Chapter 41: It's Not True

Everything is going on in an orderly manner......

The day I left is getting closer and closer.

The sky is already blue at the moment, with white clouds, floating in the air, and the little birds are no longer lonely.

The head teacher has ignored me now, I'm leaving anyway, and for her, she should be happy if there is one less person who is dragging down the overall grade.

Lately, when I'm in class, I always like to look back and look at the roof opposite. There are too many memories, too many joys and sorrows. I'm leaving, and I'm reluctant. But what if you can't bear it? Everything that has become a thing of the past, I should hide it in my heart, let time choose, what to leave behind, what to forget.

Luanshu Square, which has been shaded by trees, is very cool and comfortable. It's just that now, this place doesn't belong to me anymore.

Occasionally, when I see no one there, I will walk over and sit down more, feeling the loneliness that I can't feel later.

The little lantern has not yet borne fruit, and this year, I am afraid I will not see it. I still remember when I first entered school, looking at this lovely pink, fluttering in the wind, my heart was about to melt by it.

In the afternoon, alone, sit here and enjoy the moment of purity. Now, without Liu Wei, without Xiao Ranzi, without Xu Fengfan, even Chen Yingjie has become nervous because he is getting closer and closer to the college entrance examination. There was no one around me, only myself.

Raising his head and looking at the light and shadow shuttling between the leaves, it is like a story of time, telling different experiences in such a light and dark.

"Little Dragon." Chen Yingjie's voice was a little depressed, which he rarely showed.

I straightened my head and looked at him, "Well, Yingjie, why are you free today?" Have a seat. ”

I patted the seat next to me with my hand, and there was no one else's breath here.

Chen Yingjie nodded, sat there, didn't say a word in a deep voice, just looked at the sky like me.

This is after school in the afternoon, the campus has become a little quiet, and it looks even more beautiful under the reddish light of the sunset.

"What's wrong? You still don't go to eat? Isn't there an early start in your class? I broke the silence, picked up a random topic and asked him. In fact, there is no need for this between me and him.

"Xiaolong, I'm panicking."

I gave him a strange look and smiled, "Yingjie, are you suffering from pre-exam depression?" But there's still a year left before the college entrance examination. ”

"Xiaolong, do you really not understand?"

I shook my head: "What? If you don't say, how can I understand? ”

"Alas, you're going to me off!" Chen Yingjie looked angry, hateful, angry, and helpless.

"What's wrong with you, how did I mess with you?" I was very unhappy and asked, what is wrong with this guy today?

"Xiaolong, are we childhood sweethearts, two little guesses?"

"Uh-huh, count!" Chen Yingjie and I have been taking care of me like an older brother from elementary school to high school, and without him, I really don't know what I would be like to have low self-esteem. Or, what is it like to be bullied by your classmates. So, it's okay to say that childhood sweethearts have no guesses.

"Then you know, do you need me to make it clear?"

"......" To tell the truth, Chen Yingjie is so inexplicable, it really makes my second monk scratch my head.

"Xiaolong, you really don't understand, or pretend not to understand!"

"What do you mean by that? Do I need to pretend to have such a relationship with you? "I was a little unhappy, and what he said was obviously a distrust of me.

"Xiaolong, you also know my relationship with you, why don't you think about it too much? You're such a pig. After speaking, Chen Yingjie left in a huff. Looking at his back, I feel so wronged, what's wrong with me? Is it wrong to sit here and enjoy the scenery?

Cut, really, I didn't eat the rice, until I was full of anger from this guy.

I also stood up, forget it, go back to the classroom, I still have to study in the evening later. Slowly passing by Chen Yingjie's class, I glanced inside. The guy was sitting in a daze, staring out the window with a blank stare.

I laughed, I really took the wrong medicine. I've never seen this guy like this, could it be...... Wow, you're not going to fall in love.

As soon as this thought popped up, I was suddenly startled.

Could it be that Chen Yingjie just said those ...... Said it, said it to me, is it...... No, no, no, it couldn't be, I never thought that there would be any kind of relationship between him and me other than brothers. And he has always treated me like family, and has never meant anything else.

Even when I liked Wang Feng, when I fell in love with Liu Wei, he played a general role as a military advisor and gave me ideas by my side. If he meant that to me, he probably wouldn't have helped me with others. Yes, yes, he didn't say it to me. He may be going through the kind of torture I used to secretly like to be alone. This is his first love, Chen Yingjie has never had a heart for any woman.

Thinking about this, my heart is reassured. I glanced at him again, and walked straight past the door of their class.

In my bag, I took out a loaf of bread, sat there, looked at the other side, and nibbled on it.

Lately, I often don't want to eat, and I always eat something to deal with it. Maybe it's too hot and you don't have an appetite, or maybe you're about to leave, so you're a little nervous.

Before he finished eating a piece of bread, he heard Chen Yingjie's voice sounding outside the classroom: "Xiaolong, come here." ”

"Oh." I said yes and obediently put down the bread. This is a habit for so many years, and I rarely don't listen to Chen Yingjie.

Standing in front of him, looking at his twisted face, I almost laughed: "Hey, big brother, you're not handsome anymore, you know?" ”

Chen Yingjie ignored me and gave me a roll of his eyes: "Xiaolong, come here." With that, he took my hand and went downstairs.

"What are you doing, brother? So anxious? Go slower. "My hand hurt a little bit from his hand, and he just walked until we got to the playground and there was no one on the bench, and we sat down.

"Big brother, what's the matter with you?" I asked unhappily as I shook my hand.

"Xiaolong, I like you, can you not go, I can't bear you."

"Ah......?!!!h Chen Yingjie looked at me with blazing eyes, and there seemed to be fire in his eyes. Did I hear it wrong? Or is this a dream? The speculation that flashed in my moment just now really became a fact?

I was stunned, amazed!

"You...... What are you talking about? Are you kidding? ”

I looked at the serious man in front of me with a puzzled expression, and I couldn't believe that what I heard was true.