Chapter 19: I Really Want to Escape
When he got up the next day, Liu Wei's breakfast that he had already prepared was actually lunch.
This is made by him himself, and when eating, Liu Wei said that these dishes were originally wanted to be made for me to eat yesterday, but who knows, I left angrily. That's right, it's used today.
He didn't say this, I'm fine, but as soon as he said this, I couldn't get angry!
"Are you embarrassed? Why am I angry? It's not you yet! Besides, I left angrily, but you still didn't chase me, didn't coax me, didn't stop me? Still dislike me? What do you want? ”
"Good ...... Xiaoxiao, you are so angry with Liu Wei, I can't imagine it. ”
"There's so much more you can't think of! Hmph, are you afraid, do you dare to chase me? "I was provoking Xu Fengfan, and I was also knocking on Liu Wei.
"I'm not afraid, I'm envious."
"You, pervert."
I sat down and ignored him, and he smiled and flattered me. Liu Wei couldn't stand it on the side, and said to us: "Hurry up and eat, I'll send you back after eating." ”
"Liu Wei, do you know that he is Xu Qiuyun's younger brother?"
"Yes."
"Oh......"
Three people, at the same time, were silent. It seems that the name Xu Qiuyun has become a topic terminator.
After eating, Liu Wei personally drove us home. He said that he had something to do today, so let Xu Fengfan get out of the car first, Xu Fengfan didn't want to leave, and wanted to send me first. But at Liu Wei's strong request, he had no choice but to get out of the car.
Liu Wei and I were the only ones left in the car, and Liu Wei parked the car in a parking space on the side of the road.
"Xiaoxiao, yesterday, I'm sorry, it's not that I didn't chase you, but, I was thinking about what to do about this matter in my head, so I was in a trance."
"Hmm." I don't want to express any opinion on his explanations, but every time, he has a good reason. Those reasons, you say they make sense, but when I listen to them, I always feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. , but you have to say that it doesn't make sense, but you can have a reasonable explanation. Simply, I won't speak.
"Xiaoxiao, actually, I was looking for Xu Qiuyun to ask about Ran Xinxing."
Well...... He got it.
"Xiaoxiao, don't blame me, I know that this matter has something to do with Xu Qiuyun, and I also know that she is looking for trouble with you. Before, I trusted her too much and thought that her promise to me could be fulfilled. So, this time, I won't trust her again. ”
I'm very unhappy, even if that's the case, there's no need for Liu Wei to go to Xu Qiuyun by himself.
"Can I tell us what I think?"
"You say."
"I think, forget it, if you keep entangled with Xu Qiuyun like this, no matter what the reason, I will be tired. Why don't you forget it......"
Liu Wei looked at me stunned for two minutes before he spoke: "Xiaoxiao, you say...... What's the matter? ”
I could hear that when he said this, his heart was bottomless, and there was a kind of emptiness in his voice.
I sighed: "Alas~ Or, you just forget it, no matter what grievances you have, forget it, don't contact her again for any reason in the future." If you can't do it, then forget it with me......"
"Xiaoxiao......" Liu Wei called out my name softly, his eyes flickered, and he seemed a little excited.
My mood was as calm as windless water. For so long, I have experienced and endured so much alone, and before I know it, my heart is tired......
"Liu Wei, Xu Qiuyun told me that she had your child, whether it's true or not, I don't want to worry about it. I think now that either you're going to cut off all contact with her, or you're going to cut it off with me. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to watch you anymore, whether it's endless grievances or ambiguities. ”
"Xiaoxiao...... I'll send you home first. After Liu Wei finished speaking, he drove the car in the direction of my house.
Tears quietly flowed down the corners of his eyes, and he didn't even agree to my request. He really couldn't give up Xu Qiuyun in his heart......
My heart hurt like a knife, the kind of pain I could really feel. His hand pressed lightly against his chest, hoping to alleviate the pain.
Liu Wei had been concentrating on driving, and when I was almost home, I silently wiped away my tears.
When I got out of the car, Liu Wei said to me, "Xiaoxiao, can you go home first?" I'm going to be busy in the afternoon, so I'll come back to you when I'm done, okay? ”
I looked at him, smiled slightly, turned around, and tears immediately dripped from my eyes.
This time I turned around, and I felt that my heart was completely cold, painful, and dead. It turned out that in his heart, there was really Xu Qiuyun. No wonder, there are always endless reasons to entangle with her, this is really just the reason and excuse that Liu Wei made for himself.
Maybe in Liu Wei's heart, he likes two people at the same time. It's just that the degree of liking is different. He probably likes me more, but at the same time, he can't let go of Xu Qiuyun.
Is this my sorrow, or Liu Wei's sorrow, or Xu Qiuyun's sorrow......
Liu Wei didn't explain my question, did Xu Qiuyun really have his children? If this is true...... Well, I feel like I'm stupid.
What I didn't regret before, at this moment, I regret it!
It turns out that it is not easy to understand a person. Even if he says he is genuinely true to me, he will not fully open his heart to me. For me, there is still something to hide.
The people I used to care about so much, it made me so sad and disappointed......
For such a person, I lost my money, I hate it so much!
If Liu Wei had decisively broken off with Xu Qiuyun from the beginning, then Xu Qiuyun would not have been so always holding on to expectations. It's all Liu Wei's fault, he is the real bad guy.
From now on, I don't have any affection for him, and I'm going to let myself forget about him.
Xiao Ranzi, if you know such a result, will you still speak for Liu Wei as you did at the beginning? Xiao Ranzi, do you think the two of us are ridiculous?
Yes, we are the stupidest people! Believe in a person who looks reliable, but is actually a scumbag at all.
The courtyard of the cadre academy was deserted. On the busy road on weekdays, there is no one. My face, blown by the cold wind, was torn by tears.
Why? Why is that?
Back in my dorm, I wiped away my tears and began to pack my clothes. I think I'd better get out of here and go to my mother's place to be quiet.
Leaving this place that makes me sad will forget such troubles.
I picked up my phone and called my dad.
I hope my father will readily agree to let me go to my mother's for the New Year, so that I can run away quickly. But I didn't expect that this time, my father refused. He told me that it was the man's home, and that if I went there, it would only be a superfluous person. They accept mom, more than it means that they will fully accommodate me. And my appearance will undoubtedly bring trouble to the other party. Let me go, it's just my mother's wishful thinking.
I sighed, it turned out that escaping was not an easy task either.