heart.

I turned around, smiled at the age leader, waved my hand, and left.

She is an English teacher in her 40s, and she is usually very kind to people, but unfortunately she is a teacher who teaches key classes and does not teach ordinary classes like ours. Otherwise, maybe my English will be better because of her.

The head of the group was very busy, and when he saw that I didn't pay attention to her, he left.

The school gate is closed, and I want to go out, but the gatekeeper said: Without the teacher's exit permit, you can't open the door casually.

I had to go to the playground, where there were two classes doing PE class.

I sat on the very small, low parallel bars, watching my classmates in the distance, listening to the sound of snow falling. That's my heartbeat, it's Xiao Ranzi's heartbeat.

I sat like this until I got out of school and Chen Yingjie found me.

"Xiaolong, why are you here? Do you know that your homeroom teacher is crazy looking for you? They've all found me! ”

I looked up at him, yes, from now on, it will never be Xiao Ranzi who will come to me again. Xiao Ranzi must not be like Chen Yingjie, he must be very gentle sitting next to me, just like that, quietly, with me.

"Huh? Xiao Ranzi, why are you here? You're not ......" I suddenly saw Xiao Ranzi smiling at me, and he was standing next to Chen Yingjie. He didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled. His smile was still so shy, so cute.

"Little Dragon, what did you say? Don't scare me. ”

"Xiao Ranzi, you speak, I haven't seen you in this palace for a few days, Xiao Ranzi, come and say hello to this palace." I also smiled, the corners of my mouth raised, and I spoke to Xiao Ranzi with a gentleness that I almost never had before, for fear of scaring him away.

However, Xiao Ranzi still ignored me and just smiled there.

"Xiao Ranzi, this palace misses you, do you know? This palace misses you, without you, no one will call the queen mother of the mourning family anymore. No one is willing to hold the arm of the mourning family anymore and let the mourning family walk slowly and carefully in the snow. Xiao Ranzi, you didn't even say goodbye to the mourning family that night, and left. I haven't seen you for so long, do you know how anxious the mourning family is? ”

"Little Dragon? Xiaolong ......" Chen Yingjie walked over and pulled my sleeve, "Xiaolong, don't be like this, you will be sad like Xiao Ran." ”

I raised my head and glared at him: "You go away, you are blocking my little Ranzi." ”

I turned my head and said to Xiao Ranzi, who was still smiling, "Aren't you going to sign up to learn taekwondo?" Did you find the place Chen Yingjie said? If you sign up, you can go with Chen Yingjie in the future, have a companion, it's good, not alone, right? Just like me, now there is no one to accompany me, how lonely! ”

Xiao Ranzi smiled and shook his head.

"You didn't sign up? How can that be? In the future, who will be there for me to protect me? If you're like this, this palace is going to criticize you! You ......"

Before I finished speaking, Chen Yingjie grabbed my shoulder and yelled at me: "Xiaolong, don't do this, it's not your fault, don't torture yourself like this!" ”

When I heard Chen Yingjie's words, the fire didn't hit one place: "You go away, why is it not my fault?" Tell me, whose fault is that? Did Xiao Ranzi find it herself? Or are you? Is that you? Is it your fault? Well! ”

"Xiaolong, this is an accident, it's an accident, none of us thought that such a thing would happen!"

"Accidents? But this was originally my business, why didn't the accident come to me? Why are you looking for Xiao Ranzi? Do you know how good he is to me! How important he is to me! Why do you say it's not my fault? Then tell me who it is right now? Whose fault is it! ”

"Xiaolong, it's all Xu Qiuyun's fault! It was she who hurt Xiao Ranzi and you. Look at you like you are now, if you don't quickly come out of self-blame and guilt, what are you going to do to cheer you up? Do you still want to take the college entrance examination? ”

"No, I don't! Xiao Ranzi can't take the college entrance examination even if she studies so well, what else do I want to do? Do you know? His results can be the first in the class, or even the top five in the whole grade! It's not worse than you. However, because of me, he can't take the college entrance examination, what else can I take the exam? No, I don't! ”

"Little Dragon, you can't do this! Think about your dad, your mom, they all have such high expectations of you, how can you give up just because of that? Besides, doesn't Xiao Ranzi also want you to study well? Isn't he still afraid that you won't be able to pass the test, so he'll help you? If you give up on yourself because of this, do you think you are worthy of your parents and your parents, and worthy of Xiao Ranzi's help to you before? ”

I was silent, yes, yes. Although Xiao Ranzi helped me write my homework and take exams for me, he really wanted me to study well and help me with tutoring. It's a pity that my dependence is too strong, and with him, I don't want to study seriously anymore. I failed Xiao Ranzi, I should study hard and get a good score in the exam, so that he can be pleased.

I looked at Xiao Ranzi standing and smiled and asked him, "You also want me to have a good score on my own, right?" ”

He smiled and nodded slightly.

"But, Xiao Ranzi, if you're not there, who will tutor me? My course pulls down so much, what should I do without you? You're back, okay? "I looked at him expectantly, hoping he would give me a response. But no. He shook his head, raised his hand, pointed at Chen Yingjie, and winked at me.

"I don't, I don't want anyone else, I just want you, Xiao Ranzi, you come back, this time, this palace must not be playful. Liu Wei has already gone abroad, and no one will influence you to tutor me anymore, okay? When you come back, this palace misses you......" As she spoke, the tears in the corners of my eyes crossed my cheeks again and fell on the cold ground, and soon after, they would freeze into a drop of Xiaoice crystal, leaving my pain inside.

It was almost dark, and the snow was getting heavier.

"Xiaolong, let's go, your homeroom teacher is still looking for you!"

"Just look for it, what's the matter with me? If she wants to find me, am I going to go? Why should I listen to her? I don't go, I just want to accompany Xiao Ranzi here. ”

"Xiaolong, do you think I'm not sad? I'm sad too! But we can't do that, you know? You also have your own responsibilities and your own things to do! ”

"I don't understand, I just want Xiao Ranzi to come back now." I cried at Chen Yingjie.

"Xiaolong, look, Xiao Ranzi, he is looking at you, he is crying, he is sad...... He's so nice to you, not to make you sad. Let's go, ......."

I glanced at Xiao Ranzi, he smiled and nodded at me, as if telling me that what Chen Yingjie said was right, let me follow him.