No tears, no quarrels, just mutual talking.

When I left, Liu Wei stood there and shed tears. Although I was a little distressed, I was not sure why he was in tears.

If it had been before, I would have been moved, and his tears would have flowed for me. But today, I can't tell if he's doing it for himself.

Actually, Liu Wei is very selfish. His feelings for me, true. But for Xu Qiuyun, it is also true. However, he ignored that feelings cannot be shared. All he knew was that he wanted both of them to be there, and that he was happy.

And Xu Qiuyun and I are both tragic characters in his relationship. My character is destined for me to give up. My character is destined for me to be unforgivable. My personality is destined for me to be sad alone rather than pretend to be smiling.

Back in the dormitory, I covered my head and cried. This was my first love, and at first, it was as beautiful as a fairy tale. At the end, it was also embarrassing.

Heartache, the same exists. The chic and strong just now is just for him to see.

In this way, in the heartache, welcome the arrival of Chinese New Year's Eve.

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This year, Dad didn't have to work overtime. Chinese New Year's Eve, reunion at home.

Although my father was very disappointed in me, after all, I was also his own daughter. When the Chinese New Year is so lively, he still thinks about me.

The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was done by my father. The dishes on the table are all Dad's specialties.

Sweet and sour pork ribs, braised carp, braised pork with potatoes, stir-fried lotus root slices, shredded fish-flavored pork, beef in sauce, cold salad with three shreds, boiled shrimp, croquettes.

Although the dishes are all ordinary home-cooked dishes, there are no high-end varieties, but they are all our favorite foods. Whether it's high-end or not, if you love to eat, it's the best. Moreover, it is the result of Dad's hard work, and of course we are all very happy.

Raise your glass, the whole family, all smile and wish each other well, to welcome the moment when the bell rings.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, the countdown begins.

When I was a child, I remember the constant sound of firecrackers. Now fireworks are not allowed in the city, and such a lively scene will no longer be seen.

Everyone is at home, quietly waiting for the new moment to come.

At half past twelve, I went back to my dormitory from home. It's rare to have such a warm atmosphere, but I can't fit in.

Watching my sister coquettish next to her father, my stepmother and my father talked and laughed. I just stared at the TV screen stupidly, trying to be like them, but I couldn't. I felt embarrassed to laugh because none of them found out about my inner monologue. The more lively the occasion, the more lonely and lonely I became.

Or the quiet of the dormitory, which suits me.

Lying lazily on the bed, counting this year's New Year's money. Two hundred for dad and one hundred for stepmom. Well, not bad. I thought my father would be angry and not give it to me this year, although it was a lot less than the five hundred in previous years, but it was better than nothing. My sister's New Year's money must be much more than mine. She is the pet of the family, both coquettish and flattering. Even if she studies averagely, she always causes trouble, but she can resolve the crisis in her simple smile.

I'm going to give a hundred to my sister. After the last car accident, I always felt like I owed her. This life may not be over.

It's another year, and it won't be long before I enter my stressful senior year of high school. Time is really fast, in a blink of an eye, my high school years are coming to an end.

The phone rang at this moment.

I answered, it's Mom.

After a brief greeting, my mother said to me that maybe she was thinking about living in that small seaside town in the south for a long time. The air there, really good. The sky is blue, the clouds are white, and there is a wonderful scenery.

The main thing is that the uncle, who wants his mother to stay. Mom said she was still hesitating, after all, I was still here. She wanted to ask for my opinion, and I told my mom that it was her life, that she was free to choose, and I had no opinion.

But my mother was still very worried, because of this, when she saw me, it would be the distance measured in years.

I smiled, my mother couldn't let go of me.

Before hanging up the phone, my mother said that she still hadn't decided and was still hesitating. I told her that since she couldn't decide right away, she should simply stop thinking about it and let time figure it out.

Mom was amazed, how could I say such deep words, it's not like me. I said, I'm reading a collection of Gortai's poems. Mom was on the phone, smiling happily.

"Let's just say, when did we Xiaoxiao become a poet in the philosophy department."

"Mom, I think it's complimenting me." I also smiled to make my mom feel happy.

In the midst of such laughter, hang up the phone. We were smiling at each other, perfect outcome.

An unread message, I clicked on it, it was Liu Wei.

"Xiaoxiao, Happy New Year. Once upon a time, in such moments, there were you and me. At the moment, it is lonely and lonely. I miss you, at the end of tonight's flowers. ”

I smiled and quietly put my phone aside. Turn off the lights in your room, sit under the windowsill, and look out the window at the night sky.

Only when it is dark in the house can the light outside be brought out.

It didn't take long for someone to risk being caught and set off fireworks. In the sky, a beautiful color rises from the ground to the sky.

Hey? It seemed that the fireworks were very close to me, and I was a little happy, so I picked up the key and walked outside. Since it's not far from me, I can walk a little closer and enjoy it.

I followed the direction of the fireworks and trotted all the way, for fear that if I ran slowly, the fireworks would be over. Or, even if the fireworks are still there, the person who set off the fireworks is also arrested.

Who is so bold and dares to violate the rules so blatantly. Whatever the reason, this person's courage must have made me admire.

Out of breath, I ran to the courtyard to the big playground, which was the largest and emptiest place in the whole school. School assemblies, big events, it's all here. This playground is much, much bigger than our school, and it is really like a park in a university, and a prison in a middle school.

On one side of the large playground, a figure appeared in the shadow of the moon.

It seems somewhat familiar, no, it's really familiar.

I stood here, looking at him, smiling.

He also saw me, and walked over, leaving the fireworks still going off, beautiful alone.

"Xiaoxiao, is it good-looking?"

I nodded.

"Xiaoxiao, let's go over and light it together, okay?"

I smiled and followed him to the large cardboard box on the floor.

"Liu Wei, aren't you afraid of being arrested?"

"You're ignoring me, is there anything more terrible about me?" As he spoke, he smiled happily.

Together, we lit a small firework with a lot of small parachutes and slowly descended as the wind blew through the air. It's beautiful, it's beautiful.