No wonder during the Chinese New Year, Zou Honggang didn't come back, probably because he broke up with Yuan Xiaorong, and he didn't think it was interesting to come back.

Yuan Xiaorong said that she and Zou Honggang did not say that they broke up, just like when they were together, no one said that they started, and everyone tacitly agreed. So calm, so natural.

Maybe sometimes, things that I can't understand will eventually become reasonable. Just like I used to be unable to understand why Li Jie wanted to get married, just like I used to be unable to understand why Liu Wei felt that his thoughts were dirty in the face of me, just like I used to be unable to understand why Xu Qiuyun was such a person. All of these things, after the baptism of time, have all become reasonable existences.

sent Yuan Xiaorong away, I think that in life, all the people who should say goodbye have said goodbye, and I can leave steadily. In this city, there is no excessive nostalgia. At this moment, I realized that Xiao Ranzi's status in my heart is really important. Maybe it's because he's gone, people are like this, and what they can't have will be even more precious.

The night before I left, my father came to the dormitory and said a lot of words to me with tears in his eyes. At this moment, I felt that my father really loved me as a daughter. It's a pity that he doesn't know how to love, in his eyes, grasping learning is the expression of love.

I didn't cry, it seems that I am much stronger now than before.

Dad was gone, and I was alone in the dorm, looking at this room where I had lived for a few years. The walls, some gray. It's not the same bright and white as when I first moved in. At that time, the freshly painted walls still had a fresh natural lime smell. On the two empty beds opposite, there were no more two sisters.

And I, too, will be gone.

The lights on the roof were alone in the old light. It's bright, but it's lonely.

I smiled, said goodbye to the house, turned off the lights, and went to sleep.

In the morning, wake up very early.

The bird's call today is particularly positive, much more lively than usual, and I woke up in the call of the bird. Lying on the bed, I want to look out the window, ah, I can't see it, the curtains are still blocked.

Get up, open the curtains, and a breath of fresh air rushes in front of you. The wind in the morning is not too hot. There was a faint coolness that made me feel very comfortable.

Today, I'm leaving here, and everything here will become memories and be hidden in my heart. I don't know what kind of mood it will be like to come back again in the future.

For breakfast, I want to eat too much, the fragrant and crispy meat shortbread at the door, the particularly delicious oil cake side dishes in the yard, the Hu spicy soup fried buns at the intersection, and so on...... All of this, my favorite breakfast, will leave me. This morning, I should have eaten hard.

However, the stomach is limited, and the eyes are big and the belly is small. was worried, Chen Yingjie's head appeared outside the window. He reached out, and several large bags shook it. I laughed, this guy still understands me.

I quickly changed my clothes and let him in, and the table was filled with all kinds of breakfasts that I liked, and I had everything I wanted.

"Yingjie, I can't finish eating after buying so much." I smiled and picked up a piece of meat shortbread, which was very intimate, it was actually cut into pieces, as usual, a whole round cake.

Drinking a sip of rich spicy soup, such a life is simply too satisfying.

"It's okay, I can't finish eating, with me, I'll eat with you." Chen Yingjie said, also picked up a piece of meat shortbread, looked at me and smiled, eating.

This is probably the last time we'll have dinner together. The two of us were happily eating while talking about the last thing we wanted to say to each other.

Before we knew it, we were about to eat up a lot of things on the table.

I touched my round belly and said to him with a smile, "I, I can't eat anymore, I'm afraid I won't have to eat breakfast for a long time." ”

Chen Yingjie also smiled: "Yes, that's it." When you go, you won't be able to eat the taste here, this meal, so that you can remember, you eat more, you can keep the memory longer. ”

The two of us, looking at each other, smiled from happiness, to loss, and in the end, we both felt a little in tears.

"Hey, Chen Yingjie, don't you want to be so sad, you want to send me with a smile."

"Well, you're right. Let's go, I'll send you. ”

"Send you a head, you go first, wait for my dad to give it to me."

"That'...... All right. ”

Chen Yingjie looked at me with reluctant eyes and stopped talking. I smiled, trying to make myself look less sad.

He just kept watching, watching. For a long time, I felt like time was going to stop, and my heart was going to suffocate. He finally swallowed his saliva and said to me: "Xiaoxiao, I rarely call you like this, because I have always felt that being different from what others call you will also give me a kind of intimacy between me and you that is different from ordinary people." ”

I listened quietly to Chen Yingjie's final confession, not wanting to interrupt him, this was the last time he said anything to me. After today, we will always be friends.

I held back my tears and waited for Chen Yingjie to finish. Finally, his voice fell, and he opened his arms, "Xiaoxiao, hug, let my brother hug one last, in the future, without my brother by my side, you must know how to protect yourself." ”

I nodded and gave him a polite hug.

Looking at his departing back, my heart was also sour. Chen Yingjie silently wiped his tears, looked back at me again, smiled at me standing by the window very brightly, waved his hand, and never looked back.

At the moment, I laughed and shed tears. This brother, who has been with me for so many years, has left me, and I will finally have to go my own way.

At ten o'clock, Dad came to the dormitory, and the appointed time arrived.

My dad was carrying my luggage, and my stepmom was sending my sister to make up for it, oh yes, today, it's Sunday. I deliberately chose this day because my dad was at home.

We came to the gate together, and this part of the way, Dad has been silent, and has not spoken, and he has already said everything last night. Dad is a silent man, a restrained person, and today, he will definitely not repeat those tears of last night.

My mother was already waiting at the door, and when she saw me, she quickly took my bag and put it in the taxi. Dad put the suitcase away, turned around, and said to Mom, "Xiaoxiao will work hard for you in the future." ”

The mother smiled: "She is my daughter, there is no hard work or no hardship, it is right to be a mother to take care of her daughter." ”

"Hmm." Dad nodded, this simple action contains too much meaning.

My dad and I gave one last hug, got in the car, and left. The moment the car started, I saw my father from the window glass, and he was also wiping tears......