During the summer vacation of my junior year and senior year, one day, I was about to take a nap, and my phone suddenly rang, and I saw that it was Du Shao's phone, first surprised, and then hesitated, at this time I will no longer hang up his phone like before, but I haven't been in touch for so long, what will happen when I call now, are you back, before I graduate?

It's been a year and a half since he went abroad.

The phone rang for a long time, and finally I pressed the answer button.

"Xiaoxiao, are you at home?"

"Yes."

"Go downstairs in five minutes, there's something for you."

"Okay."

I didn't expect that after such a long time, I only said two words when I received a call from Du Shao, not at all like the scene that I had rehearsed countless times in my heart before, no crying, no laughing, not even expression, maybe it was his tone that made me completely forget the surprise, like something important was going to happen.

Five minutes later, I came downstairs, and Du Shao had just arrived, and he rolled down the window and handed me a letter. This time he didn't wear sunglasses and looked much more mature.

"This is what Mingyu asked me to bring to you."

"Mingyu? ...... "At this time, I found out that almost all the people who used to be good have almost all cut off contact except for Gillian.

Du Shao didn't speak, still handing over the letter in his hand.

"He wrote to me? No way? "It's completely impossible, how can this meeting be Mingyu, I doubt Du Shao's intentions.

"It was written by Mingyu." Du Shao is very serious.

"Why are you writing to me? If you have something to do, you can call. "I really don't know what he means at this moment.

"Take it, Mingyu asked me to hand it over to you." Du Shao said in a commanding tone.

"I haven't been in touch with him for a long time."

"I know." Du Shao looked at me affirmatively.

"Know? ……”

"You go back and read the letter first!"

Du Shao's reaction was very strange, could it be that everything had changed?

When I got home, I opened the letter.

Xiaoxiao:

By the time I received this letter, I had been gone forever.

I have a lot to say to you, but I don't have a chance to do it again.

Don't feel sorry for me, life and death are not something we can decide.

There is one thing you have to believe me, I only like you, since I was a child. Do you remember that dance you did in kindergarten, you smiled so sweetly? That year, my parents divorced, I transferred from the city elementary school to your school, life was black for me, and it was your smile that shone the sunshine on my life. From then on I told myself to protect you, and slowly we all grew up, and I fell in love with you, and I thought we would end up together, but God didn't care for me that much.

Although you didn't listen to me last time, I still have to tell you that there is really no tacit understanding of this person, and that is just an excuse for me to avoid your questioning. I don't think I'm worthy of accepting you, because of the party I graduated from high school, I drank too much with Du Shao Min Hao, and I had a relationship with Qinqin that night, and since then I can no longer stand in front of you with confidence, but my heart for you will never change.

Du Shao is a responsible person, he is infatuated with you, and we all love you in our own way. He left the entertainment industry for you and went to study abroad alone, and I will be relieved to have him take care of you in the future.

The inscription is "Mingyu who will always love you".

Mingyu is gone? What's going on? No, no, my heart suddenly tightened.

immediately dialed Du Shao's phone.

"I'm downstairs!" It turned out that Du Shao did not leave, and he knew that I had a lot of questions.

I got in the car, he found a vacant seat to stop the car, and I learned about Mingyu in the passenger seat.

It turns out that the two of them have been in contact all along, but neither of them has contacted me. When he was a freshman, he told Du Shao about him and Qinqin, which was why he avoided me. Du Shao felt that Mingyu's abandonment was unfair, and if I knew the truth, I might not agree to be with him.

Because I don't like the entertainment industry, Du Shao didn't continue to be a musician at the end of 05, went to the UK to study management, and was ready to take over his father's company.

Yes, I was 20 years old that year, and on my birthday, I received Du Shao's "Ocean Star", and a note asking me to give him a little time to deal with things, I mistakenly thought that he was already with my little sister.

At this moment, I really don't know how to think.

In March this year, Mingyu told Du Shao that he was going to participate in an experiment with a high risk factor, and then sent two letters to Du Shao in the UK, one for Du Shao and one for me, if Mingyu really died unfortunately, he would hand over the letter to me.

Unfortunately, the experiment really went awry.

Du Shao called Mingyu that day, and it was answered by a stranger, who was Mingyu's comrade-in-arms, because Mingyu told him to wait for Du Shao's call, and only Du Shao was still in contact with him among the six people when he was young. The stranger told Du Shao everything that had happened, and Mingyu had been buried back to his hometown according to his own requirements.

I listened to Du Shao silently, and I didn't say a word, but my tears couldn't stop flowing. It's not so much that I don't know how to express my feelings, it's that I don't want to say anything, and my mind goes blank.

Mingyu ...... He walked very calmly...... "Look at me if I don't speak, Du Shao doesn't know what to say."

"Such a big living person, how can you say that it is gone!" I finally started crying, and Du Shao kept handing me tissues.

By the time I finished crying, I ran out of tissues.

"I also came back from England yesterday, and I told them about Mingyu this morning, and we plan to go to the cemetery together tomorrow to see Mingyu. Gillian is in Shanghai, and I'll see him when she comes back. We'll pick you up at 4 p.m., 3:30 p.m. ”

"No need, I'll go myself." I got out of the car.

Du Shao looked at me puzzled.

Maybe I'm angry with him, maybe I think I'm worthy of Mingyu by drawing a line with him.