Today is the day before Chinese New Year's Eve.

Standing in the empty playground and looking at the branches full of red lanterns, my heart became more and more empty.

Not long ago, I was happy with Liu Wei at the beach. And now, not even a single phone call. I'm afraid that between me and Liu Wei, in this Spring Festival, it will be completely broken.

I'm lonely, blowing the wind, thinking about my thoughts, actually, it's pretty good.

"Xiaoxiao." A voice sounded behind me, a voice that I was all too familiar with. The first time I heard it, I was thrilled.

I turned my head, looked at Liu Wei standing behind me, and smiled slightly.

He came up, looked at me, and said to me, "Let's go, let's take a walk." ”

I glanced in the direction of home, nodded affirmatively, and followed him out the door.

At this time, there was no one at home, so they went to the supermarket together to make a big purchase, and only I kept it. This is also the fate of me and Liu Wei, if it weren't for the fact that they didn't want to see me, I would have followed, I'm afraid, I wouldn't have waited for Liu Wei to come.

The two of us, walked out of the compound and walked towards the sports academy. It's a constant path, and it's our constant location. The scenery of the sports institute is good, the place is big, and there are few people. Great for walking and chatting, especially for couples. Especially in the spring, the sports institute planted a lot of cherry blossoms, spring flowers, or whatever, it is very beautiful. Standing under the tree and watching the wind blow the petals fall, it is simply a fairyland-like enjoyment. Unfortunately, it's winter. But before long, the beauty was coming.

I don't know if it was the last time we separated, everyone still has a knot in their hearts, silence, and it is between me and him at the moment.

I thought that when I saw him again, I would be very angry, scold him, hit him a few times, or find some other outlet point. But when I really walked with him, my heart was so calm that I didn't even want to speak.

The two of us walked quietly to the old place. On that bench, the breath of me and him has long been lost, and now, we have left our memories here again.

After a long time, he finally spoke.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. Last time, I really didn't mean to. I don't know how to explain it to you, so I chose to be cowardly silent. Xiaoxiao, forgive me. ”

I looked at him and smiled faintly. The anger at him has long since turned into disappointment, and every sleepless night, with time, flows.

At the moment, I don't hate him. But I blame him, so what's the use? Nothing will change. He said he wouldn't lie to me or hide it from me, but he was still not honest enough with me.

The heart, in such a little bit of wear, slowly changed from hot to cold. I don't care what he had with Xu Qiuyun anymore, or simply, what they're still doing now. All this is no longer important, even I don't understand that I am so indifferent at this moment.

"Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, it's okay for you to scold me, it's okay to beat me, please don't do this, okay? Say something to me. ”

How did Liu Wei, who rarely talks and never talks long-winded, become such a mother-in-law? I think it's kind of funny.

"Xiaoxiao, it's me who is wrong, it's all my fault. I admit to you now that I can't let go of Xu Qiuyun in my heart, and there will always be her shadow. But I like you better. I can't lose you, between you and her, I must choose you. Xiaoxiao, give me a chance. This time, I have completely disconnected from her. I can't live without you, Xiaoxiao, please. ”

I took a deep breath of cold air, which made my brain clearer.

"Liu Wei, thank you for your candor. Actually, a long time ago, I thought that you and Xu Qiuyun couldn't be as simple as you said. There must be a reason why she is endlessly pestering you and me. Well, the ultimate reason must be you! But I've been deceiving myself all the time. I don't want to believe you're like that, I want an emotion without impurities. I lied to myself, but it was fake, and in the end it was all fake. In the end, no one can fool them. ”

"Xiaoxiao ......"

"Liu Wei, don't say it. I know that with such excellent conditions as you, there will be no shortage of excellent girls around you. I have been mentally prepared for this for a long time, but it was you who told me that you only like me, which made me have deep expectations for you. However, you shattered my dreams with your own hands. Isn't that a little too cruel, you tell me? ”

"Xiaoxiao, I admit, it's all my reason. It's me all the while, and I shouldn't be entangled between you and her. Actually, I only have a little nostalgia for her, and I really can't let go of you. Xiaoxiao, give me a chance. ”

I looked at Liu Wei's sincere face, this time, he was so honest that he told me all the true thoughts he had about Xu Qiuyun in his heart. Probably, he was serious.

But when I listened to his honesty, my heart was dripping blood.

"Xiaoxiao, you believe me, this time, I really made a complete decision. I haven't contacted you for so long, I just want to make it clear to Xu Qiuyun thoroughly. Only when I have made a complete break with her can I come to you with peace of mind. Xiaoxiao ......"

"Thank you, Liu Wei, you chose me, but I don't want to be chosen."

"Xiaoxiao......" Liu Wei's eyes were a little moist, which were traces of tears. Xiaoxiao, I can't bear you. ”

I was still smiling: "I know, maybe now, you can't bear me." Just like you were at the beginning, you were reluctant to Xu Qiuyun. However, after a long time, you will naturally have a new beginning. And I, just the scenery you pass by, will be forgotten sooner or later. ”

"Xiaoxiao, no, I won't forget you. Believe me, I won't make such a mistake again. Xiaoxiao, can you give me a chance......"

"I can't bear it, but I can't stand your deception of me, and you can love two people at the same time. In this way, you will definitely fall in love with other people at the same time in the future. At that time, I will still be the sad one. Liu Wei, forget it, okay! That's it, let each other go. ”

"Xiaoxiao, I don't love her, I just have a little nostalgia for her. The person I like in my heart is you! ”

"Well, but what's the use of talking about it now? If you have hurt, you have hurt. The scar will always be painful until it is fully grown......"

So be it, let's end this winter.

I will always remember the good things that used to be there, until ...... One day, I forgot about it myself.

"Let's go, go back, you probably have a lot of things to do. We weren't the same people in the first place, and you and she were. Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, I wish you in advance a good New Year. ”