Chapter 201: Qing Yao leaves
After that, we simply took a bite, in fact, even if we didn't want to eat something simple, there was nothing else to eat, because there was nothing else to be found in the vicinity.
After the meal, everyone sat down and chatted for a while, and then they went back to their rooms to get ready to rest.
Just as I walked to the door of my room, the master's voice suddenly sounded behind me: "Chu Yan, let's go out for a walk." ”
I turned my head to look at the master, then nodded and walked towards the master. I quietly followed the master, who walked out of the village without saying a word.
Finally, the master walked to a flat ground and stopped, and then sat down directly on the ground. The master gestured to the open space next to him and motioned for me to sit down. I glanced at the master, and then sat down next to him.
"Now that you've been out for a while, how does it feel to be alone?" The master looked at me and asked.
"Hehe, it's okay. During this period, I also experienced a lot of things, and I also understood some truths. I turned my head to look at the master and replied.
The master smiled and said, "It seems that you haven't come out in vain, you feel like you've grown up a lot." But are there some things that are still not handled very well? ”
I frowned when I heard this, then looked at the master and asked, "What does the master mean?" ”
"Qing Yao." The master turned his head to the side and said.
After hearing the master's words, I slowly lowered my head. To be honest, I really don't know what I think about Qing Yao now.
Seeing that I didn't speak, the master looked at me again and said, "Hehe, I said yes." Alas...... Don't forget, she's always a snake spirit, and you're ...... But you are a Taoist priest. You will not have results, listen to the teacher's words and break off as soon as possible. ”
I hurriedly opened my mouth and said, "Master, I didn't say I was with her. I...... We just ......."
But halfway through the sentence, I didn't know how to continue.
"What are you? Are you trying to say that you're just friends? The master looked at me and asked.
I didn't answer my master's words, I still kept my head down, like a child who had done something wrong.
"Actually, this is your own business, but I really can't bear to watch my apprentice come together with a snake spirit. Because you are doing this against humanity. As a master, I can only stop you. The master patted me on the shoulder as he spoke.
After a long time, I slowly raised my head. At this time, my mind was full of Qing Yao, and my master's words made me not know how to make a choice.
"Listen to the teacher, make a decision as soon as possible, the long pain is better than the short pain. Otherwise, you'll end up in pain. After speaking, the master slowly got up and walked towards the village.
I was still sitting stupidly in place, and the master's words had already been made clear. The master just wants me to make a break with Qing Yao, so that I don't have anything to do with Qing Yao from now on.
Although I knew what the master meant, when I thought of me facing Qing Yao. I really didn't know what to do, I was really conflicted. I don't want to be separated from Qing Yao, but I also don't want to admit that I like Qing Yao.
It was almost the middle of the night, and before I knew it, I had been outside for so long.
The sky was still overcast, and it was as dark as every night. Suddenly, a drop of rain fell on my face. I slowly raised my head to look at the sky, and then I noticed that it had suddenly started to rain on the sky that had been cloudy. The rain wasn't very heavy, just a drizzle.
I slowly reached out my right hand to catch the falling raindrops, and the raindrops slowly flowed down the gap between my fingers. I don't know why, but now I suddenly want to talk to Qing Yao.
With this in mind, I walked towards the village. I decided to go to Qing Yao, I just wanted to say a few words to Qing Yao.
Soon after, I returned to the courtyard of the Thousand Suan Pavilion, and then I walked directly to Qing Yao's room. The door to Qing Yao's room was closed, and the oil lamp inside had been extinguished.
"Qing Yao, I'm Chu Yan. Yes...... Can you talk about it? I whispered to the door.
But there was no answer in the room, and there was no sound.
"Since you don't want to, then forget it. Sometime...... We'll talk another day. With that, I turned and walked towards my room.
Just as I opened the door of my room, the door of the white mandarin duck suddenly opened.
"Wang Chuyan, I really can't help it. Qing Yao has already left, she asked me not to say, I see you like this, I'll tell you. She has a letter to you, so do whatever it takes. As he spoke, he handed the letter to me, and then turned and went straight into the house.
When I turned out that the white mandarin duck handed over the letter, I felt dizzy. I really can't believe how Qing Yao could leave. After that, I rushed directly to Qing Yao's door with the letter.
I wanted to knock on the door, but it was better to kick it open.
"Bang ......" Qing Yao's door was kicked open by me.
When I rushed in, I found that Qing Yao was really gone. The letter in his hand also fell to the ground at this moment.
"No...... No way, Qing Yao won't leave. Muttering to myself, I turned and ran outside.
"Qing Yao......" I shouted as I rushed out of the Thousand Calculation Pavilion.
The rain suddenly became heavier at this moment, and the raindrops the size of beans fell on me. My mind was towards where Qing Yao would go, and the first thing I thought of was that cemetery. Because that is the place where Qing Yao first used the body of the big snake to save me, and it is also the first time we really met.
Then I rushed towards the graveyard like crazy. I slipped into the mud puddle a few times, but I didn't stop. I hurriedly got up again and ran towards the graveyard.
When I ran there, I didn't find anything. All I could see was the deserted graves and dead trees not far away.
"Qing Yao......" I shouted into the grave.
"Whoa...... "The sound ......of the rain almost completely drowned out my voice.
Step by step, I walked towards the grave, stepping on a puddle full of water. Stagnant water mixed with mud and sand splashed on my pants and shoes, but I didn't care.
"Qing Yao, where are you. I don't want you to leave, so please come out quickly. I yelled around.
But my shouting had no effect, and the only thing that answered me was the sound of the rain. When I got to the middle of the graveyard, I sat down on the ground weakly.
Now it's as if something is missing from my body, as if my heart is missing. Now I know that I just didn't admit it. Actually, I have long been in love with Qingyao. But because of the identity of this Taoist priest, I have never dared to admit it.
After that, I searched for a long time and shouted for a long time, until my voice was completely hoarse. But Qing Yao still hasn't been found, she seems to have evaporated from the world.
"Ah......h
The rain and tears were mixed together, and it was impossible to distinguish them at this point.
I slowly lay on the water-soaked ground, and the rain hit my body and face mercilessly. My hands slowly covered my face, and I felt so painful and uncomfortable in my heart. I regret that I didn't say I liked her to Qing Yao, and it wasn't until Qing Yao left that I realized that I really liked Qing Yao.
I don't know how long it took, but the rain finally stopped. I slowly got up from the ground and walked slowly in the direction of the village. At this time, my clothes were completely soaked, and the occasional gust of wind caused a biting cold to come from my body.
When I returned to the courtyard, the master and the others were waiting for me in the courtyard. Their clothes were also soaked, so I guess I didn't find them. I didn't pay attention to a few people, I walked directly to Qing Yao's room.
"Chu Yan ......," Jiusheng shouted at me.
Huafeng stretched out his hand to stop Jiusheng and motioned for him not to speak.
"Let's go back." The master looked at me and shook his head.
When I walked into Qing Yao's room, I picked up the letter on the floor. Then I lit the oil lamp again, and then turned my gaze to the envelope. The envelope was written, and Chu Yan opened it personally.
I slowly opened the envelope and took out all the stationery inside. There are also some strands of hair in it, which looks like it should be Qing Yao's.
"Chu Yan, when you saw this letter, I had already left. Some people are naturally separated when they get married, and I think our fate should end here.
I used to be by your side, and I can protect you. But now I find that I am no longer of much role in following you, but may become a burden to you in the future. Before, I had imagined that we would be together again, but now it seems that I thought it was too simple.
I've always been a snake spirit, and you're a Taoist priest who slays demons. I don't want you to be scolded by others, the only thing I can do is leave you. I thought about it for a long time, and this is the last thing I can do for you. ”
By the time I read the last sentence, tears were already wet with the letter. Looking at the letter in my hand, my heart felt as if it had broken to pieces. I really regret it now, why didn't I tell Qing Yao earlier that I liked her, why did I keep deceiving myself.
But now that I realize that I like Qing Yao, Qing Yao has already left. It's all a thing of the past, and I'm missing out on someone who loves me and who I love.
"How are you?" The voice of the white mandarin duck came from the direction of the door.
I hurriedly turned my head to the side and wiped away my tears.