After Xu Chenrui sent Lin Zi to the ward, he left.

Originally, Xu Chenrui wanted to stay and take care of her, but Lin Zi moved out of the big reason that men and women are different, and he knew that she was uncomfortable, so he was no longer reluctant.

After Lin Zi returned to the ward, the huge ward was very cold, she curled up in the corner of the bed, her hands tightly covering her lower abdomen.

This child, he can't stay, he must not stay.

She picked up her phone and searched the Internet for hospitals where people could have abortions.

As soon as I made an appointment online, I packed my things and went to the hospital overnight.

She didn't want to do it in the original hospital, she didn't want anyone to know.

She opened a hotel next door, and the time was about ten o'clock in the morning.

All night, Lin Zi didn't fall asleep.

She kept gently stroking her belly with her hand, muttering to herself: "Child, mom is sorry for you, if, if, nothing happens, I should be looking forward to your coming, now, I'm sorry, I can't leave his child......"

Lin Zi stretched out his hand and looked at the string of Bodhi seeds in his hand.

This string of Bodhi was specially invited down from Wutai Mountain by her mother, and she hoped that she would be safe.

Looking at this string of bodhi seeds, Lin Zi's eyes were a little moist.

The surgery was painless and she really didn't feel any pain.

Because of the anesthetic, Lin Zi fell asleep for a while, and when she woke up, the operation had been completed, and she was lying on the bed on an intravenous drip.

After coming out of the hospital, it was already late, Lin Zi was very weak, she was lying on the bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

The sky was hazy, Lin Zi heard that there seemed to be a doorbell, at first, she thought it was the doorbell next door, she collapsed on the bed and did not move, but the other party did not seem to give up, but kept ringing the doorbell.

Lin Zi slowly got up from the bed, pulling the wound deep in his abdomen, and felt a faint pain. It didn't hurt much, it seemed like menstrual cramps.

But Lin Zi felt very uncomfortable and a little hurt, and she thought that she would not be able to forget it in her life.

As soon as Lin Zi opened the latch, the door was pushed open by someone, and it was Yi Zhen standing outside the door.

Lin Zi even forgot about his anger, he was just stunned, and stood there looking at him in a daze.

Yi Zhen's appearance was terrifying, he seemed to have not slept all night, his eyes were bloodshot, Lin Zi had never seen him like this.

He looked at himself, like looking at some kind of monster, Lin Zi was furious at him, he said never to see himself again, but how could he find here?

Lin Zi finally took a step back, as soon as she moved, he grabbed his wrist, Lin Zi felt that his bones were about to break, the strength in his hand was so great, she almost cried in pain.

The tight curve of his jaw looked terrifying, and his whole body exuded anger, and word by word seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth: "Why are you-"

Lin Zi had never seen Yi Zhen like this, even the last time he had a showdown on the seaside, his eyes were not so angry.

Lin Zi suddenly understood what he was talking about, she only felt anxious and angry, but she didn't expect him to know so quickly, she didn't expect him to find here, she didn't expect him to react so violently, Lin Zi instinctively wanted to lie: "No why-the child is not yours at all!" ”

I didn't expect this sentence to anger him, Lin Zi clearly saw that his pupils were shrinking sharply, and he grabbed his neck, the joints of his five fingers turned white because of the force, and Lin Zi was pinched and suddenly out of breath. He almost strangled himself: "Why—why!" ”

Why?

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She also wondered why!

Why is there such an entanglement between them, why does he go to great lengths to get close to himself, why does he obviously have someone he likes, but he doesn't cherish it, why does he still come to provoke himself, why doesn't he just strangle himself.

Lin Zi felt that she was really about to be strangled to death by him, she desperately wanted to pull away his hand, it was simply a life-threatening iron tongs, her vision blurred, she saw that his face was already ghosted, but she didn't expect that she still couldn't escape after all, after she thought that all the nightmares were over.

She was hallucinating from suffocation, his face distorted and distorted, and there seemed to be a mist in his eyes.

Lin Zi felt that this time she must really be dying, there was no more air in her lungs, and everything was dimmed.

Mom, Dad, I miss you so much.

Lin Zi muttered to himself in the bottom of his heart.

The darkness is like a mother, opening her warm arms to Lin Zi, gently embracing and accepting her.

Lin Zi woke up again in the hospital, there was a potion hanging in the dripper, I don't know what the medicine was, she turned her head on the pillow a little tiredly, and saw a person standing in front of the hospital bed.

The light in the ward is very dim, only there is a lamp at the head of the bed, and there is a figure standing under the lamp, it is Yi Zhen!

Yi Zhen: He's still here!

Perhaps, Yi Zhen really wanted to kill herself many times, but right now, she really would rather be retaliated against, and the one who died was herself.

The figure under the lamp was still so gentle, she still remembered that when Yi Zhen pretended to be sick and was hospitalized before, the two of them were also in such a small ward.

But they can't go back, can they?

In fact, originally, Lin Zi still had a glimmer of hope, he just let his father go to prison, and he didn't want to hurt him.

But when she received the note, she knew what he meant by the phrase "I can't stop it", and she also knew that there was a sea of blood feud between them.

She clearly saw that the note was Yi Zhen's handwriting, his handwriting was very recognizable, Lin Zi could recognize it at a glance, and she also knew that Yi Zhen had practiced calligraphy since he was a child, and all the strokes were not something that ordinary people could imitate.

And that note was also the last note her father had seen before his death, she watched it back and forth countless times in the surveillance video, and she knew that his father would choose to commit suicide because of this note, he just wanted to protect himself.

The note was clearly written, "If you don't settle the grievances of the previous generation, it will inevitably affect the next generation, as the saying goes, the father pays the debt." ”

She knew that he was threatening his father, his own father, to protect himself.

She clearly knew that her family was not easy to achieve, but her heart was full of hatred.

She would rather everything come to her, she is willing to bear the grievances of the previous generation, all this is far better than making her homeless and ruined like she is now.

Originally, Lin Zi was really stupid and lucky, thinking that at least for the sake of them who seemed to love each other so much and really loved him so much, he would more or less have feelings for himself and let go of his family, but he didn't expect that she was still too stupid and naïve.

She hoped for a moment that Yi Zhen might as well kill herself like this.

His whole person was hidden in the dark, Lin Zi couldn't see his expression clearly, but she was like a mouse who saw a cat, so scared that even her teeth were trembling.

He didn't move, Lin Zi only felt tired and heavy, she had enough of such days, she endured and endured, thinking that she endured it to the end, and she didn't have to endure it in the future.

But there was such an accident, and she thought she was really enough.

"Whatever you want, I don't want to live anymore. It's up to you to kill or chop, I miss my parents very much, and it's a kind of happiness to see her earlier. ”

He remained hidden in the darkness, not moving or making a sound.

"I know I owe you, it's our family who is sorry for you...... But now, it should be evened out, my father has passed away, my mother has gone with him, I have no home now, nothing, not even my self-esteem and my love, you should be satisfied now, if this is retribution, then, this retribution is enough......"

He turned around slowly suddenly, Lin Zi still couldn't see his expression clearly, but he felt him in the dark, and moved slightly, "Your mother, died?" ”

"Yes! Are you satisfied? You just wanted my dad to pay for your father's life from the beginning, then you told me early in the morning, my father and daughter repaid, I am willing to pay for my life, you lied to me again and again, approached me, and made me the culprit who harmed my whole family, are you satisfied, Yi Zhen, let me go, I really have nothing now, I'm tired, I'm really, tired......"

In the dark, he gradually walked towards Lin Zi, he stretched out his hand and touched Lin Zi's face, "But, you killed our child, you really, so ruthlessly......"

"Kid? Do you love me? You have never loved me, so should this child exist in this world? Rather than let him suffer for the rest of his life after birth, it is better not to give him a chance to suffer, Yi Zhen, if you are still angry, you can kill me, count me in, please, you kill me, give me a good time. ”

Yi Zhen didn't speak, and his eyes were covered with a layer of black.

"It is not necessary to make a person miserable, because death is often a relief, as long as he despairs, life is worse than death."

Yi Zhen's voice seemed to have returned to its usual calmness, but it surprised Lin Zimeng, and he even missed a word of the words behind him.

His voice grew cold in the darkness: "Don't worry. ”

Lin Zi didn't know what he meant by his last sentence, was it some kind of threat or some kind of promise?

After he said this, he turned around and left, and the door of the ward was opened by him, and the light in the corridor shone in, and the faint shadow of the incandescent light outlined his tall and straight figure, and he seemed to pause in the light for a second, and then without looking back, he went out and closed the door.

Only Lin Zi was left sitting on the bed and shouting at the back: "If you don't kill me today, in the future, when I meet you, I will, I will definitely make you pay...... I promise! ”

Lin Zi knew that she really had nothing to do with this man, even if it was a nightmare, the dream should wake up.

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