After separating from Xu Fengfan, he went back to school, and I learned that he was a person who studied well. It made me think even more, wouldn't it be more challenging if he became a bad student? Is Xu Qiuyun more annoyed?

I walked to the classroom proudly, and suddenly, Chen Yingjie called me: "Xiaolong, come here, I have something to say to you." ”

I glanced at him, and knew very well in my heart that what he was looking for me must have been passed on to his ears by onlookers at noon! His mother-in-law and mother-in-law character, if I don't make it clear, he will definitely not be able to spare me.

With my head down, a little unhappy, I followed him and walked to the playground.

"Xiaolong, you explain to me, what kind of broken brother with Xu Qiuyun at noon today, what's going on?"

I don't know how to say it to him, and I don't know if he supports my ideas, but according to my past experience with him, he will definitely object to me taking revenge on Xu Qiuyun in such an immoral way.

I kept my head down and didn't speak.

"Xiaolong, tell me, is that boy Xu Qiuyun's younger brother?"

"The last time you said it was annoying, he was the boy?"

"Then why did you promise him today and give him a chance?"

Chen Yingjie said this, and he stopped. His expression was very serious, he rarely did this to me, but today, he was so serious and unfeeling.

I still didn't speak.

"Xiaolong, can you explain everything without speaking? Why are you doing this? It's useless to run away from my questions. You know I know in my heart that you have a clear purpose, don't lie to yourself. If you really do this, how can you be worthy of Liu Wei? Moreover, you will live up to Xiao Ranzi's sincerity to you! ”

"Don't talk about Xiao Ranzi! Yes, I'm who you think I am, so what? When she was so kind to Xiao Ranzi, did she ever think about Xiao Ranzi's innocence? The reason why you are saying so easily now is because Xiao Ranzi is not your good friend! ”

"Xiaolong, listen to me. You're hurting an innocent person by doing that. ”

"Really? Do you think he's innocent? Wasn't Xiao Ranzi innocent at the beginning? Am I not innocent? I just want to fall in love, why did Xu Qiuyun treat me like that, and why did she treat Xiao Ranzi like that? Have you thought about my feelings, Xiao Ranzi's feelings? I finally couldn't help it and started a fire at Chen Yingjie. I can't stand his didactic education anymore, and I don't want to hear his big truths. I just want to seize the opportunity to make Xu Qiuyun suffer now, so that she can also taste the taste of being manipulated!

"Xiaoxiao, how can you think like that? It's really ......."

"Let me tell you Chen Yingjie, this time, not only do I have to think like this, I have to do this! Don't persuade me, I've made up my mind, if you want to help me, you won't help, if you don't want to help me, don't help, but please don't point fingers at this matter in the future! I won't listen, I have my own ideas. Chen Yingjie, I have always been your best friend. However, I didn't expect that you would oppose and not support this matter. You only know about the harm I do to others, so why don't you say these things to them when they hurt me? ”

"Xiaoxiao, don't be unreasonable, okay? Didn't I take care of them when they bullied you? If it weren't for me, I'm afraid it wouldn't be Xiao Ranzi who had an accident now, but you! ”

"Yes, you're right, it's because of this that I feel that I owe Xiao Ranzi, if I don't vent my anger for him, in this life, I will live in guilt for Xiao Ranzi, I won't be happy, I won't feel at ease. My life is going to be dark, you know? Only when I get out of this bad breath in my heart will I come out of this emotion and start a new life, you know! ”

"Xiaoxiao, do you know that if you do this, your guilt for Xiao Ranzi will be transferred to another innocent person you hurt. When the time comes, you will live in guilt as well, but the object of guilt will be changed. Do you want to do such an unreasonable thing for the sake of the next guilt? That will become a black hole that will never get out! ”

"Chen Yingjie, that's enough, don't talk about it. I don't care about the future now, I just want to solve the immediate situation in advance. Don't say any more, I'll make my own decisions. ”

"Xiaoxiao, if you really do this, it will break Xiao Ranzi's heart."

"Even if he's sad, I'm going to do it. If he could be sad now, I'd be glad he did! It's a pity, don't talk about being sad now, he even has his heart turned into ashes! ”

"Xiaoxiao ......" Chen Yingjie looked at me who was angry, and what appeared on his face was a kind of pity, a kind of disappointment that I had not seen for a long time.

Hehe, well, just be disappointed, so what? Anyone who stayed out of it couldn't understand the pain and hatred in my heart. Just empty talk, who wouldn't?

Even Chen Yingjie can't really understand my state of mind.

I thought that he was my relative, he could understand me, it turned out that he was just like everyone else, only looking at the surface, not caring about my heart, my feelings. Okay, Chen Yingjie, this time, I don't need your help, just let it go.

"Okay, Chen Yingjie, I'm done with what needs to be said. Is there anything else you would like to say? ”

"Xiaoxiao...... Don't do this, you're like this, I'm going to be scared. ”

I sneered, "Huh...... What are you afraid of! ”

"Are you like this, or are you still you?"

"Yes, I'm still me, but I'm not me anymore!" I've grown so big, and the most annoying thing is who says I've changed. Am I changing? No! It's just that from the very beginning, they didn't get to know me!

That's right, I used to be cowardly, but now I no longer exist. I used to be good at talking and didn't care, and I didn't care about it, but I didn't have a trace. I used to be stupid and scheming, but now, I have become a scheming. Even so, so what?

It's not that I've changed, it's just that when I'm backlogged with so many things, another side of me is revealed. I also have to protect myself, and I also have to vent my dissatisfaction, otherwise, I will go crazy.

I'm just expressing this kind of venting in another way to make myself happier. Why is it that no one can understand me? Everyone is a big truth, a lecture, and they all say that they care about me. But I don't need this kind of care, what I want is unconditional support and companionship like Xiao Ranzi.

Xiao Ranzi, only you can understand me, only you understand me, right? If I do this, you won't blame me, you'll support me, right?

"Xiaoxiao...... If you do decide to do so, then ...... If there's anything you need, just let me know. I may not be able to help you, but I will try my best. At the end, Chen Yingjie finally said something that made me feel good, and I shook my head at him: "No." Thank you! ”