I replied in a hoarse voice, "I...... I'm fine. ”

"When I was at Jiusheng's house, I talked a lot with Qing Yao. I also knew about you, and at that time I really felt that Qing Yao was really pitiful. How did she meet such a dead wood as you, and you didn't give any reaction. The white duck walked up to me and sat down and said.

I hesitated and asked, "She...... What did she say to you? ”

"Okay, I'll tell you about it. In fact, it's not how attractive you are, it's Qingyao for the sake of the previous life. The white duck looked at me and said.

"Last life?" I wondered.

"Yes, you were a beggar in your last life. Once, you saved a snake at the hands of an Orion. And that snake was also Qing Yao, and at that time, Qing Yao had not fully cultivated into a human form, and she was seriously injured.

You took the snake back to your dwelling, and then took care of it in every way you could. She should have left after the snake wound was healed, but she didn't. Instead, she stayed with you, and when you died, she was still by your side for a long time. After that, Qing Yao worked hard to cultivate, just to cultivate into a human form as soon as possible and find you in the next life.

Finally, the hard work paid off, and Qing Yao finally cultivated into a human form. And her first thought was to find you, so she didn't know how far she had run, how long she had run, and then she found you. And at that time, you were still a baby, and she didn't dare to show up casually, so she always guarded you.

It wasn't until you were abandoned by your biological parents that she dared to show up for you. After that, it was almost every day in your neighborhood, day after day, year after year. She finally saw you grow up, and thought you could be together,

But I never thought that you would always ignore her feelings. After Qing Yao recovered from her injury, Qing Yao already had the idea of leaving. She told me that you don't need her protection anymore, you're strong now.

After returning to the Sensuan Pavilion, I also persuaded her. But she said that she had figured it out, that she had always been a snake spirit, and that your identity could not have made it possible for you to have results. Rather than go on like this, it's better to leave early. Unexpectedly, she really left today. After speaking, the white mandarin duck gave me a blank look.

Hearing these words of the white mandarin, I also understood at this time. Why did Qing Yao appear by my side when I was so young. It turns out that all of this is the cause and effect of the previous life.

"Hmph, look at you. If I were Qing Yao, I wouldn't pay attention to you. I don't know what you people think, what's wrong with the snake spirit, she can't have feelings anymore? Also, isn't she just like us now, and she chooses to give up someone who loves you for the sake of that damn reputation. I won't tell you, and the more I talk about it, the more angry I become. After saying that, the white duck got up and left.

I sat at the table and looked at the letter in my hand in a daze, and my mind was thinking of Qing Yao's figure. It's hard for me to imagine that she has been guarding me alone for so long, and I have turned a blind eye to the affection she has given me.

I stayed in Qing Yao's room all night. This night, I thought about the days when I was with Qingyao.

"Chu Yan, I cooked some porridge, come over and eat some." Jiusheng looked at me at the door and said.

I slowly turned my head to look at Jiusheng and said, "You guys eat, I don't want to eat." ”

Hisashi glanced at me and said, "The people have left, and it's useless to say anything now." If Qing Yao saw you like this, she would be very sad. ”

"Let me be alone for a while, you go out first." I lowered my head and said lightly.

Hisashi wanted to say something, but when he saw me like this, he turned around and left.

After the meal, the master went out with them. I continued to stay in Qingyao's house and didn't go out, and the master didn't call me.

Bai Yuan came to the door of Qing Yao's room several times to see me, but when he saw my decadent appearance, he shook his head and left.

For the rest of the day, I stayed in Qingyao's room and didn't eat a bite of food. In the evening, I walked out with the letter Qing Yao gave me and the flute. When Jiusheng saw it, he went straight in to find my master.

After I got out of the Sensuan Pavilion, I walked straight to the cemetery. I don't know why, whenever I think of Qing Yao, I subconsciously think of this cemetery. Maybe in my mind, this is where I first met Qing Yao.

I walked slowly to the center of the tomb to find a place to do it, and I put the letter in my bosom. I glanced around, then slowly put the flute to my mouth.

A moment later, the familiar tune began again. It's just that this time it sounded very different, which reminded me of the feeling I felt when I listened to Li Yan's playing. I think now I can finally understand what Li Yan felt at that time, that feeling of heartache.

Before, maybe I didn't quite understand that even if Li Yan was gone, he still had to see the princess. Now it seems that he is doing the right thing, and the thing of feelings is really unpredictable. If you don't experience it, you'll never understand how they felt at that time. Now I finally get it, but if I had a choice, I'd rather choose not to know. Because of this feeling, it is really painful.

If I had a choice, I would like to go back in time and tell Qing Yao that I like her. But all of this is just my idea now. All I can do now is sit here and play a tune that Qing Yao once loved to listen to. And Qing Yao, who doesn't know where, doesn't know if she can feel my inner thoughts, I don't know...... She couldn't hear it.

I've played this song several times. As I blew, I thought back to the past.

The breeze blew from time to time, and my unbrushed hair fluttered with it. Looking at the surrounding environment, it feels surprisingly bleak at this time.

Just as I slowly put down the flute, the master's voice finally sounded not far away: "Chu Yan, it is already a fact that the snake spirit left, and it is useless for you to look like this." ”

I slowly turned my head, looked at the master and asked, "Master, can't humans and demons really be together?" ”

After hearing this, the master did not answer me directly, but slowly came to sit down beside me, and then opened his mouth and said, "I want to know now, do you like that snake spirit or not?" ”

I slowly lowered my head and said, "I have always told myself that I am a Taoist priest, and I am just friends with Qing Yao, and it is impossible for us to do so. But now I know that I really like her. ”

After hearing this, the master shook his head and smiled, and said, "I didn't expect that what happened to me ended up happening to my apprentice." I didn't understand my master before, but now I seem to understand him. ”

I looked at the master and wondered, "Could it be that the master also likes demons?" ”

"Yes, I was once forced to choose by my master, and I chose to give up on her. I was just like you at the time, and I couldn't figure out if I really liked her. Coupled with my master's obstruction, and finally after some things, I was separated from her.

It was only in hindsight that I really liked her. But I have made my choice, and I have no way back. After that, I hated my master even more, because he forced me to make a choice.

It is only now that I seem to understand that the master is actually for my good. As a master, it was really difficult for him to accept seeing his apprentice fall in love with a demon. ”

After hearing this, I glanced at the master and smiled bitterly: "Hehe, I really didn't expect it." The master who has been persuading me to draw a line with Qing Yao actually has such a thing. ”

"Chu Yan, put it down as soon as possible. Otherwise, in the end, you will be really miserable. The master looked at me and said.

"Master...... Are you happy then? If you were given the opportunity to choose again, what would you choose? I slowly looked at the master and asked.

The master hesitated, and he didn't know how to answer me for a while.

After a long time, the master slowly said, "I don't know, maybe I will change the result." ”

"Master, then why do you have to persuade me so often. Now, I'm just like you. I looked at the master with a wry smile.

The master looked at me and shook his head and said, "You have to understand that as a master, I can only do this. Otherwise, in the end, you will suffer and she will also suffer, so it is better to break it off sooner than this. ”

"Yes...... But I'm still miserable, and I regret it. I almost shouted it.

The master didn't say anything, just turned his gaze to the side.

After a long time, the master slowly turned his head to look at me and said, "Forget it, I'll tell you now." In fact, the fate between you and Qingyao is not over, and you still have a chance to meet. And ten years ago, the Ghost Eye Monk told me about this, and there must be a bad relationship between you. As a master, all I can do is persuade to stop the occurrence of bad karma.

Now it seems that I can't change anything, everything is moving in that direction. Later...... I won't bother with your business anymore, and I don't want you to follow in my footsteps. Hopefully, you're making the right choice, and you're doing it yourself. ”

After speaking, the master turned around and walked into the distance, and the figure looked a little older at this time.

I froze in place, thinking back to what my master had just said. In other words, Qingyao and I still have a chance to meet. At this time, the sad feeling in my heart disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by happiness and excitement.

But what surprised me the most was that the master who persuaded me to stay away from Qingyao in the past actually said that he would not stop us in the future. It was really unexpected, I even wondered if it was true, I felt like I was in a dream, I couldn't believe it.

Then I reached out and twisted it on my arm, and the pain caused me to scream.

"Ah......h