"No, I know, you're all lying to me, no, I'm going home, I'm going home, you let go, you let go."

Lin Zi shook off Xu Chenrui's hand and desperately wanted to go to the door.

"Lin Zi, you are sober, your aunt is really gone, she is gone with her uncle, is it okay for you to be sober."

Xu Chenrui held Lin Zi's shoulders tightly with both hands.

"You're a liar!"

"Lin Zi! They're dead and can't come back! ”

"Smack!"

Lin Zi slapped Xu Chenrui's face, "Don't say it again!" ”

Lin Zi's tears flowed wantonly on his face, and his whole eyes were red and swollen.

"If, beating me can calm you down, then you can hit me, you can beat me."

Lin Zi's whole person seemed to be emptied, and the whole person was paralyzed in Xu Chenrui's arms, and his mouth kept chanting: "Why is this happening, why, why is it ......"

Xu Chenrui hugged Lin Zi tightly in his arms, and his eyes showed unprecedented indifference and hatred.

At that time, Xu Chenrui didn't know whether he hated himself or someone else.

Lin Zi lay in Xu Chenrui's arms, without a little strength, groggy, and unconsciously, she fell asleep.

In the dream, she saw that they were a family of three, very happy and happy, sitting together, talking and laughing, but suddenly, they were getting farther and farther away from her, she wanted to reach out and grab them, but no matter what, she couldn't touch them, she wanted to shout, but no matter how she opened her mouth, how she spoke, she couldn't make a sound, she only felt that her throat was very tingling, and she couldn't even shed tears now.

By the time Lin Zi woke up again, two days had passed, and the news of the death of the Lin couple was also reported on the news, and for a while, the Lin family fell into the whirlpool of public opinion.

But Lin Zi didn't know about these, and she didn't want to know.

If it weren't for her mother's words to let herself live well, she thought, she would definitely follow them.

She knew that she deserved to live well, and she wanted to make those who had hurt her and her family pay the price, even if she could only live in the shadows from now on, she didn't care.

When Lin Zi opened his eyes, Xu Chenrui was not in the ward.

She felt a little thirsty, and when she was about to get out of bed to pour water, her legs became weak, and she fell to the ground, and the medical records hanging on the side of the bed were knocked over.

Lin Zi subconsciously glanced at the words on the medical record, she knew that life had never let her go.

Lin Zi used to feel that God was too good to her, so good that she felt that if she wasn't her, she would definitely be very jealous of herself.

But then, she knew that God had no mercy on her, and that it had watched her struggle desperately in the fury of fate, and whenever she felt that her fingertips were about to touch the rocks on the shore, and whenever she felt that she was finally about to breathe a sigh of relief, it would strike her hard in the face, causing her to fall back into the sea of despair, swallowed up by the endless abyss.

She is expecting.

She didn't expect to get pregnant.

I didn't expect that what she had in her belly was the child of her enemy.

She felt that her menstrual affairs were not normal before, but her menstrual leave had never been accurate, and many things had happened at home during this time, so she always thought that it was caused by too much pressure, after all, when she took the college entrance examination, she hadn't been here for a long time.

But she never expected it to be because of pregnancy.

The medical record card clearly states that she is almost three months pregnant.

She remembered that they couldn't help themselves as soon as they moved that time, at that time she thought that he was the support of her life, but she never thought that he would be the culprit who caused her homelessness and the destruction of her family.

Lin Zi seemed to have been slapped with a stick, and fell back into despair.

Suddenly, there was some movement at the door.

Lin Zi subconsciously hid the medical records behind him, Xu Chenrui walked in, saw Lin Zi slumped to the ground, and immediately walked quickly to Lin Zi's side, "Why did you get out of bed?" ”

Xu Chenrui carefully helped Lin Zi to the bed, "What are you going to do when you get out of bed?" ”

"I just wanted to drink water, but I didn't have the strength in my legs. I'm almost like a wreck. ”

Lin Zi said, and couldn't help laughing at himself.

"You've had a fever for too long, you're still very weak, I just went out on the phone, if you want to drink water, you can ring the nurse's bell."

"Xu Chenrui."

Lin Zi suddenly opened his mouth and stopped Xu Chenrui.

"What's wrong?"

"It's sunny outside, I want to go out and bask in the sun, okay?"

"But you're still weak...... I'm afraid ......"

Xu Chenrui's face was a little embarrassed.

"You accompany me, go together, okay, I haven't been in the sun for a long time, I really want to go and bask in the sun again."

Lin Zi's eyes couldn't help but look out the window, the light was so beautiful and so warm.

It's almost winter, how long will it take to see such a bright sunshine?

Xu Chenrui lowered his head and pondered for a while, "Okay then." ”

Xu Chenrui carefully supported Lin Zi and looked at the courtyard of the hospital, Xu Chenrui wanted to carry her, but was stopped by Lin Zi, she laughed and said that she was not so weak, Xu Chenrui couldn't resist Lin Zi, so she had to give up.

Xu Chenrui sat on the bench in the courtyard with Lin Zi in his arms, although it was already winter, there were still a few green leaves in the lake, which were reflected by the newly installed landscape lights along the lake.

Countless moths flutter around the lights, and the sun shines on the water, sparkling.

"Can you lend me for a while?"

Lin Zi turned his head to look at Xu Chenrui.

Xu Chenrui nodded.

Lin Zi quietly leaned on Xu Chenrui's shoulder, "My mother, when she walks, is it painful?" ”

"Auntie, she...... She's gased, so it shouldn't be painful. ”

"Are you going to carry her out?"

"Yes."

"Thank you."

"I ...... You don't have to be so polite, with me, do you need to see me like this? ”

"I have no one to trust now, no one to rely on, can I, believe you?"

Xu Chenrui didn't speak, and after a long time, he slowly spoke, "Xiaozi, I won't let anyone hurt you, including myself." ”

Lin Zi couldn't help but laugh softly, "Is it worth it?" ”

"It's worth it."

"Xu Chenrui, have you always liked me? Is that right? ”

"I ......" Xu Chenrui suddenly didn't know how to answer, he wanted to say yes, he wanted to say how much he liked her and how much he loved her, but in the face of Lin Zi's question at this time, he suddenly couldn't say a word.

But Lin Zi didn't wait for Xu Chenrui to answer, but said to himself, "Actually, I know, I always know, I know that you have done a lot of things for me, you are a good person, I always owe you a word of thanks." But if you still like me, you better don't like me anymore, I don't deserve your liking, I have nothing now, nothing left, you deserve someone better. ”

"Xiao Zi, I ......"

"Tomorrow, accompany me to a grave for my parents, it's been so long, they should have a home, okay?"

"Okay."

"Thank you."

Lin Zi's every word of thanks slammed heavily on Xu Chenrui's heart, he would rather her go back to the past and quarrel with him, rather than like now, every word is cautious, every word is heartbreaking.

The next day, Xu Chenrui drove Lin Zi and sent Lin Zi's parents to be cremated.

The power of the Xu family in recent years has indeed not been simple, no matter how Lin Zi asked before, the police just refused to hand over the corpse.

But as soon as Xu Chenrui went, they obediently handed over the corpse.

As for what Xu Chenrui said to them, Lin Zi didn't want to know anymore.

After installing the tomb, Lin Zi bought a bouquet of flowers and put it in front of her parents' graves, her heart was already sad to the point of despair, these days, she should cry, she should be crazy, she has cried enough, crazy enough.

On the tombstone, my mother gazed at herself gently, and she was still so beautiful, so elegant and generous in the photo.

Lin Zi gently wiped it on the tombstone, "Mom and Dad, don't worry, I will, I will live well, definitely." ”

As he spoke, Lin Zi unconsciously touched his lower abdomen.

"Let's go."

Lin Zi slowly got up.

"Don't you want to spend a little longer?"

"No, I think I've already said it."

"And what are you going to do next?"

"Let's take one step at a time, if God must play tricks on me and make me feel painful, then I will accept it calmly."

"Xiaozi, don't you be like this, okay, I don't want to see you like this."

Xu Chenrui couldn't help frowning.

Lin Zi didn't speak, raised his head, and smiled.

"If you don't want to stay here anymore, I can take you away, wherever you want."

"Let's go? Where to go? Where can I go? I don't have a home, I have nothing, where else can I go? Xu Chenrui, tell me, aren't you very smart and powerful? So you tell me, where should I go? ”

Lin Zi turned his head away, stared at Xu Chenrui tightly and asked.

She knew that this matter had nothing to do with Xu Chenrui, but she just wanted to lose her temper with him, she didn't know the reason, maybe she was just relying on his care and accommodation for herself, or maybe she was really crazy and wanted to find an outlet to vent.

"As long as you are willing to go with me, I will definitely protect you, even if it is the ends of the earth."

"Are you willing to give up everything you have now for me?"

"I do."

"I don't want to!"

"Why? Xiaozi, tell me, why, why are you unwilling to go with me? ”

Xu Chenrui held Lin Zi's hands tightly, looking excited, and couldn't help but tremble a little.

"Xu Chenrui, I can't go, I can't leave, you don't have to give up everything for me, it's really not worth it, I have nothing, you don't have anything left, okay, let's go."

Lin Zi smiled at Xu Chenrui, and then, turning around, the corners of his mouth drooped unconsciously, revealing unprecedented loneliness and indifference in his eyes.

Yes, she is destined to sink, and she doesn't want to involve others.

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