Hanging up the phone, I had a feeling of heartiness. It seems that the little woman in front of Liu Wei is completely gone. The heart becomes cold and strong.

Sure enough, Liu Wei's calls came one after another. But I didn't answer any of them, and after the sixth call, I turned off my phone and went to sleep.

It's not that I'm ruthless, it's just that now I don't seem to put him first in my life like before. But...... A feeling that even I can't articulate myself. Say it's important, I'd rather reject him like I do now. It's not important, I actually can't bear him in my heart. I felt like I was stuck in a cage that I had set for myself, and I couldn't get out.

Lying on the bed, tossing and turning, I kept thinking about the problem between me and Liu Wei, what is the problem? Is it really Xu Qiuyun's problem? Yes, that's right, he and Xu Qiuyun are still in private until now. This incident, for me, is really angry. But why? I shouldn't be in such an indifferent relationship as now, I can be angry, I can make trouble, I can quarrel with Liu Wei, and I can even find Xu Qiuyun's theory. I didn't, I didn't even sulk alone. Just a calm to the point of terrible indifference......

I obviously didn't want to do this in my heart, but why did I act like this, contrary to my intention?

Perhaps, for a long time, the trust between me and Liu Wei has suffered an unprecedented blow. I don't hold back to him as much as I used to.

What I have to fight against now is not Liu Wei, not Xu Qiuyun, but myself...... It's my own level.

Time passed minute by minute, and my head kept running, and the past that I wanted to understand or couldn't understand kept circulating. It is like the screening room of a movie theater, allowing them to remember the passage of time, and after recall, ferment something new.

Before I knew it, I was asleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I opened my mobile phone, and there were more than a dozen messages from Liu Wei inside. Looking through them one by one, they are all apologies and explanations. He was in contact with Xu Qiuyun because Xu Qiuyun wanted to return the money in his bank card. But he refused, he told Xu Qiuyun that this money should be used as a breakup fee, and there should never be any contact in the future. After Xu Qiuyun agreed, she told him by the way that I would leave here, and he found out. However, this is the last contact with Xu Qiuyun. He had deleted all her contact information.

Of course I believe what he said, and I also think that Xu Qiuyun is completely dead to him. But why can't I forgive him? No, perhaps, can't let me go. Why should I allow myself to be in such pain? Actually, I believe in him as before, and then this thing will pass like this, and everything will be happy.

However, I can't. Although I cared about him, my heart felt very tired.

Anyway, Liu Wei already knows. He, far away in the sky, can't do anything.

I thought about it and texted him back, telling him that I wasn't mad at him, I just couldn't get along with myself. I hope Liu Wei can not care about it, and don't worry about me.

As soon as the short message was sent, Liu Wei's call came.

He was afraid that after I left, I wouldn't have any contact with him again. I told him no, reassuring him. Before I go, I will say. When I get there, everything is arranged, and I'll tell him. It's just that during this period, I may be very busy and can't be in time, but after I am busy, I will always think about him.

On the phone, I heard Liu Wei's helplessness and heartache. But I didn't comfort him, and he should try to experience the feeling I had been.

Time, in fact, flies quickly, although I like it to be a little slower.

Originally, my father said that he would leave next semester and finish this semester to be complete. But I don't want to, I can go a minute early, I don't want to stay an extra minute.

Since I stayed, even my father has been a lot kinder to me. Sometimes on weekends, he secretly gives me some pocket money. I saved all the money, and when I went to my mother's place in the future, I couldn't spend my mother's money casually. And my father is far away, and the pocket money I can have will be less than now.

The clothes, I'm pretty much done. Actually, I don't have a lot of things at all, and many of the clothes are old clothes worn by someone's sister that my stepmother found for me, and I don't want them. I only brought the clothes and shoes that Liu Wei bought for me, as well as my beloved notebook. Yes, that's right, Xiao Ranzi gave me a notebook. Also, Liu Wei gave me a fountain pen. Then there are some of the learning materials that we need to use now.

Two boxes, enough. Mom said that if you can't bring it, don't bring it, and go to the south to buy it anyway. The climate is different, the environment is different, and the clothes and whatevers will have different styles. As for what is less, it doesn't matter, you can buy it.

At this time, I feel that Li Jie's thinking is right. Only when you have money can you feel secure. If you have money, you can have everything. I smiled, it turned out that the things that I couldn't understand were now being fulfilled one by one.

Finally, at the last moment, in a few days, I was leaving, and I told Yuan Xiaorong the news.

She rushed to school crying and hugged me and didn't let go. I touched her head and smiled, she was still so cute, so direct. When she finished crying, we sat together under the luan tree. Look at the sky, look at the birds. Looking at the uncle, blowing the wind.

"Xiaorong, how are you and Zou Honggang? Last time we said goodbye, we really hadn't seen each other for too long. When Liu Wei came back for the Chinese New Year, I heard him say that Zou Honggang didn't come back either, and I always wanted to call you, but there were always some endless worries. Xiaorong, can you tell me about you too, how are you doing? ”

Yuan Xiaorong shook her head and told me that she and Zou Hong had broken up a long time ago. I'm a little surprised, why? The guy who was so slimy at the beginning. Wasn't the two of them okay earlier? Why did you break up?

"Well, Xiaoxiao, it's actually normal. Zou Honggang and I were not true love at first sight, but he thought I was beautiful and I thought he was rich. ”

"Xiaorong, you are really like what you told me before. Aren't you sad? What about him? What reaction? Who the hell did you propose to break up? "Yuan Xiaorong's words shocked me, it turned out that when she said these words, I always thought she was just saying that. Now, it seems, this is not the case. Her heart, long in the beginning, was dead.

So, is the love between her and Zou Honggang still called love? I really don't understand what's the point of being together like this......