46. Collapse
Chen Xiaoli was silent when she heard this, she sat on the sofa without saying a word, and said with a wry smile after a while: "I don't know either." ”
"......" your book, how could you not know? Li Kang glanced at Chen Xiaoli, opened his mouth but didn't speak.
Chen Xiaoli buried her face in her hands and remained silent for a long time, and then she leaked a sentence from between her fingers: "I really don't know, so I can't write anymore." ”
Then, Chen Xiaoli's voice became louder and louder: "I can't write anymore, so I broke off because of Kawen, I collapsed!" "In the end, there was a bit of a roar.
At the same time, a trace of water leaked from between Chen Xiaoli's fingers, Li Kang stretched out his hand, hesitated for a while, and finally stretched out to Chen Xiaoli's shoulder.
Unexpectedly, the reason for her breaking off was actually the collapse of the text, which Li Kang could never have imagined.
In his opinion, the novel "Bicycle" has a perfect layout, delicate words, and feelings that hit people's hearts, and there is no sign of collapse, but Chen Xiaoli said that she collapsed.
Maybe it's because his realm can't be reached, so he can't see it, Li Kang smiled bitterly, and was about to pat Chen Xiaoli on the shoulder.
Chen Xiaoli seemed to have eyes on her shoulders, and when Li Kang was about to touch her, she suddenly got up from the sofa, and then hid in her bedroom, her own little world.
Even if the mansion is just a bedroom door, the sound insulation effect is also excellent, so good that Li Kang can't hear the slightest sound inside even if he puts his ear on the door.
Although he couldn't hear it, Li Kang knew that Chen Xiaoli must be extremely sad at this time.
She is such a confident and image-minded person, but she actually roared in front of herself that she had collapsed, which shows what a blow this incident is to her.
"Bicycle" is 200,000 words, the plot has just begun, but she has already collapsed, which is almost impossible with Chen Xiaoli's control of words.
But the truth is right now, people should still be hiding in the bedroom and crying.
Li Kang couldn't wait to slap himself, why was he so cheap, he really couldn't open a pot.
Li Kang knows how hard the collapse of the text is for an author, it is like a beautiful castle that has been built diligently collapsed overnight, and the faith in his heart and mind is destroyed in an instant.
Once the text collapses, even if you force yourself to write it, what you will produce is rubbish, at least in the author's heart.
So there will be some people who have good grades and have been stable in their updates, but they suddenly cut it, and the reader doesn't understand the reason, but Li Kang knows that some of them are because the writing suddenly collapsed.
What should I do if I can't write it? I had to cut it all over again.
Collapse is a terrible thing, no matter who it is.
There is not a single author who can get out of the shadow of the collapse of the text, and most of them can only be cut and counted.
Even if Poplar collapsed, no one could help him get out, except for himself.
Fortunately, Poplar has never collapsed.
Thinking back to Chen Xiaoli's article, there is no sign of collapse.
And urban love, youth campus novels, to be honest, it's quite difficult to break down.
Most of the collapse texts occur in fantasy and fairy tales, because the map is too large and I can't control it, or the author of the new power system doesn't understand it well enough, or the protagonist's character design runs away from it.
Generally, Chen Xiaoli's type of text collapsed because the harem drove too much and couldn't stop the car.
Chen Xiaoli's article does not exist in these situations at all.
But it's just collapsed.
No wonder there was no change for ten months, no wonder no matter how he persuaded him, Chen Xiaoli turned a deaf ear.
It's no wonder that when she was asked to cut the text, she reacted so much.
Maybe she wanted to come out in her heart, but after ten months of hard work, she still couldn't solve it.
Li Kang guessed whether Chen Xiaoli wanted to use this executive order to punish himself and let himself remember this lesson.
But the price is too great.
has been banned from entering the online literature industry for three years, and it is really difficult to say whether she can enter again in the future.
I have to say that Li Kang's speculation coincides with Chen Xiaoli's thoughts, and she thinks the same way, but she can't resort to words.
If you do something wrong, you will be punished, so Chen Xiaoli is not cut to the text, and would rather let it harm himself there and be pulled into the blacklist of dishonesty than choose to end it hastily.
This is Chen Xiaoli's self-punishment.
How long Chen Xiaoli hid in the bedroom, and how long did Li Kang stand outside the door, his feet did not move at all from beginning to end, and the whole person was motionless.
When Chen Xiaoli opened the door with red eyes, Li Kang's feet were already numb.
"Why are you standing here?" Chen Xiaoli asked coldly, his nasal voice was thick, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were bloodshot.
Li Kang tried to lift his feet, but his legs were as stiff as wooden stakes, and they were no longer his own.
He moved his legs, but he shook twice and almost fell, but Chen Xiaoli supported him in time to stabilize his figure.
"Thank you." Li Kang was helped to sit on the sofa by Chen Xiaoli, and when she saw that although her eyes were red, she didn't wear sunglasses anymore, Li Kang couldn't help but smile in his heart.
After Chen Xiaoli helped Li Kang sit down, he also sat in the corner of the sofa and pretended to be mushrooms without saying a word, so that Li Kang couldn't help but reach out and rub her hair.
I have wanted to do this for a long time, and the feel is as smooth as I imagined, Li Kang unconsciously twisted his fingers, as if reminiscing about the touch of Chen Xiaoli's hair.
A touch of red crept up Chen Xiaoli's cheeks, but compared with her red nose and swollen eyes, it was not obvious, and Li Kang did not notice it.
After slowing down for a while, his feet became conscious, Li Kang got up and poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Chen Xiaoli: "Drink some water, my throat is hoarse." ”
Chen Xiaoli took the glass of water and took a shallow sip, and only after a while did his throat move slightly and swallow it.
"If you can, can you talk to me?" Li Kang smiled at Chen Xiaoli and said gently, without the slightest aggressiveness.
Chen Xiaoli didn't answer immediately, she seemed to be stuck in a memory.
Li Kang waited patiently on the side, waiting for Chen Xiaoli to open his heart to him and confide everything.
He knew what Chen Xiaoli would say.
Sure enough, after waiting for half an hour, Chen Xiaoli finally made a move.
After pursing her lips a few times, she finally spoke: "I have been preparing this novel for nearly three years, but I still can't write it anymore. ”
Chen Xiaoli covered her mouth, calmed her emotions and continued: "Four years ago, I was still in high school, and I was a simple reader, just reading and not writing. Then one day I saw Hangzi's book.,Although others think he doesn't write well.,And no one reads it.,But somehow I just like it very much.,I think the male protagonist is very similar to the person I remember when he grows up.,So I'm chasing it every day.。 ”