Chapter 136: Ten Years Together.
In the whole process, the only emotion she left behind was only the guilt and attachment to Shen Zheng, and she didn't seem to be able to find a little love and hatred for that man.
With so many things to react and mature, this woman can be regarded as truly repentant.
It's just that what's the use of really repenting, what can't be done again, is that it can't be done again.
After listening to the whole story, Wen Liang's evaluation of Zheng Jie, a woman, is hateful and pitiful, and there is nothing wrong with pursuing a better life, but under the premise that she and Shen Zheng are still married, it is really shocking to do such a hurtful thing.
And the hardships she has suffered abroad over the years can be regarded as self-inflicted.
If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for your original choice.
"A year after I went to the United States, I completely divorced and broke off the relationship with that man, at that time, I was alone in the United States, without relatives and no reason, and I almost couldn't hold on, but I couldn't help but insist." When Zheng Jie said this, she smiled and was a little sour: "When I left, my parents had already said that if I left, they would not recognize me as a daughter again, so when it was very difficult abroad, they didn't dare to come back." ”
She lost Shen Zheng and lost her parents, which is tantamount to betraying her relatives.
After divorcing that man, he lost all his financial resources, didn't even have a house to live in, carried thousands of dollars on his body, looked for jobs everywhere, and ran into walls everywhere because of his poor English.
Few people know how she came over in those years, in addition to practicing English, she also had to learn a lot of things in order to integrate into the American workplace.
What's more, she still has to raise that child.
Wen Liang is not very interested in the difficult days she has lived abroad, who has not lived such a hard time, speaking of which, it is not worth mentioning, the only value of these hard days is to make people stronger and braver.
Know more about what you want, and then work hard to get what you want.
She turned the conversation around and asked, "What about the child?" In the end, it is his child, and your ex-husband does not support him? ”
Even if it is divorced, no matter how you say it, the child still needs him to pay alimony.
Speaking of this, Zheng Jie's face showed some embarrassment, and he said with some embarrassment: "This child, he has never admitted that it is his child." ”
In this marriage, the most sorry thing should be this child.
brought him to this world, but made him suffer a lot with her, and his life has been slightly better in the past few years, which can be regarded as giving Zheng Jie some comfort.
There are so many people around her who come and go, and in the end, the only one who can stay with her is this child.
Wen Liang was a little surprised: "Why does he think so?" ”
has become a husband and wife, how can there be any reason for him to think that this child is not his?
"Because, I divorced Shen Zheng, and the time of marriage with him was very close, during this time, I and two men, both skin-to-skin, after arriving in the United States, I found out that I was pregnant, even I am not sure, this child, who is it!"
Speaking of such a shameful thing, Zheng Jie was a little embarrassed, the absurd things when she was young, and later, a little retribution came to her.
Wen Liang was also shocked.
finally understood why Shen Zheng hated this woman so much, and what he did was indeed too ridiculous.
actually cuckolded Shen Zheng like this, presumably it made Shen Zheng think of her coming back to kiss another man every time she remembered that she had a skin-to-skin kiss with another man, which made him very disgusting, which was a hurdle that a man couldn't get over.
For a moment, she really couldn't find anything to talk to her.
Zheng Jie knew how over-the-top she was, and when Wen Liang didn't speak, she said to herself: "Originally, I wanted to wait for the child to be born, and let him do a paternity test with the child, and I will know when the time comes, but ......"
Speaking of this, she paused slightly, probably talking about something more sad.
Sure enough, she continued: "Before the child was born, he already had a new love outside, and he ignored me, and sometimes he would do it, and the child couldn't be saved several times, and it was also the child's life." ”
She had also struggled with whether to get rid of the child.
However, under the circumstances at that time, her husband had already mixed up with her lover, and she missed Shen Zheng very much, this child, in the dark, undoubtedly became her last bargaining chip.
She was selfish and brought him into this world for her purpose.
She hopes to keep him, and then do a paternity test, or if it is not her husband's, then at most she will divorce, anyway, she has seen through his true face, divorce is inevitable, if the child is not his, it is Shen Zheng's.
Shen Zheng hates her, but no matter how much she hates, she won't want her own children.
If the child is Shen Zheng's, then she and Shen Zheng will have a greater chance to continue their relationship.
Therefore, she has worked hard to keep the child.
"Did you finally do a paternity test for your child?" Wen Liang cared about this, she originally thought that this child was Zheng Jie's ex-husband and had nothing to do with Shen Zheng, but now when she heard Zheng Jie say this, this matter was far more complicated than she thought.
If the child is Shen Zheng's, then Shen Zheng, what should I do?
Happy to be a father!
"Nope."
Zheng Jie shook her head: "My ex-husband is a scumbag, when the child is in the belly, I want to get rid of the child, I escaped and hid to give birth to the child, after the child is born, I can't find anyone else." ”
I don't know where to go with my lover.
She sued the court and forcibly requested a divorce, but she didn't ask for anything.
Even when he got divorced, he just sent a lawyer to come and directly agreed to the divorce, without much effort, and he didn't ask a word about the child.
In his heart, he has always believed that the child is Shen Zheng's and has nothing to do with him.
Moreover, he doesn't love this woman anymore, and her children don't seem to have any need to have anything to do with him.
So I left the child to her like this, took my lover with me, and went happily.
During that time, Zheng Jie was the most difficult, alone with a child, carrying thousands of yuan, coming out of the hospital, there was no place to live, the child was small, and she couldn't work immediately, so the embarrassment was visible.
In the end, she survived, and she never sat in the traditional confinement of the Chinese.
Taking care of the child, looking for part-time jobs that can be done online on the Internet, and sometimes being cheated, however, she finally survived the most difficult period, after the child was a little older, she sent the child to the nursery to ask someone to take care of it, and she went out to work during the day, and when she came back in the evening, she went to pick up the child, and the next morning, she sent the child over.
In order to let the child live a better life with her, she worked hard and kept learning, just to be able to find a better job and earn a little more money.
When he returns to China one day, standing in front of Shen Zheng, he can also have some confidence.
She doesn't have to rely on men, she can actually live well.
As Shen Zheng said, she is indeed a smart woman, with a strong learning ability, and after becoming a mother, her tenacity is much stronger, except for taking care of the children, she is all plunged into the stacks of books or online learning tutorials, and she has completed one business course after another.
She was able to find a better job, and then worked hard all the way, and was promoted and raised quickly, and finally gained a foothold in the United States.
However, five years have passed, and she is back, not only because of nostalgia for her homeland, but also because of an obsession in her heart.
After Wen Liang listened, he didn't say anything in his mouth, but he still admired this woman in his heart.
Although she was full of problems, but as a mother, she was just a mother, and after becoming a mother, she was really reborn, alive, and played a bad hand of cards into a good card.
Undoubtedly, people who don't know her past will feel that this woman's struggle history is very inspiring.
Now she is working in Gu Hanshi's company, although it is not a very high position, but the person who can sit in the position of Zheng Jie in the Gu Group has an annual salary of one million, Zheng Jie messed up her life and revived it.
This woman is really able to toss, but there are many tenacities that women don't have.
"Miss Zheng, aside from your grievances with Captain Shen, you are indeed a brave woman!" Wen Liang has always been very stingy in appreciating people, because she herself is a person who will not flatter or praise people.
Zheng Jie is not a good person, but at least, she can be regarded as a competent mother.
Although she gave birth to this child for a purpose at the beginning, in this process, Zheng Jie's love for that child is incomparable.
That child, unfortunate and lucky.
Zheng Jie smiled a little embarrassedly: "After becoming a mother, I realized how ridiculous my first half of my life was, this child gave me a new life." ”
Speaking of children, the smile on Zheng Jie's face was kind and warm.
She really loves this child, no matter whose child this child is finally identified.
She asked casually: "Who is helping you carry the child now?" ”
Counting up, that child should be five years old, and Gu Jingnian, is about the same age, Gu Jingnian is okay, he has a grandmother and father who love him, even if he doesn't have a mother, his psychology is very sound, and there are no defects.
But over the years, Zheng Jie has been alone with the child, and I don't know if this child is as happy as Gu Jingnian now.
"The child is now following his grandparents." Zheng Jie talked about her parents, showing a very gratifying and grateful smile: "After returning to China, I was the first to go to my parents, in so many years abroad, in fact, during the period I also contacted my cousins at home, from them intermittently knew that the old couple was in good health, and they were doing well, so they were relieved, but they always had to go home, and as soon as they returned to China, they went back to their parents to admit their mistakes. ”
In fact, at that time, her parents threatened not to recognize her because they wanted to keep her.
Because in the eyes of the two old men, Shen Zheng is such a good son-in-law, his daughter follows him, although there will be no rich and noble life, but life will get better and better, and a man like Shen Zheng will not let his daughter suffer.
And the painter with long hair and ripped jeans who looked like a child, really couldn't go to the hall of elegance, and the old man felt that this person was unreliable at first glance, and felt that his daughter would suffer if he followed him.
Sure enough, I regret it now.
But the only comfort thing that made the old couple feel was that the wayward daughter had finally grown up and could survive such a hard life alone, and she brought the child so big and became a mother, and the whole person was much calmer.
A blessing in disguise, a lesson.
"Everything is getting better, bless you."
Wen Liang politely said the words of blessing, which was sincere.
No matter what happened in the past, now that I know that I can change my mistakes, I still have a little conscience.
"Thank you."
Zheng Jie nodded and thanked him: "Actually, my parents told me that in the past few years, I have only one daughter, I am gone, they have nothing and no one can help, or Shen Zheng has the heart, I go to see the old couple every three or five days, and my parents are very grateful to him." ”
Zheng Jie's eyes were slightly red.
Back then, she hurt him like that, took other men, and stepped on him hard, trampling his dignity as a man under his feet, and after she left, he still remembered that her parents had no one to take care of, and often went to visit the two old people.
If there is anything broken in the house, it will be repaired to the old man in time.
If the old man is unwell, he will be sent to the hospital immediately.
In general, over the years, Shen Zheng has done a lot for her parents.
Now when her parents mentioned Shen Zheng, they were still full of resentment towards her, they said back then that Shen Zheng was more reliable than that man, but she didn't listen, she missed such a good man, and let herself suffer so much.
In Shen Zheng's matter, her parents still failed to forgive her.
After all, what she did at that time was really inhumane.
If it weren't for the love of flesh and blood, the parents estimated that they were really going to sweep her out of the house, obviously, they were more on Shen Zheng's side, closer than their son.
Wen Liang was a little moved, Shen Zheng seems to be always loud and short-tempered on weekdays, but in fact, he is the one who really has a good heart and kindness, and for such an ex-wife, he can treat her and her parents differently.
Do your best to help them in their time of need.
I have to say that Shen Zheng, a man, is really hard to find.
She thought for a while and asked Zheng Jie, "What are you going to do?" ”
In fact, there is no need for Zheng Jie to say, she knows her intentions, Zheng Jie wants to renew the relationship with Shen Zheng.
"I've been through ups and downs with him for so many years, and now, I've finally grown up, and I want to make up for him, no matter what his attitude towards me is, I have to chase him back." Zheng Jie's tone was very firm, and there was a sense of vowing not to give up if she couldn't achieve her goal.
Wen Liang wanted to speak again, she wanted to tell Zheng Jie that it was too difficult.
However, she thought about it again, and she didn't quite understand Shen Zheng's thoughts, whether it was Zheng Jie's remaining affection, or was it just out of love that she would help those two old men? The main thing is that after being separated from Zheng Jie for so many years, Shen Zheng is still alone.
Why is that?
It's true that there is no time for too busy at work, but the most important reason may not be this.
Too busy to have time to fall in love, most of them are an excuse, and the reason why you really don't want to fall in love may be that you have a scar in your heart, or that there is a person!
She didn't know which kind Shen Zheng belonged to, so it was difficult to make a conclusion about Zheng Jie.
She didn't speak, Zheng Jie glanced at her, and said very calmly: "I know you will definitely think that Shen Zheng and I are no longer possible, yes, I think so too, but you always have to work hard to try, in this world, many impossible things, in the end, will become possible." ”
"Also, don't I still have children?"
Zheng Jie extremely hoped that the child was Shen Zheng's, and only if this child was Shen Zheng's, her chances would be greatly increased.
She also doesn't want her child to flow with the blood of that scumbag.
But this is her expectation after all, what the truth is, can only be known after the paternity test, and now, she wants to get his hair without Shen Zheng's knowledge.
Otherwise, if he talked directly about this matter with Shen Zheng, it would definitely make him even more disgusted.
She didn't want anything to make him even more disappointed in her.
Wen Liang didn't see her intentions, and asked directly, "Did you tell Shen Zheng about that child?" ”
"Nope."
Zheng Jie shook his head: "I don't know what things are like yet, if I tell him, it will disgust him, so let's talk about it slowly." ”
She has been with Shen Zheng for so many years, and now she has a mature attitude to face Shen Zheng again, and when she deals with the matter between her and Shen Zheng, she seems to be more measured, because she has known him for at least ten years.
"I've been with him for ten years, these ten years are not short or long, but they are the most important and beautiful ten years in my little life, I want to have him for more ten years in the future, I will definitely be able to do it." Zheng Jie looked at the vibrant courtyard, as if talking to Wen Liang, but Wen Liang felt that she was cheering herself up more.
Because I know that the road ahead is difficult, I need to add some courage to my heart.
Wen Liang doesn't like this woman very much, but for the ten years between her and Shen Zheng, there are some pity, two people can be together for ten years, from young to stand, it is not so easy.
survived the youthful willfulness, survived the graduation separation, but failed to survive the crisis.
That's life.
She gave him the best ten years.
There is no doubt that Zheng Jie loves Shen Zheng.
Now Zheng Jie looked back and thought about it, why would she do such a thing to separate from him?