Chapter 738 didn't take advantage of her
The hand that twisted the balcony railing began to tremble slightly.
Kuroko continued, "Shen Wei was pushed downstairs by that man, who originally wanted to push him away and then chase Xiaojuan, but Shen Wei sat on the ground and hugged the root of his leg in order to save his sister......
But then he couldn't save his sister in the end, because Kuroko had already rushed over. However, he was also very shocked to see this scene.
Some things are recalled once and they are punished once, and Kuroko takes another breath in pain.
"Can you imagine? A nine-year-old child can really trip a powerful man, I don't know where he got so much strength at that time, and he kept shouting at me, you let my sister go, and told his sister, you run...... Run, run out......"
Heizi seemed to be imitating Shen Wei's shouting tone back then, with a resolute determination, but he didn't seem to be able to say anything anymore, and lowered his head and held on to the railing for a while.
Hearing this, Xiao Hong's eyes moistened. She thought that back then, her younger brother was like Shen Wei, pestering that man, but the difference was that Heizi deliberately released the water, and she successfully escaped.
But he was still caught. Compared with Shen Wei, her younger brother was lucky, only slightly injured. But Xiao Hong didn't know it at the time, and Liang Kuan told her that her brother was seriously injured because of her.
For the sake of her younger brother, she had to return to Liang Kuan's side. For many years afterward, Xiao Hong lived in guilt for her younger brother, and she worked hard to earn money, just to heal her brother's injuries.
One day, when she found out that she had been fooled, her younger brother was no longer the kind and lovely brother he was back then, but a wanderer who was spoiled by his mother.
When she saw Shen Wei, she thought more than once that if he was like her younger brother, who was not so seriously injured, but grew up slowly, would he be like her younger brother.
However, no one answered her words, and it was impossible for Shen Wei to wake up, and she would rather believe that Shen Wei would not change, or that kind child who would do anything to protect her relatives.
Therefore, over the years, no matter how hard she is, she has to take care of Shen Wei for Xiaojuan, in order to make a promise, and to keep that beauty and kindness.
Heizi just said to himself, feeling that something was wrong with Xiao Hong, it was a long time later, "Xiao Hong ......"
She shook her head and raised her eyelids in pain, "There was a time when I had a very serious mental illness, especially after seeing Shen Wei. ”
Kuroko said, "Sometimes I think, if only I hadn't met Kuanye, if I hadn't met him, I wouldn't have followed him, and I wouldn't have ......left Shen Wei alone when I knew that he was being pushed downstairs at all."
"What did you say?"
"What did I say?" Kuroko laughed, "I'm telling you the facts at the time, the fact is that Shen Wei hugged the man's leg in order to save his sister, and the man pushed him down the stairs directly, I obviously heard the sound of something rolling down the stairs, but I didn't look back, I didn't even stop, I ran out of the hotel in one go, just to catch his sister, and ...... missed the opportunity to save the child."
He was a child, and Kuroko was obviously very sympathetic to him back then, but he also had his own concerns, and he was afraid that Liang Kuan would get angry because of this and drive him away.
Then he will live on the streets and continue to live a begging life, he doesn't want to live that kind of starving life again, so he chose to chase Xiaojuan. But the price of doing so was that he felt guilty for so many years.
It's strange, he didn't know how many bad things he did with Liang Kuan later, but he didn't regret it, the only thing he regretted was Shen Wei, because of his momentary cowardice and fear, he left him alone.
"I was lucky that the man wouldn't do anything to a nine-year-old, but I found out years later that he was barely breathing in the hospital and hadn't woken up for years."
Everything seems to have stopped when he was nine years old, Shen Wei became a vegetative person, and it also became an irreparable regret for Heizi in his life, of course, he was stuffy in his heart.
And Xiaojuan also regretted it, she took Shen Wei to her side in those years, and every time she saw him, it was a torture to herself, but she still did not hesitate to spend a very high price to give him the best treatment, and more than one person persuaded her to give up early, after all, the probability of Shen Wei being able to wake up is almost zero, there is really no need to let him live in such an expensive place, this is a bottomless pit, and she is still young, why bother to drag her down, but Xiaojuan disagrees, she would rather eat less and wear less than treat Shen Wei badly.
Outsiders only think that it is a deep love between sisters and brothers, but who knows that she has been burdened with guilt in life all these years, and she is not distressed at all when she spends some money, and even the more she spends, the more she feels at ease, what kind of psychology is this?
Outsiders can't understand Xiaojuan, but Xiao Hong understands, so she is willing to continue to take care of Shen Wei for Xiaojuan, although she didn't have any intersection with this child before, "Many people in this courtyard think that Shen Wei is dragging me down, but in fact, this is not the case at all." ”
Xiao Hong's fingers twisted on the railing and almost turned white, "You know what? Xiaojuan has been living in self-blame and guilt all these years, and the pressure of life for many years, coupled with guilt, has forced her to a dead end. Although she didn't explicitly say that I should give up Shen Wei, I could feel that she meant this from the conversation she had with me before she left. But I know that she still hopes that her brother can live, and she entrusts me with the dearest person as a friend like me, how can I bear to do that? ”
Kuroko didn't know what to say, "She was too scared at the time, and anyone else would be like that!" ”
"I also persuaded her to do so, but she said no, she was afraid, but in the end it was just because of selfishness." Kuroko hadn't experienced it, so he didn't know the mood of the person concerned.
Xiao Hong is different, she has had a similar experience, when she fled, she really ran forward with all her mind, and she could ignore anything.
"But at that time, even if she turned back, she couldn't save him, didn't she see the final result?"
What Heizi said is also true, the man is in a state of madness, if Xiaojuan was not blocked by Heizi at the door at that time, but turned around directly, maybe it was not only Shen Wei who was injured, but also Xiaojuan.
Despite this, the man almost tortured Xiaojuan to death in the end, "Men like them have hearts that are harder than stones." So her choice at the time was not selfish. ”
"But Xiaojuan doesn't think so." She rubbed her eyes that were sore from the wind with her hand, "She told me that if she didn't run back then, she would sleep with him once and get through...... Why run? It's not the first time, it's no longer a precious body......"
The deepest despair comes from the fact that there is still a little hope left in the heart of the dark place, and Shen Wei, who suddenly appeared at that time, is Xiaojuan's hope, she clung to it at the last moment and refused to let go, and escaped from the darkness with a breath, but later found that there was a more cruel reality wrapped outside.
Shen Wei had an accident, and he almost took his life to save her.
"Over the years, I've been asking myself. If she ran away, which would be the wisest to sleep with that man for the night? The answer is obvious, but Xiaojuan has no room for regret! When she said this, her eyes were empty and she looked ahead, but unfortunately, they didn't think so back then.
There are some things that you can't do if you don't believe in fate only after you have experienced them.
"What are you talking about? You shouldn't think that way at all, and even if there's a mistake, it's not your fault. He stretched out his hand and pulled Xiao Hong's body to face him, "Look at me, be sober!" ”
Xiao Hong: "But is it useful?" Shen Wei has been lying half-dead for so many years, but what about that man, he is still alive and well all these years, there is no fairness and justice in this world at all! ”
Kuroko: "Yes, there is no fairness and justice, because natural selection, the weak eat the strong, but at least there is retribution!" ”
Xiao Hong sneered: "Retribution? Scold...... Retribution, people like you actually believe in retribution? ”
Kuroko: "I don't believe it, but that's the case, Liang Lin is gone, Kuan Ye has become a person, and that man heard that he has cancer, and it has reached an advanced stage." Kuroko paused, then continued, "For us, they are powerful, and we can't afford to mess with them. But you believe me, there will be stronger people to clean them up. Liang Lin relied on the lenient master to do mischief, and finally got into a more powerful snob and lost his life. With Kuanye's personality, he will definitely avenge him. But in the face of a powerful opponent, he also had to use a very roundabout method to provoke the two brothers of the Xu family to kill each other. Kuan Ye is so cautious, because the other party is strong enough, if he hits hard, it is very likely that he will get in by himself, and he will not be able to take revenge. ”
"Even outlaws like Kuan Ye are afraid, the Xu family is strong enough, but there are still people who dare to hit their attention. Wasn't Xu Zhi angry a few days ago, but Xu Dong robbed him of his business and stabbed Xu Dong? In fact, businessmen value profits. At first, the man saw that Xu Zhi was the eldest young master, and thought that he would be the one who would be in charge in the future, but after observing for a while, he found that the person Xu Jianghai liked was Xu Dong, so he took the initiative to surrender. Of course, another advantage of his choice of Xu Dong is that Xu Dong is an addict, and that person is a legitimate businessman on the surface, but he is in the drug business in private, and he brought Xu Dong the latest drugs that day, and he hit it off with Xu Dong. ”
Xiao Hong: "What did you say?" ”
Kuroko said, "That person knows where Xu Dong's weakness is, and he can use drugs to control Xu Dong, this is the most effective and fastest way to control the Xu family, isn't it?" ”
Xiao Hong said, "I don't think so, even if Xu Jianghai has the intention to let Xu Dong take over, what about the rest of the Xu family?" And Zhou Yimo and Xu Jianghai still have revenge for killing their grandfather, so how can they let him kick the position smoothly? ”
Heizi said, "Yes, although the Xu family is strong, there are even more powerful people to deal with them. This is the law of nature, which is very simple. Xiao Hong, be careful Zhou Yimo, she is more terrifying than Kuanye. ”
Xiao Hong smiled, accompanied herself thousands of miles away, and accompanied herself to the present, and finally got to the point, "It seems that Liang Kuan is very afraid of Zhou Yimo." ”
Kuroko said, "She's really dangerous, don't take it seriously." ”
Xiao Hong said, "I know this, but she has her own bottom line in doing things." Liang Kuan thinks that she approached me to find out his secret, so let you come and warn me. ”
Heizi didn't speak, and Xiao Hongquan acquiesced, "She didn't take advantage of me." You may ask, then why did she help me? At first, I was suspicious of her intentions, but then I figured it out. We both had the same unhappy childhood, I lived in a poor mountainous area, sold like cattle in order to survive. And although Zhou Yimo was born in a rich family, he lived an inhuman life in the Zhou family. We live in different parts of our lives, but we suffer the same suffering. ”