After two days of hanging water, Lin Zi was really worried that his mother would not be able to stay at home alone, so he packed up his things and went home by himself.

I don't know what my mother said to my father after she came back from the police station.

As soon as Lin Zi got home, Lin's mother took her hand and said, let her leave her father's affairs alone, a friend of her father took over, he would return his father's innocence, and let him stop interfering, whether it was the company or his father's case.

Although Lin Zi wanted to refute and question, his mother's attitude was very resolute, and he had the attitude that if he didn't give up, he would cut off the relationship with himself.

At the insistence of his mother, Lin Zi had to return to school temporarily.

Although there are still some rumors in the school, after all, it is a school, and everyone is busy with classes, so not too many people have the leisure to care about other people's private affairs.

Lin Zi's life gradually returned to calm, as if nothing had happened.

Class, class, meals.

Although sometimes at night, Lin Zi would still have nightmares, but with the company of Yueyue, Lin Zi gradually began to heal the scars in his heart.

It's getting colder and colder, and in addition to going to class every day, Lin Zi will privately check the things of fifteen years ago, but after all, it's been too long, and Lin Zi still has a hard time checking it.

It's just that she still doesn't want to communicate with people now, although Xu Shen and Xu Chenrui have called her several times, and even Xu Shen has come to them to look for her, she has let Yueyue send them away.

Lin Zi never thought that she was hiding around, and the person who didn't hide turned out to be Shi Mu.

Since she left the Lin family, the last time Lin Zi saw her was at the door of Yi Zhen's apartment.

Lin Zi didn't know what she was looking for herself this time, and she didn't know how she knew her number.

In order to avoid the two of them, Lin Zi sold his apartment and rented another apartment with his mother.

After all, it had been two months, and when her heart could finally stop thinking about the person who had made her fall into despair, it suddenly appeared again.

Lin Zi thought a lot in his head, and the phone in his hand kept ringing, as if he was afraid that if he didn't think about it, something terrible would happen.

But the truth is that if something terrible is really coming, it can't be stopped.

Lin Zi finally didn't answer Shi Mu's call.

I thought Shi Mu would give up, but I didn't expect her to send a text message to herself.

Lin Zi rubbed in the bedroom for a long time, changed his clothes and combed his hair, and saw that he couldn't rub it any longer, so he grabbed his bag and went downstairs to see Shi Mu.

Shi Mu asked Lin Zi to a café outside the West Gate, saying that it was a coffee shop, because it was mainly a student business, and desserts and drinks were not expensive.

Lin Zi asked for bubble tea, while Shi Mu asked for green tea.

As soon as the waiter brought the drink up, Lin Zi instinctively picked up the cup, took a sip of milk tea, and then subconsciously bit the tube of milk tea, Lin Zi loves to bite things when she is nervous, such as biting the cup or biting the drink tube, Yi Zhen corrected it many times but Lin Zi couldn't change it, and when she was nervous, she still made this old mistake.

This shop Lin Zi is the first time to come, the store is not big but the music is very soft, this kind of place is very suitable for conversation.

Shi Mu said in the text message that she wanted to talk to herself, but Lin Zi didn't know what she wanted to talk to herself.

Today's sun is very good, through the large glass window, just obliquely shining on the clear glass in front of her, which floats and heavily, is a fresh green tea leaves, slowly stretching out in the water.

The soft sunlight of early winter was also reflected on her face, and Lin Zi felt that she didn't seem to sleep well, because even her beautiful almond eyes seemed to be slightly swollen.

Lin Zizheng could see it, she suddenly smiled at herself, took out the cigarette case from her bag, skillfully popped one out, and asked Lin Zi, "Do you smoke?" ”

Lin Zi was taken aback by her move, in her impression, although she didn't like to talk, she had always been a quiet lady.

Although she is completely different from her at that time, her body is a little more bright and bright, and she is no longer so lifeless.

But she still couldn't believe that Shi Mu could smoke.

Lin Zi instinctively shook his head.

She skillfully took out a lighter and lit it, and said to Lin Zi: "I learned it when I was abroad, and then I can't quit," she paused, and smiled at Lin Ziwan, "Once many things start, you can't quit anymore." ”

Lin Zi looked at her who was swallowing clouds and spitting fog, only to feel strange and distant, through the faint blue and white smoke, her face was as smooth and full as before, which made Lin Zi suddenly think of high school, at that time, everyone was still sitting in the classroom, dealing with teachers and exams every day, and there was a lot of youth to squander—and now, youth is already sand in your hands, and the more you try to hold it, the faster you lose it.

She finally spoke, still in the same faint tone, but pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray fiercely: "Lin Zi, can you do me a favor?" ”

"Help?"

Lin Zi couldn't help but be dumbfounded, "Shouldn't you explain something to me?" Why do you even need me for help? Do you think I will promise you? ”

"You will."

She propped her chin and looked at Lin Zi, the corners of her mouth slightly hooked.

Lin Zi asked, "What's the matter?" ”

Under the faint sunlight in winter, her thick long eyelashes are like dragonflies by the pond after the summer rain, perched on clouds and shadows, and the chaos is so chaotic that people can't understand it.

She said: "Yi Zhen's mother, last week, passed away. ”

Lin Zi couldn't help but let out an "ah".

That kind and kind aunt, although Yi Zhen's feelings for her are fake, but she has always regarded herself as her own child, very loving, how could she suddenly ......

Lin Zi suddenly remembered the back she stood on the balcony and watched when she was hospitalized before.

"My aunt died because of a sudden accident. His mother's affairs hit him hard, he said that he was going to take his mother somewhere else, he never took his mother out, so he took three days of bereavement leave with the company, and he should have come back a long time ago, but he didn't come back, and no one knew where he was. His phone was turned off, he didn't go home, he didn't go back to the apartment, I looked for him for a long time, but I couldn't find him. ”

"You ......"

Although Lin Zi knew that it was inappropriate to ask this sentence at this time, she still wanted to know if they were really together, maybe when she got this answer, she could really die.

"I've been looking for him for many years, and he's been looking for me for years, and in this world, only we are the most suitable people for each other."

"Then you are looking for me......"

"I want you to help me find Yi Zhen."

"I haven't seen him."

Lin Zi muttered.

"I know." Shi Mu looked at Lin Zi with big dark eyes, "It's just that I have no choice, I've searched all the places I can find, but I just can't find him." I'm worried if something will happen to him outside. ”

Lin Zi looked at Shi Mu with some confusion, she was always arrogant and willing to say these words to herself, she must be really desperate.

She couldn't find him, but where she went to find him, she couldn't get him back since he left her.

There was no class in the afternoon, Lin Zi accompanied Shi Mu to find a few more places, called Yi Zhen's assistant, the company, and even found Xu Anxiao, but Yi Zhen did not contact them.

They even went to Yi Zhen's alma mater in high school.

The students were just out of school, and there were many people playing basketball in the huge playground in the cold wind.

Listening to the familiar sound of basketball "banging" on the ground, Lin Zi and Shi Mu stood next to the playground and looked at those heroic teenagers with amazement.

Nothing was found, and it was almost dark when I came out of middle school.

Lin Zi was tired and hungry, but Shi Mu seemed very calm, as if he was used to such disappointment: "Let's go back first, and then I'll think about where he might go." If you think of it, just call me. ”

When Shi Mu turned to leave, Lin Zi stopped her, "Shi Mu, I have a question for you." Did you collude with them from the beginning? You want to take revenge on me, I know, because I robbed Yi Zhen, what about my parents, they are so good to you, why are you? ”

Shi Mu turned her back, Lin Zi couldn't see her expression, but her voice was very lonely and cold, "You'll know later." ”

Lin Zi took the subway back to school alone, and just got out of the subway station, he suddenly found that it was snowing.

The cold wind swept the tiny flakes of snow and blew on people's faces like knives. Crystal fine snowflakes seem to be scattered flowers under the orange street lamp.

Lin Zi suddenly remembered that he had quarreled with Yi Zhen half a year ago, and it was also such a cold evening, and the weather was so gloomy that it seemed to be snowing.

At that time, no one knew that they were together, and they were still like a little couple under the age of eighteen who had stolen the forbidden fruit, hiding in the shade of the trees in the community.

She remembered that it was almost dark, and he was wearing a wide sweatshirt, and from a distance she could see his long figure standing in front of the flower bed.

The flowerbed was originally planted with evergreen trees, and the twilight gradually looked faintly like a low gray fence, and he stood in front of this fence, with his head bowed and his hands in his pockets.

Because I was in a hurry to get down, I forgot to put on my gloves, and my ten fingers were still cold in my pockets.

Lin Zi didn't know what he was going to say, since a few days ago, the two of them had been in this strange stalemate, she refused to speak to him, and he was also inseparable from him.

bits and pieces, everything made Lin Zi feel sad.

This sadness is nowhere to be confided, mixed with complex and subtle emotions.

Lin Zi stood with him for a while in the twilight, she was very afraid that her parents would come back soon, if they saw herself standing here with a boy, then she really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it, so Lin Zi said, "I'm going up." ”

"You're just angry, I promised to talk about things with Xu Anxiao."

As soon as he opened his mouth, Lin Zi's heart suddenly cooled half, he didn't understand it at all......

Lin Zi suddenly had the urge to turn around and leave.