For so many years, Chen Yingjie has never shown anything that makes me feel that I am beyond friendship, why is it suddenly beyond it? This is definitely a blow to the mood of my good brother, not a joy.

"Xiaolong, you speak."

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"Xiaolong, you speak, I tell you, I like you. For so many years, I have kept this liking in my heart and never said it. That's because, I thought, you would always be by my side and never leave me. Even if you fall in love with someone else, I don't care, because I know that you and someone else will always break up. And I'll always be there. ”

"You, stop, don't say it, you say that, I'm a little, ah...... I can't accept it, it's too sudden. "I interrupted Chen Yingjie's words, what does it mean that if I fall in love with someone else, I will definitely break up, this lack of heart is talking about me, I just want to.

"Xiaolong, let me tell you, what I said is true. I've been hiding it in my heart for so many years because we've been together. But now, you're leaving. I've been holding it for so long, I can't hold it anymore. I've been suffocating myself lately, you know? If I don't say it, I'm really going to explode. That uncomfortable feeling, you know! Xiaolong, I said what was in my heart, you can also say something. ”

Chen Yingjie's expression was nervous and expectant, and I looked at him like this, but I couldn't say a word.

It's too sudden, not only sudden, but also very subversive! I looked at him and quickly turned around, trying to walk away. Chen Yingjie grabbed me, "Xiaolong, don't run, I know what you want to do, I know you too well." Today, don't you want to run, let's talk about it clearly, okay? I'm not asking you to promise me anything, I just want to say all the words that have been suppressed in my heart for so many years and release myself. Soon after, you're gone, and if you don't say anything else, there's no chance. ”

I looked at him blankly, and my heart was really uncomfortable.

"Xiaolong, don't you care about me a little bit?"

I shook my head in confusion, Chen Yingjie frowned, looked at me helplessly and said, "Xiaolong, for so long, why do I never look at other girls, because of you, other girls in my eyes, no matter how beautiful they are, they can't match you in my heart." Xiaolong, after you leave, you and I will never have a future. I thought I could accompany you until you graduated from high school, even if we couldn't go to the same college in the future, but that didn't affect us. After all, our family is together, and you will always come back here. Little Dragon......"

"Yingjie, even if I'm not here, I'll be back, I'm going to come back to see my dad and your friends. I'll be back, Yingjie, and don't talk like we're going to say goodbye. ”

"No, no, no, Xiaolong, that's different."

"How is it different? In my opinion, it's the same. ”

"Little Dragon...... Don't say that, okay, you're like this, it will make me sad. ”

I'm used to seeing Chen Yingjie always look fierce and verbose, and now like this, I'm really not used to it.

"Xiaolong, you see, such a beautiful sunset is coming late, although we have seen it together, but it is not because I like you, you like me. I hope that one day, I can sit with you in the sunset, counting the tired birds in the sky and waiting for the stars to shine. At that moment, no, no, no, at this moment, Xiaolong, you say, you like me. ”

Chen Yingjie's eyes are gentle like crystals about to melt, such eyes, I have seen them in Liu Wei's eyes, I know, this is a hot heart. What Chen Yingjie said is really true.

I can't imagine how hard it is for him to keep himself suppressed for so long, pretending to be a good brother in front of me. Especially when I like others, when I fall in love with others, Chen Yingjie also helps me analyze my feelings and help me come up with ideas. I didn't feel the difference he made to me.

Now that I think about it carefully, that's right, no matter how good other girls are, they never get into his eyes. At one point, I laughed at him for having any bad preference. It turned out that just because he had me in his heart. Yes, for so long, if it weren't for this reason, why would he have helped me again and again endlessly, regardless of the return, regardless of the consequences.

Alas, another one, I have let down.

Could it be that in my life, I can only let others down like this? Sadness, for a moment, welled up in my heart.

Before I was with Liu Wei, the only thing I had ever been moved by was Wang Feng. But that part is not even the first love. But since then, I have failed one person after another who has been good to me and likes me. Even now, even Liu Wei, I feel tired.

"Ingjie, I'm sorry. I really never thought you would be like this to me. In my heart, you have always been my brother, good to me, like my relatives. I can't afford to lose a loved one easily, but I've always thought the same thing about you as my brother. Yingjie, I've known you for so long, I'm really sorry for ignoring your feelings for me. ”

I mustered up the courage, took a breath, did not dare to look him in the eyes, lowered my head, and finished that paragraph with a very fast pace. My heart was pounding and beating, fast and violent. This is a jump of weakness, and he does not dare to face Chen Yingjie's gaze.

Sure enough, he put his hands on my arm and said in a commanding tone, "Xiaolong, you look at me and say it again." ”

I shook my head, I didn't dare. I don't know what I'm afraid of, but I know very well in my heart that I don't like him, he's my own brother. My heart is weak, probably because of the disappointment of him, the neglect of him, and the over-casualness of him over the years.

No matter what he did to me, I took it for granted. It's my fault, but if I had a little sense of distance, I would have noticed that he was different from me.

It's my big personality that ignores the people closest to me.

I slowly raised my head and looked at him, my heart was still beating fast, but I still had to have the courage to tell him the truth, and I couldn't give him hopeless hope anymore, thinking of this, I took a deep breath: "Yingjie, in my heart, you will always be my best brother." Whether I'm here or not, you're my family. As long as you want, we will always be brothers and sisters, and your future wife will be my sister-in-law. ”

After I finished speaking, I waited for Chen Yingjie to scold me. But he didn't, he was silent for a minute, and then smiled......

He reached out and touched my head: "Sister, let's go." ”