Chapter 93: "Upward Light (1)"

Lin Zi hugged Yi Zhen tightly, as if he was a person who had fallen in the dark for a long time, and suddenly saw the only light.

Yi Zhen didn't move, just let her hold it.

The moonlight slowly shone through the window, stretching the figures of the two people very long.

The surroundings are quiet and serene.

After a long time, Lin Zi reacted, it turned out that he had been holding Yi Zhen for so long, and immediately let go, his cheeks were slightly red, and he said unnaturally: "That, I'll go get you some water." ”

Saying that, Lin Zi wanted to get up, but was pulled by Yi Zhen.

"Don't go."

Yi Zhen raised his head and stared at Lin Zi, his eyes were deep, extremely gentle, and he spoke slowly.

Lin Zi turned his head and happened to meet the other party's gaze, and the two just looked at each other.

Lin Zi sat back in place, his hand was held tightly by Yi Zhen, and there was a little ambiguous and embarrassing atmosphere in the air, which made Lin Zi a little overwhelmed.

Both seemed to be waiting for the other to speak first, trying to break the embarrassment.

There was silence for a long time, but the two of them spoke at the same time.

"I ......"

"I ......"

The two looked at each other in some amazement, and laughed at the same time.

"Let's talk first."

Yi Zhen said to Lin Zi.

"Actually, I want to ask, didn't your company say that you studied abroad? Why are you here? ”

Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen and asked.

Yi Zhen said with a smile.

"Actually, I didn't go abroad, the company said this, in fact, because I bumped into the boss that day, so the boss temporarily hid me on the grounds of further study."

"Hidden in the snow? Why? You're just starting out now, and when you need traffic, aren't you afraid that everyone will forget about you? ”

Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen puzzled and said.

Yi Zhen shook his head, looked out the window and said lightly: "In the past, I may have been afraid, but now," Yi Zhen turned his head back to look at Lin Zi, and continued: "As long as you are still by my side, I am not afraid." ”

Yi Zhen's straightforward expression and gaze made Lin Zi suddenly a little shy, his eyelids drooped slightly, and then asked, "Why does the company hide you?" Because of that photo? ”

"No, not exactly," Yi Zhen hesitated slightly, and half-chuckled: "Actually, that day, I went to the company to see the boss, and I asked them not to force you to post that Weibo, but they didn't agree, so I said that if they didn't agree, I would terminate the contract and quit the entertainment industry, but in the end, I still couldn't stop them, and the boss also planned to hide me for a while because of my tough attitude, but I also felt that I could take a vacation for a while." ”

After listening to Yi Zhen's story, Lin Zi immediately understood why he was so angry and anxious that day, he didn't care about himself, but he cared too much about himself, and he would rather not have a future for himself, but he still had to turn his back on him.

"Is it worth it? Because I? ”

"It's worth it because of you."

Yi Zhen smiled slightly and said softly.

Looking at Yi Zhen's serious and sincere face, Lin Zi's heart was full of guilt.

"I'm sorry, in fact, I shouldn't have said such a heavy thing to you that day, I, I'm not good, I know, it's all because of me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be hidden, am I really the broom star in your life, I feel that after you met me, something bad has been happening."

As he spoke, Lin Zi lowered his head, and his eyes were slightly red because of excessive self-blame.

Yi Zhen reached out and gently rubbed Lin Zi's head, and said gently: "Fool, how can you be the broom star in my life?" You are the light that illuminates me, without you, I wouldn't be where I am now, without you, I think I would have given up when I was competing. ”

"Thank you, Yi Zhen."

"Then are you still willing to continue to be friends with me? I've never had any friends, so you're my most cherished friend, and I really don't want to lose you, so let's be friends again, okay? ”

Yi Zhen stared at Lin Zi tightly, his eyes full of anticipation.

Lin Zi was stunned, smiled faintly randomly, and said, "Of course." ”

Yi Zhen smiled, stretched out his hand to Lin Zi, and said, "Reacquaint yourself, my name is Yi Zhen, it's a pleasure to meet you." ”

"My name is Lin Zi, it's nice to meet you."

As he spoke, Lin Zi also stretched out his hand.

"Yi Zhen, where have you been living lately?"

"Me? I live with my mom. ”

"Is your mom in the city?"

"Yes, have you forgotten, I'm also from this city, so I haven't been home for a long time."

Lin Zi remembered that when CoCo introduced him, he said that he and he were fellow countrymen.

"Oh yes, I forgot, so doesn't your mother know you're hospitalized?"

Yi Zhen's expression froze slightly, and then he raised the corners of his mouth and said, "I didn't want her to worry, so I didn't tell her." ”

"Then how did you get hit all of a sudden? There's nothing wrong with your head or body. ”

Lin Zi seemed to suddenly remember something, and immediately got up and carefully examined Yi Zhenlai.

Yi Zhen pushed Lin Zi back into the chair and said with a smile: "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

"Are you really okay?"

Lin Zi still asked with some concern.

"It's okay, it's really okay."

"Then how did you get hit? Listen to the girl who hit you, you are walking on the road, stumbling, staggering, as if you have drunk, how can you drink in a good manner? I don't remember you being an alcoholic. ”

"No, I just, drank a little."

"Are you unhappy about something?"

Looking at Lin Zi's somewhat frowning brows, Yi Zhen was silent for a moment, and then said happily: "Xiao Zi, I'm so happy." ”

"What's the fun?"

Lin Zi was a little puzzled.

"I'm so happy that you finally care about me so much again."

"I'm serious, why are you drinking?"

"If I said that I drank because of you, would you care more about me?"

Yi Zhen tilted his head and said to Lin Zi.

Lin Zi was slightly stunned and said, "Is it really because of me?" ”

Yi Zhen's eyelids drooped slightly, his eyes glanced away, and he said: "Actually, when you said that you didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore, I really felt hopeless, when I was tired from training, I didn't want to give up, because I knew that you were supporting me, and I didn't give up when I lost the game because of the shady, because I knew that you were by my side, and I was hidden by the snow because of the boss, and I didn't despair, because I thought that I had the confidence to have you as my own, but when you said that you didn't want me anymore, I panicked all of a sudden, I, I felt that I suddenly had nothing, and it wasn't until that moment that I realized that you were really, very important, too many emotions in my mind, too many words, I don't know who to talk to, I can only stimulate myself and paralyze myself through alcohol, so," Yi Zhen turned to look at Lin Zi and said: "You really, don't just say that you give up on me and leave me, okay?" ”

Lin Zi's heart was touched, "It turns out, it turns out, all this is because of me, I, I, I'm really sorry." ”

Lin Zi's eyes were slightly red, and Chu Chu said.

"Fool, don't blame yourself anymore, then you promise me that in the future, no matter what happens, you won't leave me again, okay?"

Lin Zi looked at Yi Zhen's sincere eyes and nodded.

"Okay."

Yi Zhen remembered Xu Anxiao's hook proposal at that time, although naΓ―ve, it was very ceremonial.

"Then let's pull the hook."

Yi Zhen suddenly stretched out his little thumb to Lin Zi.

Lin Zi couldn't help but laugh a little when he heard Yi Zhen's request, "Why are you like a child." ”

"Hurry up and pull the hook, or you won't count."

"Okay, retractor."

Lin Zi couldn't resist Yi Zhen, so he had to stretch out his little thumb.

"Hanging for a hundred years is not allowed to change."

"Stamped."

As he spoke, Yi Zhen tightly covered his thumb and Lin Zi's thumb together.

A series of actions, Yi Zhen completed it in one go.

After pulling the hook, Yi Zhen was like a child who had been praised, and he was immediately overjoyed.

"That way, you won't leave me again. Xiaozi, you can't afford to pay your bills. ”

"Okay, well, I'm not bad. Alright, it's not getting early, it's time for you to rest, I've got to go home. ”

"Then you, will you come to see me tomorrow?"

In an instant, Yi Zhen became an aggrieved baby in front of Lin Zi.

Perhaps, Yi Zhen is really only in front of Lin Zi, he will be so relaxed, he can be as willful as a child, and laugh like him.

Yi Zhen likes and is obsessed with such feelings.

Originally, Lin Zi wanted to say that he had to review at home and might not be able to come tomorrow, but looking at Yi Zhen's somewhat lost expression, he had to say, "Don't worry, I will come tomorrow." ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you, then you go back quickly, and pay attention to safety at night."

"Don't worry, if you feel unwell, remember Dr. Zhao, call me if you have anything."

"Bye-bye."

Lin Zi said, turned around and walked out the door.

Yi Zhen looked at Lin Zi's back with reluctance, and suddenly felt empty in his heart.

Yi Zhen picked up the mobile phone on the bedside and sent a message to Xu Anxiao.

β€” Thank you.

β€” She's only leaving now?

β€” Hmm.

- Looks like it's going well.

β€” At least she and I can be friends again.

- You really like her, just by being friends with her, you're already happy like this.

β€” I cherish her, both as my friend and as someone I like.

β€”When are you going to confess?

- I, I didn't think about it, I was afraid that she would reject me, in this way, we might not even be able to be friends, I don't want to take this risk, take your time.

β€” However, according to the way it is today, she should not have no feelings for you, and if I want me to say that I will not do it again, and confess it, so that you don't have to be so timid, suffering from gains and losses.

β€” It's not time yet, but when I have the chance, I'll reveal my heart to her.

- I really don't understand, you're a big man and you're still grinding, twisting, pinching, love, it's really blinding.

β€” You'll know when you have someone you like in the future, but thank you for today's events.

- No thanks, but don't go too far, take it when you see it, I'm afraid, when she knows the truth, you will really break up unhappy.

β€” Don't worry, I'll be careful.