Chapter 137: I know how to cry.
At that time, she was really consumed by the dull and poor life, she longed for romance and passion, but Shen Zheng was busy in addition to being busy, even when she was not busy, what she gave her was just the most plain and simple care.
There is nothing that makes her feel surprised and happy, he doesn't know how to be romantic, even the wedding anniversary, it's a plain meal, the gift is less than a thousand trinkets, she pretends to be happy to take it, in fact, in her heart, she is extremely disappointed.
Yes, she has the vanity that all women have.
Therefore, when that man appeared, she suddenly felt that her heart came to life, and he didn't mind if she was a married man, so he took her to a place where Shen Zheng couldn't take her and ate the high-end restaurant she wanted.
Send her expensive luxuries, bags, shoes, clothes, jewelry, whatever she wants, he can give her.
In bed, he was hot and crazy, able to satisfy her body three hundred and sixty degrees without dead ends, and there was no doubt that in bed, this man's experience was rich, the technique was excellent, and she was crazy about it, feeling the refreshment that she had never felt before.
Because of these things, she gradually lost herself, feeling that she just wanted these things, she should live such a life, but Shen Zheng didn't understand her, couldn't give it to her, stayed by his side, she was extremely depressed.
So, she was distracted and desperate, and followed the man.
Knowing that she was going to follow that man, her mother-in-law was heartbroken, where could she manage this at that time, plus she saw the entanglement between her and that man, in front of her, she felt so embarrassed that she didn't know how to deal with herself.
Her parents also persuaded her not to do this, and even said that if she dared to follow that man, she would treat it as if her daughter was dead, cut off relations with her, and never recognize her again.
It's not that she doesn't care about her parents' feelings, she just has no fear.
Because no matter how cruel her parents said, in the end, she was still their daughter, the only daughter, no matter what, it was impossible for her parents to break off the relationship with her, so she couldn't listen to her parents' advice at all, and followed the man abroad without hesitation.
The United States is a country full of temptation for her, and she feels that after getting a green card and going abroad, she will be completely reborn, and she is no longer the woman who came out of a small town, married an ordinary man, and lived a poor life.
She wants to let herself shine, she wants to live in the circle of high society.
It's a pity that all this, not long after going to the United States, everything turned into a phantom.
The man who promised to give her a better life, pampered her and cared for her, after a period of lingering affection, turned around and threw himself into the arms of another woman, at that time, in order to go to the United States, she and he had quickly obtained a marriage certificate.
became his wife, but he rarely came home.
He is such a romantic person, too easy to fall in love, and then fall in love with a new love, completely unbound by social morality, living a life that makes him ecstatic, indulging in the gentle hometown of women, not knowing the West and the East.
Zheng Jie suddenly realized that he was just a short-term new love of this man, he really loved her for a while, but his love never lasted long, because he needed to love many, many people.
This is his so-called feeling.
Zheng Jie smiled, this is bullshit, this is abuse.
However, he was scolding his abusive colleague, he was also scolding her for being *, of course, he didn't mess with him even if he had a husband, and if she checked that she was moral, it would be impossible to do such a thing.
Zheng Jie was scolded speechless by this brazen man, but she didn't expect that the man who said he didn't mind instigating her to divorce had always regarded her as an inappropriate person in his heart, and in turn, it became a bargaining chip for him to make fun of her.
She really didn't understand, since this man felt that she was such a person, why did he marry her and bring her to the United States?
Who knew that the man told her directly and casually: "I really loved you at that time!" ”
True love at that time, so he gave her whatever she wanted, it didn't matter, even if it was marriage, for him, it was just a nominal thing, and for him, it had no effect at all, so it didn't feel important to her.
Zheng Jie was stunned.
What kind of man is this, he can treat marriage as a child's play, and marriage is nothing in his eyes.
It makes her feel horrified just thinking about it.
However, he is such a person, once his heart is not in her, then, everything about her has nothing to do with him, Zheng Jie finally understood what it means to eat the consequences of self-inflicted evil during that time.
What kind of way she treated Shen Zheng, what kind of way this man treated her.
The reincarnation of the Heavenly Dao turns out to be really a cycle of cause and effect.
She finally began to regret it, she missed Shen Zheng very much, although he was not romantic, he was very arrogant, but he was really good to her, she could be wild and willful, but she was down-to-earth in her heart, because she knew that no matter when she turned back, he would be behind her.
It is a support for her, and she will never be left alone.
However, she also understands that what's the use of regretting, this path was chosen by herself, and all the betrayals and relatives have to follow this man to the United States, and what kind of life they live is their own doing.
During that time, she gritted her teeth and lived with this man.
He lingered with his new love outside, and when he came back occasionally, he also used her here as a temporary resting place, because in her place, he no longer needed to take care of her, but she had to take care of him.
He can enjoy her care, and then he can recuperate his spirits, and then go to the woman he loves, and be good to that woman.
Zheng Jie felt that she was about to go crazy, if she continued to live like this, she became depressed and irritable, and began to quarrel with him constantly, and the quarrel gradually became more and more intense, and he began to do something to her.
After the first time, there will be a second time, and he sprinkled all his anger on her, as long as he saw that she was not pleasing to the eye, it was punching and kicking, which had become a habit, and he completely used her as a punching bag.
In the end, this man becomes her nightmare, and she just wants to escape.
She took advantage of the fact that this man and his lover were messing around outside, took all the money on her body, ran out secretly, found a short-term rental house to live in, and hid carefully, for fear that the man would find her.
If he finds it, he will definitely be even more embarrassed and angry this time, and the child in his belly will not be able to save it.
She had to keep the child, which was a spirit that would support her future.
What would she do without him?
The child was finally born, she was divorced, and everything was in the most difficult time, but, in her eyes, everything was in the best time, and she finally got rid of that nightmarish life and entered another life.
No matter how hard it was in front of her, she was able to persevere.
"There is no one around him now, I still have a chance, Mrs. Gu, I was too abrupt to disturb you during this time, and if I have a chance in the future, I will definitely repay you this favor." Zheng Jie stood up and bowed to Wen Liang very politely.
She was in the company, there were dozens of people under her hands, others bowed to her, and in front of Wen Liang, she was humble.
Just like she was in front of Shen Zheng, she became more and more humble.
Wen Liang hurriedly stood up, waved his hand and said, "I received so many gifts from you, but I couldn't help much, I deserve it." ”
Since everything has been said about this, she always has to say something about the scene, and after thinking about it for a while, she said: "I hope you and Captain Shen can untie the knot as soon as possible, no matter whether you can be together again or not, don't leave a knot in your heart, of course, I hope that your family can reunite as soon as possible." ”
She didn't know whether she wanted that child to be Shen Zheng's or that painter's.
It's Shen Zheng's, which is a misfortune and a blessing.
In fact, no one can understand this kind of thing, so they can only go with the flow.
Fate has already made arrangements, but now, any confrontation of anyone is useless, what it should be, how it is, no one has a choice.
Zheng Jie is, and so is Shen Zheng.
She smiled politely, and then said thank you, and after the two of them said goodbye, Zheng Jie looked up at the window of the office that belonged to Shen Zheng on the second floor, of course, she couldn't see anything, she still looked at it for a while before leaving.
For her, it seems that the way to get closer to Shen Zheng is more often than not.
There are some things that can't be rushed, after seeing Shen Zheng, Zheng Jie calmed down, whether she and Shen Zheng can go back to the past is not something that can be decided for a while, some people's heart knots need to take a long time to open.
Wen Liang and Zheng Jie walked to Shen Zheng's office after separating, and as soon as they walked to his office, they saw Wen Xin coming out of it, the girl's eyes were slightly red, and her mood was very low and aggrieved.
"He's training you again?"
Wen Liang pouted towards Shen Zheng's office, Wen Xin hummed softly, but still explained to Shen Zheng: "It's my fault, it has nothing to do with Captain Shen." ”
She made a mistake, and Shen Zheng said that she was a matter of course.
The girl looked at Wen Liang very cautiously, and then self-examined: "I have worked here for so long, and I can't even do a lot of things he commands, Sister Wen Liang, am I really not suitable for this job?" ”
Just now, after Wen Liang and Zheng Jie left, Wen Xin gave Shen Zheng the document that Shen Zheng had ordered her to make, but unexpectedly, after Shen Zheng took the document and looked at it, his face immediately became cloudy.
directly threw the document at Wen Xin's feet, and said angrily: "Look at how many common-sense errors there are in it, even if you don't understand it, won't you check the information?" For so long, you've made such a piece of garbage for me? ”
Seeing that the documents she spent a night making were thrown at Shen Zheng's feet like this, and then treated as garbage, Wen Xin's heart was sad in the end, and last night, she temporarily received a notice from Shen Zheng to rush out of the report.
Because she knew that Shen Zheng was very strict and harsh on these things, she spent a long time looking for information, but she never thought that there was still a mistake, which made Shen Zheng angry, and directly began to lecture mercilessly: "You can't do this little thing well, you say, what use are you?" ”
It's not that Shen Zheng hasn't scolded her like this before, but she has endured it, and gradually, she can be a lot more handy at work, but I didn't expect that recently, there have been a lot of mistakes, and she has been scolded by Shen Zheng again and again.
Even Wen Xin, who had been following Shen Zheng's side with the attitude of learning and not being afraid of being scolded, began to doubt her ability, according to Shen Zheng, she doubted whether she was suitable to work by his side.
She wants to get things done, but every time it backfires.
made Shen Zheng angry and unhappy, and in her heart, it was not a taste.
The young girl looked up at Wen Liang with suspicion and grievance in her eyes, she could see some discouragement in her eyes, she was doubting her ability, and she was also very confused, whether she should continue to stay by Shen Zheng's side.
She pondered what to say to enlighten this girl, after all, it was not easy for Shen Zheng to keep someone to help him.
If Wen Xin leaves, it is estimated that Shen Zheng's side will be in a mess.
"You've done a good job, it's just that Captain Shen has encountered something recently, maybe he's in a bad mood, so he likes to pick on some thorns, don't be too sad." She stretched out her hand and took a look at the report in Wen Xin's hand, there were indeed one or two mistakes, but they were not a big problem.
It's really not enough for Shen Zheng to scold other girls to the blood.
Shen Zheng did make a bit of a fuss.
She carefully read the document and said, "Come, I'll teach you how to revise it, and then give it to him after you change it, and he will have nothing to say." ”
As he spoke, he pointed out to Wen Xin that there was something wrong inside, Wen Xin thanked him again and again, hurriedly went down to revise it, and sat down in Wen Liang's office, and before he could say a few words, Wen Xin sent in the re-made documents again.
"Boss, I've changed it, you can see again, if there's anything wrong, I'll go down and revise it."
The girl's attitude was very modest, and she carefully placed the documents on Shen Zheng's desktop.
Who knew that Shen Zheng didn't even look at it, and directly threw a sentence to Wen Xin: "Do it again, what to change?" ”
The tone is unmistakable.
Wen Xin was stunned for a moment, but you must know that this report was something she spent a night and stayed up all night to rush out, if she made another one, she would have to start all over again, Shen Zheng definitely didn't want to see the same report as the one on his desktop now.
She subconsciously glanced at Wen Liang, and her eyes were red.
Wen Liang was a little restless at this glance, she really felt that Shen Zheng was too much, but she couldn't brush Shen Zheng's face in front of an assistant, so Shen Zheng would be unhappy.
Shen Zheng's unhappiness has no effect on her, but it has a great impact on other girls.
His anger will be sprinkled on her.
Originally, I wanted to speak for her, but after thinking about it, she didn't do it, and persuaded her in turn: "Wenxin, if your boss asks you to do it again, you will go down and make a new one for him, which is also good for you." ”
Everyone goes through this process step by step from intern to top.
Shen Zheng is a little harsh on her, which is not a bad thing.
It's just that Shen Zheng's temper is too short-tempered, and there are times when he can't say it well, which is easy to make the little girl feel wronged, and in this way, it has achieved the opposite effect, which is really sad.
Shen Zheng saw that Wen Xin didn't move for a while, so he raised his eyes from the computer screen, and saw Wen Xin biting his lip and his eyes were red, as if he was still aggrieved with tears, but instead of the slightest pity, he yelled at her in an extremely bad tone: "If you can't do this little thing well, you know how to cry." ”
Finally, he also spat out: "Waste." ”
The atmosphere was too embarrassing, Wen Liang felt very uncomfortable sitting there, and the whole person was very uncomfortable.
How can I say that Wen Xin is still a little girl, Shen Zheng is really unable to get off the stage when she does this.
She couldn't sit idly by, she just wanted to speak, but she didn't expect Wen Xin to raise her hand all of a sudden, wipe her eyes, and wipe away all the tears that didn't fall out of her eyes, she was very hard, and she didn't cry.
Then he picked up the file on the desktop and said respectfully, "Okay, I'll do it again right away." ”
Wen Liang was stunned for a moment.
Although this attitude was right, and she finally obediently went to make a new report, but why did she feel that something was wrong, but what was wrong, she couldn't say it now, so she could only watch Wen Xin go out in silence.
When she left, she did not forget her upbringing, and gently closed the door.
Wen Xin left, and Wen Liang spoke: "Captain Shen, what are you crazy about?" ”
She was upset for Wen Xin: "I read the report, and I did a good job, but I may have done it too quickly, and there were some common-sense mistakes, which is not a big deal. ”
Moreover, the most important thing is that Shen Zheng's rough attitude is really unacceptable.
Shen Zheng looked a little irritable, and didn't want to reason with Wen Liang, so he directly threw out a sentence viciously: "I just can't get used to her stupid appearance of not doing things seriously, she has been by my side for so long, and she doesn't know that she should check carefully, isn't this a scolding?" ”
In his opinion, if you use a little heart, there will be no such mistakes.
However, how could Shen Zheng, who was in an irritable situation, know that Wen Xin, who had been in the hospital all night last night, sat in the corridor outside the ward door with a computer in his arms and wrote out this report when he received Shen Zheng's order.
Because her mother's sleep state was extremely poor after her life, as long as there was a little movement, she couldn't sleep.